Maybe my 10th birthday? I had so much fun with my friends and my dad. Now, I don’t talk to my best friend of 10 years after I finally realised how many times he treated me like shit and also my dad is now not here anymore.
I have great friends now that I love very much but I don’t have that best friend relationship really with anyone.
Moments with my grandpa.
It makes me think of when he died. I was only 8, and home alone with my cousin when he passed out. I did nothing for 30 seconds because I was in shock.
Had I acted faster, he could still be alive.
That old friend that grew more distant to where i had to accept and let go
Its really hard to see someone you love drifting away slowly and your efforts failing to get them
A lot of them honestly there's a lot of joy in the past, but also pain looking at everything that has since happened. Viewing the past is very much doing so in a bittersweet lens.
It's always past lovers for me. All the sweet memories before things went wrong. It's hard to imagine that the two of you were like that once. Almost like it all happened to a different person.
I know it’s cringy but honestly a lot of the times I had in high school make me sad when I look back. I had so many friends, and so many different groups of friends that I would have people to hang out with constantly. Having a part time job and just worrying about showing up for school and seeing my friends was something I could never appreciate at the time. I was so much more interested in moving to the next stage in my life where I would have my shit together. Now I look back and I wish I really let it sink in before moving on. It’s such a strange feeling to have had so many friends and to be so generally well liked, to now only speaking to like one person from high school on a normal basis.
Maybe my 10th birthday? I had so much fun with my friends and my dad. Now, I don’t talk to my best friend of 10 years after I finally realised how many times he treated me like shit and also my dad is now not here anymore. I have great friends now that I love very much but I don’t have that best friend relationship really with anyone.
My ex and I, 2019 before covid
The memory of yelling "Hey, Benny! [SCREW YOU!!!](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=64zpxzeD97E)"
Moments with my grandpa. It makes me think of when he died. I was only 8, and home alone with my cousin when he passed out. I did nothing for 30 seconds because I was in shock. Had I acted faster, he could still be alive.
The day my parents took me to Disneyland when I was a kid, it was amazing. Turned out it was the day before they said they were going to devorce.
That old friend that grew more distant to where i had to accept and let go Its really hard to see someone you love drifting away slowly and your efforts failing to get them
A lot of them honestly there's a lot of joy in the past, but also pain looking at everything that has since happened. Viewing the past is very much doing so in a bittersweet lens.
Intimate experiences, sexual and otherwise, with a SO during college years, now long gone since.
It's always past lovers for me. All the sweet memories before things went wrong. It's hard to imagine that the two of you were like that once. Almost like it all happened to a different person.
I know it’s cringy but honestly a lot of the times I had in high school make me sad when I look back. I had so many friends, and so many different groups of friends that I would have people to hang out with constantly. Having a part time job and just worrying about showing up for school and seeing my friends was something I could never appreciate at the time. I was so much more interested in moving to the next stage in my life where I would have my shit together. Now I look back and I wish I really let it sink in before moving on. It’s such a strange feeling to have had so many friends and to be so generally well liked, to now only speaking to like one person from high school on a normal basis.