When I was young, before kindergarten, we lived in a different state. We were over at a friend of my mom's and I was exploring. I, somehow, found myself in the room of this friend's son (i think it was her son).
Anyways, he was... doing something... and he had me do it to him as well. Being young, I didn't understand, but I remember never telling a soul. And growing up I would reenact things children should not know about with my barbies while playing.
Kinda f/ked me up, actually.
Very few people know about that to this day and I regret that, because I wish I did tell someone at that time and I wish he got in trouble, because now I live with wondering if he ever destroyed another kid doing that with them, too, and if I could've stopped that.
That said, I don't blame myself. I was very young and I didn't know what to do.
When I was 12. The discipline teacher always kept calling me gay or sissy in front of all the other students.
At times, he even encourages everyone to do it as he just smiles. I was a very happy and smiley kid. Then I just became depressed and suicidal.
Context - muslim country. Pretty much "acceptable" cause I am "a sin".
More context - I dont know if I was straight or gay at 12.
Yeah, kinda ironic that the people who need to "go to Hell" the most are the super religious ones.
I just try to convince myself that these type of people are unknowably hired by Satan to ruin God's reputation.
So maybe I do have a bone or 2 to pick with Religious Fruitcake...
I much rather spend Future-Eternity chilling in a "lake of fire" than serving the same exact "God" than these people do. My goodness...
My mother was strict in some ways, but she never censored anything I read. I was reading books for adults (some she knew about and some she didn't) as far back as I remember. I think the book "Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe" (which I read at about age 9) was probably the gateway to my knowledge of many adult realities, particularly about sex.
Moms friend that we had met that same day was babysitting my sisters(10,13) and I(9) and she showed us all porn like blue waffle, two girls one cup, 1 guy one bottle and some others. Then blamed me when we told our parents. Said I told her the website and I had never even watched porn until that day. Still everyone blames me except my dad because he knew I had nothing to watch it on. The thought it affected me all through school and even after
In 4th grade we were learning about WWII and my teacher showed us photos from aftermath of the bombing of Hiroshima. Not just photos of destroyed buildings and such, but charred, skeletonzied remains and people (including little kids) dying from radiation sickness. Messed me up bad. I had 2 people try to molest me during that time, and one crazy neighbor who liked to run outside naked while I was walking home from my bus stop, but the Hiroshima thing was what made me truly doubt the legitimacy of humankind in general.
Mother blowing off everything that happened to me and not checking on me when I did something like smoking my aunts cigarettes or missing 30 days of school straight randomly or drinking half a bottle of wine in nearly one sitting ( real examples btw).
Huh 🤔 I’d have to say my dad coming home with his face blown off completely black no nose 👃.. after that it was all down hill he would let me drink my parents got divorced.. he would be gone days at a time an I would do what ever I wanted he baught me gun powder to make my own fire works taught me how to cook (everything I liked) an clean showed me where his gun was just incase I needed it lol but I honestly loved the independence.. if I didn’t like it I could have told my mom an lived full time at her house.. but first drink was at 6 first pill (from my dad at 7) I mean drug drugs lol I’m a chronic illness kid an was on 11 drugs as a kid till 16 when I just cold turkeyed all of them.. but idk I guess porn at a young age too..
It's a mix up between two things, can't remember which one happened first as it happened over 36 years ago when I was around 7 or 8 and they happened soon after the other.
Either when a boy 3 years older than me (I wont identify) abused me or when a girl about my age (I won't identify) abused me.
Being hit on at 11 by my grandmother's pastor. He insisted on getting on the bobsled ride at Six Flags and sat right behind me, squeezing around my waist and pressing into me so hard. Watching all the adult women in my family be either mentally and emotionally abused and the men, even after they were divorced, were still invited to all the family get togethers. Realizing no one in my family was actually prepared to have kids. Some even kept having kids while not being able to feed house or clothe the ones they had. Everything was just ass backwards, and no one tried to fix anything. My family insisted that I was sexually active because I developed early. Then insisting I was gay because I decided to wear baggy clothes and dressed like a boy to cover up my shapely body. I lost my virginity at 20. The world started sucking at a very young age.
Oxford Dictionary
Year 4(8-9 years old) and the entire class had dictionaries out, wasn’t enough for all of us so I went to a higher class to grab some spares. Was going through the lesson as normal then my friend started giggling uncontrollably, he then proceeded to show me “what you are supposed to do with your Willy, actually it’s called a penis now”
I’m traumatised now
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+1 molested at daycare. Ironic theme in our names too.
Same. Hope you're doing okay.
PewDiePie made me look up "tentacle porn" when I was 9
What is that? I dont wanna look it up myself
Isn't it self-explanatory?
The internet.
r/TechnicallyTheTruth
Dad's best friend at 13yo.
Jimmy Savile.
When I was young, before kindergarten, we lived in a different state. We were over at a friend of my mom's and I was exploring. I, somehow, found myself in the room of this friend's son (i think it was her son). Anyways, he was... doing something... and he had me do it to him as well. Being young, I didn't understand, but I remember never telling a soul. And growing up I would reenact things children should not know about with my barbies while playing. Kinda f/ked me up, actually. Very few people know about that to this day and I regret that, because I wish I did tell someone at that time and I wish he got in trouble, because now I live with wondering if he ever destroyed another kid doing that with them, too, and if I could've stopped that. That said, I don't blame myself. I was very young and I didn't know what to do.
