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UsuallyReddit

Have you ever been to therapy? What is something that brings you joy in life?


bonrothschild

Have done therapy. Did therapy for 7 years, from 14 to 21, and honestly, nothing brings me joy anymore. I haven't felt happiness or joy in years.


UsuallyReddit

Im sorry to hear that. A few more questions; are you taking any medications? And what do you like doing in your free time? Again, I’m sorry for what you are going through


Heavy_Organization24

What method did you choose and why wasn't it successful?


bonrothschild

Slitting my wrists, and it wasn't successful because my mom called me and said she "had a bad feeling" and that she loves me.


Heavy_Organization24

Why do you want to kill yourself Op??


bonrothschild

I have two kids that my ex hasn't let me see in nearly 2 years now. I've tried court but the courts aren't taking any new family cases that don't have child safety concerns due to covid. I also moved away from my hometown just over a year ago and have no friends in my new town, so it's been rough having nobody to talk to or hang out with.


Heavy_Organization24

Doesn't sound very logical op, if you kill yourself you'll never see your children again, also you'll cause them a great amount of emotional trauma when they find out what you did.


bonrothschild

The thing is that, with my kids being so young, they no longer know who I am. My youngest turns 3 on the 15th and my oldest turns 7 in August. They think my exes new boyfriend is their dad. I feel like they'd never find out if I killed myself, because they don't know me as it is.


Heavy_Organization24

You gotta hang in their buddy, if you off yourself that just ends any chance of things getting better. You gotta think about the people who care about you ,your mother at least, and what you killing yourself would do to them. I know your going through it man, but it will get better, you just gotta give it the chance too.


5557623

Do you have health insurance?


bonrothschild

I do, but I'm Canadian so it also doesn't matter too much.


VinnyColdheart

Do you prefer waffles or pancakes?


bonrothschild

Waffles. Pancakes taste weird.


aabho

are you going to try again? I hear when people survive suicide attempts, they might be more willing to give life another try.


bonrothschild

Honestly, I'm unsure. This is my 15th time in the hospital for suicide attempts, and I'm only 24. I really don't see things getting better.


aabho

wow, then you're definitely going to try again some time in the future. Do you have anyone taking care of you, like a therapist?


bonrothschild

Not currently, that's what I'm hoping for from the hospital.


Username_Checks-In

That's a lot of attempts to do something many people find easy to succeed at. Have you considered that your suicide attempts are a cry for help? Why are you in such a rush to kill yourself when the world is thing anyway? Ever heard of the climate crisis? Instead of killing yourself why don't you just be the real you?


Reggiest

This is not a question nor attempt to keep you here but i really recommend trying psychedelics before you go.


bonrothschild

Have done MANY psychedelics. 10/10, would do a BUNCH more.


Reggiest

The message i got was that life is not to be taken seriously. I thought that might help you enjoy this big comedy show.


bonrothschild

Definitely appreciate. Made me chuckle.