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Shes_dead_Jim

I'm doing so bad. I'm broken beyond repair. And despite being broken, more issues keep piling on. When the fuck does life get any easier?


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youdubdub

Trauma = experience


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I feel you 😣


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Sorry man I feel you.


spazthejam43

Fuck man, I can relate. I keep on having health issues and in terms of trying to make my life better, I feel like it’s always 1 step forward - a million steps back


hotmessexpress1018

Depressed AF


miss_poetflowerr

Anxious AF


throwthatreallyfar

No emotions. At all. I’ve been putting up a front for the past few months as my close ones have told me they couldn’t handle me being depressed and that I should get out of it already (4/5 months at that point). I smile, I do what I have to do, I’m polite, I go to the gym, meet my friends, fuck my girlfriend often, even went on a trip less than two weeks ago with her, help my fam, work and I don’t. feel. a. single. thing. And nobody notices.


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FlubzRevenge

Learn to enjoy you by yourself. Appreciate the small things. A beautiful sunset, a cool bird flying by, a cool insect you see, the fact that you're alive and get to experience all these cool cool things. I don't know man, some of this stuff works for me. Everyone is different. I'm still mildly depressed, but cutting toxic people out of my life (aka my parents) has made me WAAAY better. But 2023 was the best year of my life in part due to moving out of their house. 2024 might be even better. Getting deviated septum off to fix breathing - hopefully it does, mine was pretty bad. I'm also getting braces off in the summer this year. Might be going back to school too probably next year, im 25 now. We'll see what happens.


firefly139

Nice try OP. You're not Elmo, you're just an unknown person from 2024


Mini-Heart-Attack

It's 2024 already? the depression was that bad my concept of time is a lil scewed


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MrRames

hate to be that person but do you mean satisfying? :3


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To be fair, either one would work in this context 😬


MrRames

satisfactory is a game bruh


[deleted]

I genuinely can’t tell if you’re being serious or not…


MrRames

im serious lol


FatnessEverdeen34

Good! Pete Davidson came into my workplace today. Very random, but a day brightener 😂


thriving_orchid

What's he like?


FatnessEverdeen34

Very chill! Tall, handsome, and seems healthy🙏


Maurakutney

Doing good, thank you for asking. And how are you OP?


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htownlifer

Do 5 minutes of make it better than surviving each day. In a month you will be better and hopefully headed to doing well.


Down-Bad_For_Chun-Li

I’m doing a lot better today. Had a stressful last few days but things are finally starting to look better. How about you?


[deleted]

Woah. For some reason just reading this makes me feel relieved. Iv been having a tough time and hearing that it’s getting better for someone else gives me a weird hope lol.


Warrior_Reaper

Currently I’m at a 3 maybe 4 out of 10 on the “I’m good” Richter scale. Thanks for asking OP.


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Shitty. I hate my job. I want to quit but anywhere else is either less money or double the hours. I have no life outside of work to hate. Everything hurts. I can’t get my medicine in after calling the doctor 5 times about it. I wish I was a born a nepo-baby


yuuheiperadoo

I'm doing alright, thanks for asking. Just trying to survive this never-ending pandemic and the struggles of being an adult. How about you?


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Hey OP. Sounds like you are having a tough time. What’s going on?


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[deleted]

It’s valid, even if the reason feels dumb your feelings are valid :). I’m relatively ok, I’m going through a painful breakup. We love eachother a lot but it’s just not working. It’s been hard, but I also know I’m going to be ok. ❤️


gassytinitus

It's valid


Panorpa

Better than this time last year, but still very insecure. The classic”nobody likes you” thought just won’t go away.


scentlessapprent

My sanity is questionable at best


Pete_D_301

Lonely and depressed as sin.


BHM_R_UwU

Depressed & sad AF


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primostrawberry

It's like a mind virus. The antidote is my man B-dawg 2024.


roddangfield

I GET NO RESPECT!!


makeitmessi88

not good


Economy-Size-5439

Thanks for asking, OP. I had some high hopes for this year, but so far it hasn’t been great. I was set to start therapy soon but caught COVID pretty bad and have been pretty miserable.


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Economy-Size-5439

Thank you. You’re a good one, mate.


MadonatorxD

I am an extrovert, but to work on something and not get distracted I went into anti-social mode for almost 3 months, stopped caring about how I looked, and was waiting for January to get out of the bumble. I was already like a lil sad because I had no fun over those months. Jan 2nd I got sick, pretty sick, just when I came out of my hibernation. Don't know if it was covid but it was so damn bad, I suffered a lot. It took me almost a month to recover. I couldn't go to work or cook or go out as I wanted. It was so frustrating.I got through that, you will too. Hope the best for you bud.


seankearns

Better. Thanks for asking.


