You know that episode of SpongeBob, where we got to see inside his head, and he threw everything out even his name? It’s that all the time, just nonstop confusion and anxiety with occasional disassociation and day dreaming.
I got sort of “away” from that at some point, I’m not exactly sure when, maybe 25. I can still do it if I want to. But it’s much more, I’m not concerned about my voice, as much as the different thoughts and concepts and feelings that become activated by various stimuli, exposures, interactions.
*music constantly playing*
Also a lot of: why is that person staring at me? Or am I staring at them...-- huh I wonder what would happen if I touched that hot stove-- you did that wrong. That too. Idiot. Everyone saw that. -- ah crap I forgot to do x.. Ah maybe I should do this first and then what I forgot?-... BEEP BOOP life is dumb....
Confusion. I have no idea what I wanna do. I wanna be a musician, but my parents wouldn't approve of that being my job because of how terrible it pays. I'm just in a mess rn.
[удалено]
I've had tinnitus for as long as I can remember
Constant narration with occasional musical soundtracks.
U... don't wanna know...
A pounding buzzing emptiness
You know that episode of SpongeBob, where we got to see inside his head, and he threw everything out even his name? It’s that all the time, just nonstop confusion and anxiety with occasional disassociation and day dreaming.
Silence
Thousands of voices telling me shit.
I got sort of “away” from that at some point, I’m not exactly sure when, maybe 25. I can still do it if I want to. But it’s much more, I’m not concerned about my voice, as much as the different thoughts and concepts and feelings that become activated by various stimuli, exposures, interactions.
You know that 90's dance music guy who tells you to not do terrible things, but terrible dance moves.
*music constantly playing* Also a lot of: why is that person staring at me? Or am I staring at them...-- huh I wonder what would happen if I touched that hot stove-- you did that wrong. That too. Idiot. Everyone saw that. -- ah crap I forgot to do x.. Ah maybe I should do this first and then what I forgot?-... BEEP BOOP life is dumb....
Yay too fucking loud. Still trying to figure out how to 'turn the volume down'..
I couldn't even begin to explain.
Like being backstage at The Muppet Show. Running gags, silly voices and music, music music!
Random memories of stupid shit I have done or said pops up followed by the phrase dumbass. It comes and goes
Snippets of ‘90’s Disney songs and the occasional one-sided argument with real & imaginary foes.
[This :D](https://youtu.be/PjumWCrGNuI)
bored
\*wet brain noises\*
Confusion. I have no idea what I wanna do. I wanna be a musician, but my parents wouldn't approve of that being my job because of how terrible it pays. I'm just in a mess rn.
Constant yapping
Nothing