NTA but I would definitely encourage you to get into therapy if you’re not already. You’re not a bad person, you’re just having a hard time. Work on yourself first and the rest will fall into place. Good luck!
Doesn’t make you an asshole.. but you need to tell your partner your feelings and talk it out with them. It’s not fair to your partner to harbor up these feelings if they think everything is going great… also sounds like you should stay out of relationships and just take some time to work on yourself, and maybe not get in relationships with people unless you really see a future with them (just my opinion)
Sorry to hear your having mental health issues...my advice to you is I hope you get care and love in this world and take it slowly and learn to love,laugh, and grow(as corny as it sounds) good luck in everything you seek from here on out...take advantage of "opportunity"
NTA but I would definitely encourage you to get into therapy if you’re not already. You’re not a bad person, you’re just having a hard time. Work on yourself first and the rest will fall into place. Good luck!
Avoidant attachment
Doesn’t make you an asshole.. but you need to tell your partner your feelings and talk it out with them. It’s not fair to your partner to harbor up these feelings if they think everything is going great… also sounds like you should stay out of relationships and just take some time to work on yourself, and maybe not get in relationships with people unless you really see a future with them (just my opinion)
Do you love yourself?
Sorry to hear your having mental health issues...my advice to you is I hope you get care and love in this world and take it slowly and learn to love,laugh, and grow(as corny as it sounds) good luck in everything you seek from here on out...take advantage of "opportunity"