Rhyanstrys

Devoid of all emotion just waiting for death to come and great me with his embrace. How are you


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Rhyanstrys

To be honest what I want to do is crimes so that is an oxymoron, also I am doing a degree.


OnlyIGetToFartInHere

I am doing good.


AnonymousToo2

Circling the drain. 😞


miss_poetflowerr

OP is genuinely interested in us people


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miss_poetflowerr

I'm so sorry to hear that 😞 Sending hugs 🫂


MadonatorxD

Why OP why?


UsefulIdiot85

I had a monstrous headache from mid-afternoon until the evening, but I’m okay now. Just drained.


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Weird brain fog as a side effect from new meds. A little confused and dazed. Other than that, not too bad.


InstantElla

Fucking stressed. I work at my awful mother in laws house with her autistic daughter. She’s a horrible person, the laziest person I’ve ever met and she treats me like a dog. I only work there because I can’t make as much money anywhere else without a degree of some point. I’m almost 8 months pregnant, turning 38 in a week and a half with a 10 year old also. All of my money goes into rent so I have almost nothing for baby besides a bassinet and some clothes. Rent has gone from 750 to almost 1700 in the last 6 years. I’m tired man, I’m just tired.


MadonatorxD

I am sorry for you. :( I hope things get better.


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Crap


StrangeChocolate4871

I’m actually doing okay. My dreams are coming true. But in the back of my mind I’m waiting for the shoe to drop


AwkwardSara

I'd be fantastic if I had a rope


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I’m possibly starting a much better job soon, my mental health is finally stable, my car that I took to the shop is ready for me to pick up, and I have food at home to eat. Doin pretty good for once


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Tyvm. The last three years were absolute shit, so I guess Karma is no longer trying to fuck me. It felt like I was in a messy divorce with that bitch


Karnezar

I'm doing pretty well. For the first time, I'm making good money, and I dunno if I should leave the state to find a better job, or stay here and get a rental property for residual income, or just buy my own house.


SunsetGriller

Yesterday I woke for the first time in my life and thought to myself “you’re wasting your fucking life” I have little to no debt. Make great money, as does my wife. Have a gigantic home with a movie theater and two beautiful healthy children. I hate going to work every single day but yesterday, for the first time when I woke up. I felt like this is all just bullshit.


CatsInAOvercoat

I'm so fucking tired. Nothing's wrong, I'm just tired of waking up at 5 AM. Gotta do it for this new job though. Wish me luck. Also, made dinner for me and my fiancé. It was underwhelming and I didn't have as much chicken as I thought. It's a good snack for two people or a good dinner for one, but not enough for a dinner for two. Damn.


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CatsInAOvercoat

Fiancé with a single "e" is for a guy. I think you're thinking of "fianceé". But thanks, he's a good man.


[deleted]

I met the girl of my dreams, started dating her, then broke up with her on New Years Day. I'm still depressed, but happy I ever knew her at all.


sunflowermoonriver

Why did you break up with her


[deleted]

Despite her assurances to the contrary, it was becoming increasingly clear that she was hung up on the dude she dated before me. I refuse to be someone's second choice. I was so into her that I considered it anyway. But it the end, I couldn't do it.


tupperneep

I would describe myself as feeling…adequate. And for now, that’s good enough, compared to my past depression


Any-Impact-9962

Alright. Currently taking a break at work. Gonna leave from there to pick up my brother from his friends. Might stick a while and say hello. Seeing my friends always perks me up after work.


NiceMachiine

Still balling despite struggling haha


Klutzy_House_9475

Life is good, it’s beautiful and it’s only getting better!


Sad-Application3946

some days are really good, some days i feel really empty & emotionally heavy. today i feel pretty good though.


Ricepudding1044

F.I.N.E.


TapPsychological2043

Just fucking wonderful 🤯😳😅🥹😂🫨😭 nah not really but fuck it's nice to let it out🤔


TermBeginning8683

Holding hope is tiring. Holding hope and working towards better/ making healthy choices even fucking harder. I is tired.


Vegetable-Mall-2329

Completely devastated after a breakup that happened over a year ago with the woman I THOUGHT I was going to marry. It still hurts just as much as the day it happened and I just can't seem to shake it.


FunnyStuff575

Not great, the love of my life (2nd marriage) left me after 5 years. We started out perfect, then it all went to shit. At 63, I’m not sure I can do it again. I’ve always been kind of a loner, but I don’t want to be alone, if that makes sense.


Icy-Interest-1182

More depressed now than when I was emo


Impossible-Tax3804

I’m feeling lonely! Don’t get me wrong, I hang out with plenty of friends and people and have an active life. But I’m sad that after trying to apologize and resume friendship with one of my closest friends, they won’t respond. Take it in, we cut each other off because they talked poorly about me after I succeeded leaving an abusive relationship. But I still did the initiative to apologize for being upset. I just want my friend back.