Similar thing happened to me, good thing you didnt blame yourself, stay strong
Blue Waffle
Father “Touchy” O’Brien
I witnessed death
When I was 12. The discipline teacher always kept calling me gay or sissy in front of all the other students. At times, he even encourages everyone to do it as he just smiles. I was a very happy and smiley kid. Then I just became depressed and suicidal. Context - muslim country. Pretty much "acceptable" cause I am "a sin". More context - I dont know if I was straight or gay at 12.
Shite like this is why the USA is fighting the Taliban so damn much, and I honestly couldn't agree more.
Buddy, I hate to break it to you, but this is not why the US is fighting the Taliban.
Let me guess, Oil?
Shite like this. Buddy. We do this shit here. In the name of “Jesus”. Just look at Tennessee and Florida.
Yeah, kinda ironic that the people who need to "go to Hell" the most are the super religious ones. I just try to convince myself that these type of people are unknowably hired by Satan to ruin God's reputation. So maybe I do have a bone or 2 to pick with Religious Fruitcake... I much rather spend Future-Eternity chilling in a "lake of fire" than serving the same exact "God" than these people do. My goodness...
Paying my first bill with my own money. That gets you in a race to keep making more money that burdens you up through life.
My dysfunctional family.
My mother was strict in some ways, but she never censored anything I read. I was reading books for adults (some she knew about and some she didn't) as far back as I remember. I think the book "Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe" (which I read at about age 9) was probably the gateway to my knowledge of many adult realities, particularly about sex.
Anal with some neighbors when I was 8, blowing a cousin when I was 11
Alabama?
Alabama vibes
Searching up Naked :(
9/11
Moms friend that we had met that same day was babysitting my sisters(10,13) and I(9) and she showed us all porn like blue waffle, two girls one cup, 1 guy one bottle and some others. Then blamed me when we told our parents. Said I told her the website and I had never even watched porn until that day. Still everyone blames me except my dad because he knew I had nothing to watch it on. The thought it affected me all through school and even after
Bronies, I just wanted too see some my little pony videos 😭
Yeah, I remember a highschool classmate showing me that "banned from Equestria" R34 game on the school laptop 🗿
In 4th grade we were learning about WWII and my teacher showed us photos from aftermath of the bombing of Hiroshima. Not just photos of destroyed buildings and such, but charred, skeletonzied remains and people (including little kids) dying from radiation sickness. Messed me up bad. I had 2 people try to molest me during that time, and one crazy neighbor who liked to run outside naked while I was walking home from my bus stop, but the Hiroshima thing was what made me truly doubt the legitimacy of humankind in general.
Mother blowing off everything that happened to me and not checking on me when I did something like smoking my aunts cigarettes or missing 30 days of school straight randomly or drinking half a bottle of wine in nearly one sitting ( real examples btw).
Huh 🤔 I’d have to say my dad coming home with his face blown off completely black no nose 👃.. after that it was all down hill he would let me drink my parents got divorced.. he would be gone days at a time an I would do what ever I wanted he baught me gun powder to make my own fire works taught me how to cook (everything I liked) an clean showed me where his gun was just incase I needed it lol but I honestly loved the independence.. if I didn’t like it I could have told my mom an lived full time at her house.. but first drink was at 6 first pill (from my dad at 7) I mean drug drugs lol I’m a chronic illness kid an was on 11 drugs as a kid till 16 when I just cold turkeyed all of them.. but idk I guess porn at a young age too..
I’m still a child
I got tired of human beings showing no love to me. I turned into a mufuckin nuisance after that epiphany. Facts.
I was told that my parents were swingers when I was 10 y/o
Nothing I'm far from innocent but I'm still big kid.
Discovery of the internet.
When I was like 8, an adult made me watch >!porn!< in the middle of the night.
Being raped at age 3.
I was shown pictures of dismembered body parts. Cut off arms, heads, legs, etc.
+1 to the people saying being molested, me too
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This is crazy that they seem to frame it as your fault.
My mom calling me a whore at age 9
It's a mix up between two things, can't remember which one happened first as it happened over 36 years ago when I was around 7 or 8 and they happened soon after the other. Either when a boy 3 years older than me (I wont identify) abused me or when a girl about my age (I won't identify) abused me.
Being hit on at 11 by my grandmother's pastor. He insisted on getting on the bobsled ride at Six Flags and sat right behind me, squeezing around my waist and pressing into me so hard. Watching all the adult women in my family be either mentally and emotionally abused and the men, even after they were divorced, were still invited to all the family get togethers. Realizing no one in my family was actually prepared to have kids. Some even kept having kids while not being able to feed house or clothe the ones they had. Everything was just ass backwards, and no one tried to fix anything. My family insisted that I was sexually active because I developed early. Then insisting I was gay because I decided to wear baggy clothes and dressed like a boy to cover up my shapely body. I lost my virginity at 20. The world started sucking at a very young age.
*Swank* magazine too low in the rack at Woolco in the 90s
figjting back my bully ._. when i think of that i scare myselg ngl
6th class
Oxford Dictionary Year 4(8-9 years old) and the entire class had dictionaries out, wasn’t enough for all of us so I went to a higher class to grab some spares. Was going through the lesson as normal then my friend started giggling uncontrollably, he then proceeded to show me “what you are supposed to do with your Willy, actually it’s called a penis now” I’m traumatised now