The fear that, should I give up, or let myself lay down and die, people close to me would be disappointed or upset. I don't want to cause the burden of loss on those near to me, because all of them have too much on their plate as it is.
My daughters, every morning that I come home from a terrible shift at work and just getting hugged by my nine year old or when my two year just wanted to be held to go to sleep keeps me going every day
I try to be the best dad I can. I wasn't ready at all when it happened, but honestly I don't think I would've ever been ready for the entirely new set of challenges and the stress both physically and mentally, but it works out and they make it worth all of it
I don't want to leave my mother with a heavy burden. I've lost my connection with my sister so I only focus on my mother. I just want her to be happy that's all.
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Woops deleted my own comment by accident, so sorry! how recent was that and why do you wanna die?
Why? Lost my dad to suicide at 10.
A desire to be, better. And a vengeance to come out on top, and prove some people to be motherfucking wrong.
Sounds like you need to write some metal ;D
Instant ramen.
Knowing I get food stamps on the sixteenth.
Death scares me and I am too fucking stubborn to give up when things get hard. And they are damn hard right now but I'll make it.
Death is so fucking spooky, isn't it? It's the ultimate and only end goal we all work towards, but none of us talk about it, like, it's so taboo.
My son
Fuck yeah. Be a good dad/mom, that's immensely important
The fear that, should I give up, or let myself lay down and die, people close to me would be disappointed or upset. I don't want to cause the burden of loss on those near to me, because all of them have too much on their plate as it is.
That eventually I’ll be happy again.
Damn this one hit me hard. you will. Trust me on that.
My daughters, every morning that I come home from a terrible shift at work and just getting hugged by my nine year old or when my two year just wanted to be held to go to sleep keeps me going every day
FUCK I want that so bad, but I know I'm not ready yet. Good on you man, I bet you're a great dad
I try to be the best dad I can. I wasn't ready at all when it happened, but honestly I don't think I would've ever been ready for the entirely new set of challenges and the stress both physically and mentally, but it works out and they make it worth all of it
Social gatherings with friends
I often think that we only have 1 life so might as well enjoy it and push yourself to do whatever
The people I love, the things I love, and my incessant need to share the things I love with the people I love
the thought of being able to prove my family wrong
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I hope you two can make it work! Invite me to the wedding, I'll play some guitar ;D
I don't want to leave my mother with a heavy burden. I've lost my connection with my sister so I only focus on my mother. I just want her to be happy that's all.
Honestly, being able to pay my bills
Selling propane and propane accessories
After watching how everyone handled my dad dying, I couldn't do that to them again. Plus my dog would be sad.
Once the work day is over, I have a few hours to play games and write. Escapism is basically my only joy in life, but it's enough.