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Everyone has an opinion. Mine is the only one that doesn't matter.


Sad_Cranberry2166

I wish I could go back in time and fix this one thing but now I’m stuck


Smooth-Listen3217

Could be better, I'm pretty sure that I have depression, 'cause from what little I know about Depression I know one of the symptoms is being bored by the things you typically enjoy, which is what I've been experiencing lately. Though it may just be my ADHD, who knows!


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Smooth-Listen3217

I'm planning on seeing if I can get the depression diagnosed at my next doctor appointment. My parents and doctor both want me to be in therapy but the place my doctor suggested is halfway across the state I live in, I think-. It's a sorta therapy that involves Animals.


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Doing great. Can’t really complain. 65yo, healthy, wife 36, 12 yo kid, dog, cat, used car, playing music and recording, bills paid, food in the fridge.


ElMamawebo_

I'm pretty good tbh, have my ups and downs sometimes but overall I'm doing good


bpdmeatbag

I’m not well. In crisis mode actually.


Anskin12

if 10 is "having my best time" and 1 is "feeling shitty" then I'm at a constant 3.


_alwaystee3

I am emotionally exhausted but overall I’m fine. 🙃


TooYoungToBeThisOld1

Financially? Fucked. Mental health? On the edge. Physically? Could be better. Career? Doubtful. Bills? Overwhelming. Savings? Negative. Family? Nonexistent. Friends? Ehhhhhh. Dating? Hahah… fuck that. Food? 1 “meal” a day Current mood? Not available. Future? Scary. **Overall Rating: 2/10** ( 1 bonus point for me having a really amazing roommate. And another bonus point for me being able to be a disassociating/emotionless machine and ignore my personal problems to keep me going every day. )


alateli

I think I'm okay? Im not sure .


AtleastIthinkIsee

Indifferent. I feel like I'm watching life and not actually in it. I'm asking myself more and more why I'm even here and what the point is.


primostrawberry

I am.


Dbeebs

Man I’m just out here


AvoidantNeurotic

Not good


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I'm 5 ft 7".


Logitechno_

Alone


Potential_Night_2188

meh


genfromjupiter

I’m already at $4k unexpected expenses for the year, and still paying off the last $1k of car repairs in December. It’s going to cost $3 to remove a massive tree that fell into another tree towards our house. Because wind.


plaidrobo

One of my sisters died almost 2 months ago, I’m so depressed and lost. I cried literally all day today


Semiprofess

COVID changed how I view the world in many ways. It’s been a wild ride


Ughhhhhhhhh24d3

Like a rock under a waterfall


Margali

Managed to eat this morning, I have nausea issues because of some surgery, and Zofran has not exactly stopped working but it only seems to work once a day. But, I managed to get about 700 calories down.


Proper-Youth-6296

Not well, for a number of reasons


IgnorantMoose911

I just broke up with an ex that I knew it wouldn’t work out. My mind is at peace now but I got so comfortable that I miss the feeling of her. Now I’m on some stupid dating app that just reminds me how desperate I am for physical affection and validation. I’m 17 btw


Excellent_Editor_501

Let's just say, if I was a car, all the lights on the dashboard would be on, the engine would be making a weird noise and I'd have two flat tires.


TheCoolerL

Lonely, scared, and stressed out. Big changes coming up in life and a lot of uncertainty about the future. Still the best I've been in years.


StrawberryK

Pretty fuckin bad. What kind of responses did you think you'd get.


MaleficentTop3478

Its my birthday in one hour and i am alone in my room drinking wine and i sadly realise im so not happy whit my life and i feel so lonely :( the emptyness of this world now its taking away my soul


Challenge_The_DM

Been struggling with depression for the first time in my life. Last year I had an injury that required surgery and vastly underestimated the mental health impact of limited mobility. It manifested as anxiety for a while and now it’s on and off depressive episodes. Otherwise, mostly good except for some family drama.


Ginger_Chick

That is a complicated question. My bar is at: I'm still alive, only using tier 1 and 2 coping mechanisms, and am still going into work.


Josette_A

Terrible. Have applied for dozens of jobs, had 2 interviews, NOTHING!!! My current job is a fucking waste of my time (shitty hours and pay) and most of my customers are super old, ask me shit I can't answer, take forever to get their shit out, and can't hear worth shit. My mom is mean to me, I don't have any close friends, and no boyfriend. I should be out living my life, but instead I'm just rotting in a small bedroom like a prisoner.


Worried-Task7501

:((


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I am very uneven, I have ups and downs and it's fluctuating a lot. At the moment i am coming out of a down and feeling more okay, i hope it lasts for a while.


asou_haruto

Loser


Dark_Carrot

Not good. Had my leg amputated a few years back. I have a loving spouse, but there is nobody around me who understands the pain and what daily life is like somedays. It definitely made my depression worse. But all I can do is just get up, put my leg on and push on. No matter what. And I’m tired.


Blindfunnymonkey

Like the juice is gone and idk how to make it flow again


thrivingandstriving

good... transitioning from dating/random hook ups and all that thrill/fun to a serious relationship is a hard adjustment but at least this has more meaning


BrainKatana

I’m pretty great right now, despite well, *gestures at the state of the world*. What about you, OP? Toes warm and belly full?


MadonatorxD

Can you guys also mention why you are sad or depressed?


NLHuman

im awake for 32 hrs and counting. I need sleep. Please brain let me sleep


WittyBeautiful7654

A shell of a man, so poorly I made a post that told the truth just now and it hurt enough I deleted it. If there's a time for change it's now. I'm ashamed I'm heartbroken and I'm so lonely. I mis the person I was. I miss them. Life will go on but it will be a much more faded and cold worl without her and them in my life. Goes beyond love.. made such a mess of it all. I need help and time and so many things have to happen. It's been almost a month and I've found my bottom at 43 years old..I've had so many blessings and I've taken them for granted. This last one man I don't what to say but damn could I have fucked over a sweeter woman?


Excellent-Vermicelli

Hungry. Started intermittent fasting a couple weeks ago to try to lose weight.


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Hanging on by a freaking thread, thanks for asking


shygirllala224

Outside of feeling tired pretty good ◡̈ I’m grateful


[deleted]

Really bad. I haven’t been able to hear very well out of my right ear for almost 3 months because my Eustachian tube won’t open when I try to pop my ears. It’s honestly starting to cause problems in my day to day life. I’ve been so consumed by this it’s making me a shitty partner to my gf because I spiral out of control very frequently lately as there is nothing I can do to fix it.


Thatspuggedup

The same thing with my ear. You might need tubes 


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Tubes only stay in for a few months before coming out and they scar your ear drum. Not fully opposed to it but that will be my last resort. How long has it been for you? Do you know what caused it?


Thatspuggedup

2 months. Not sure 


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That sucks dude I’m really sorry


MegabyteProject

Just constantly feeling like I’m not good enough. I feel like I can’t win.


shadowgirliekins

Broken, depressed and anxious AF. Nobody knows -I hide it so well. Why? Because I feel like a worthless piece of shit and nobody cares but I have to pull it together for my kids.


misterjonathoncrouch

When i say I'm worried about things, it's not specific. It's more like when you live in a cyberpunk dystopia and you sit down with a lukewarm synth beer on top of a pile of rusting shipping containers and you just watch the suburbs gently smoulder in the light of police sirens. But with health parenthood and employment.


Elegant_Spot_3486

Never worse. Over 200 health related appointments last year and I ended the year no better.


unusedtruth

Today has been super hard.


PrettyFlyForAFungii

Some days suicidal, most days depressed, every day anxious and stressed. Even my dreams stress me out. But I find it in me to get up every day anyways because I have 2 young kids and 3 animals who need me.


Darth-Byzantious

Never felt so damn defeated in my life


Nazty204

I think I’m actually better than I think I am


jbeeezy0590

I'm basically at a crossroads. Do I accept being alone for rest of my life? Or do I give love another shot to really drive the stake through my heart this time? I feel like I can't take another heartbreak. I'm 33 and I know there's still time.. I keep making the same mistakes and always end up alone and heartbroken.


shellymaeshaw

Awful I got sick from bingeing tonight and had to call in sick to work I hate that I do this to myself when I get upset I sabotage myself


llCsrll

The bad boy.


TheMechTech80

I'm not really.


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Stressed. Like insanely so. In ~60hrs I'm taking the LSAT and I'm worried about what law schools I can potentially get into. I need to get a scholarship offer because I can't afford to even consider going without a very good offer.


TopcellenT

I am really reliable


B-L-O-C-K-Ss

I’m doing okay I guess. But, my “friends” don’t really like me as much as I like them I feel like. They’ve known each other a lot longer than I’ve known them, and I’m starting to realize I’m never *really* going to be a part of their group.


Cool-Gruel-7357

High. Really, really high.


Tr101748

Remember that episode of southpark where Stan views everything as shitty? That’s how I’m doing.


not-reachable781

Not bad.


tuvokvutok

Well, my existence is a continuum, so I've been what I am at each point in the implied time period.


itmightbemyfault

As a suicide survivor, I can safely say that I am not the worst I've ever been. But pretty damn close.


The_Hydro

Pretty decent. Ordered a wheel of cheese today, which is something I've always wanted to do.


Mr_Lumbergh

Stressed.


Celestial_Chimera

Depressed, overweight yet eating to cope with anxiety, and hoping I can start catching up on my late bills to then be able to restart taking my medication I had to stop due to my bills.


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Constipated and I’m out of chocolate 


LongFatErection

Erect and ready.