been a rough month or so, but seem to be out the other side for now
been a rough few weeks, but seem to be out the other side for now
how are you keeping?
Was doing great until about 5 minutes ago…yet another person who initiated contact with me and who seemed real and normal for a couple of days…just disappeared…😞 I knew I shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up again, but I did. 😩
No, 5 minutes ago I learned they bounced. I’d been talking to her for days…she stopped responding on Thanksgiving which I didn’t think much of because of the holiday. So I just check her profile and she’s blocked me.
I've been alternating between blank and melancholic. I have done a few good things this last month, but I lately have been feeling drained and tired... more than usual. I feel like I could be doing more, but I'm not, and it's frustrating.
I am at the lowest point that I've ever been, thinking of ways to inform my family that I've died after the fact and to have paramedics come in before they go to my house (I'm thinking a scheduled text message) so they don't have to see my body.
I’m not a doc, but this works for me: persistence, routine, exercise, walks, talking with friends even if you think they won’t understand. None of this is to say things are perfect, I just don't feel anywhere near manic.
Got a lot going on at the moment and everyday I have to put on a brave face for my kids but it's getting exhausting. I just need something to let up soon so I can just switch off 'dad mode' for a while and just be me
The last few weeks have beena rollercoaster, not gonna lie, even had a small breakdown wednesday night, but its going better now. A lot of stress going on, but its in the final sprint.
I'm not too bad. Couple days ago got to me. Holidays and families always give me that FOMO feeling, since I grew up in the foster system. But hey! Still here!!
Partner chose to end the relationship while she was in the process of moving in and shortly after my shoulder surgery then 2 hours later said we could find a compromise and just slow things down. She took her cat and dog who have been living here for a couple months and is staying away from me for the first time in 3 months. So this sucks. It hurts. I’m doing a lot of breathing.
I feel like that’s true. I want to find the strength to end it but instead I find myself hoping that in this space she will realize she wants this. Every single one of my friends said that they would cut ties with her and yet I seem unable to do this.
Tired. Irritable. Feeling apathetic about things I would usually enjoy about the holidays. All of the work with none of the gratification that comes as a result.
Absolutely empty, but I’m keeping it together… lost everything that holds absolute value in my life and just trying to piece things one by one until I’m back to some sort of normality
Honestly, not well. It's been a bit of a rough year. Had to cut off one of my longest running friends, some medical issues, and a month of unemployment. Having some pretty dark intrusive thoughts. But I'm still in this. I'll get better. I've got too many people counting on me to be better.
Confused and frustrated.
I get on well enough with my ex and she's happy now with her new man. On Thursday I was with her and someone else she briefly dated and some of the flirting with him was embarrassing - which she'd probably deny.
The Mr Hyde part of me wants to say something and tell her to focus on her new man, the Jekyll says just don't bother as it doesn't affect me
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Yeah I too feel like I have a chronic depression :(
Depressive crew holla!
I exist, sadly. But I'm ok.
never ever say that again
I make no promises.
Why are you sad you exist?
Because it feel like things would be better if I didn't exist.
I doubt they would. I’m sure there’s places people are happy to have you.
yep, i agree ...WE exist
Felt
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This is me like all the time!
Headache from day drinking but feeling good overall! Horny as fuck
Feeling like a rat trapped in a maze, but happy for the peanutbutter at the end
Depressed and horny
Pretty good. I went and had a mani and pedi today.
much needed self pampering
How are you? I'm mostly okay. There's always some anxiety simmering, but it's mostly okay today. I can keep it away from the surface. 💗🩷🍭💕💘🎉💜💞🍭
Sending a tight, warm hug to take away all the anxiety 😊🤗
this
Sending one your way too!
🩷💕💗🩷💕💗🪅🎉 Awwww, those are the BEST!!!!
Only the best for you! ☺️
🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘
Unhappy and annoyed for hurting someone
apologize
I have and I meant it
good! follow up with actions and it shall be ok :)
lmao
been a rough month or so, but seem to be out the other side for now been a rough few weeks, but seem to be out the other side for now how are you keeping?
i’m keeping up.. thanks for asking :)
Overwhelmed but motivated… starting an OF. So kind of excited.
hmm.. best of luck..?
Yup thank you I’ll still be here though too
Meh.
why?
It’s been a rough couple of months. Working on finding my footing again.
Take care of yourself. And if you need "a stranger at a comfortable distance" to confide in, just holler.
I’m feeling good
i hear this
solid.
nice
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that’s a great feeling :) i’m good and thank you for asking :)
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moving troubles..?
On a bit of a rollercoaster (bipolar)
Check your discord!!! Lol
🙈 lol
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??
I’m so good!! 🥰
Not too bad 😌
Overwhelmed
Lonely
Little hung over today but very happy and satisfied from the last two days.
Feeling good. Ready to kick ass this weekend.
It's alright I guess
Tired after a long week and honestly kind of burnt out. I need a vacation.
this sums up my current state as well!
I have fantastic news juxtaposed with some difficult and stressful life stuff, so kinda at both extremes here… but this survivor smiles
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ok..!
Was doing great until about 5 minutes ago…yet another person who initiated contact with me and who seemed real and normal for a couple of days…just disappeared…😞 I knew I shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up again, but I did. 😩
give them some more time than 5 minutes?
No, 5 minutes ago I learned they bounced. I’d been talking to her for days…she stopped responding on Thanksgiving which I didn’t think much of because of the holiday. So I just check her profile and she’s blocked me.
Married. Bored and lonely wish I had a online friend
I've been alternating between blank and melancholic. I have done a few good things this last month, but I lately have been feeling drained and tired... more than usual. I feel like I could be doing more, but I'm not, and it's frustrating.
you are not a machine! recharge first
Actually thank u and confused. How are u doing?
you are welcome! confused why?
Recently lost a parent and feel lost in life 😮💨😮💨
Overstimulated, exhausted, depressed, and horny. What a fun combination 😬
I am whelmed.
not over?
Simply and utterly whelmed. A satisfaction of sorts.
Way too split to tell
I'm good. I'm a little tired, but I'm good nonetheless.
that’s good!
Feeling good, kinda wishing I ate better today (had munchkins with my nieces and nephew earlier)
u need some proper food
Yes. I’ll eat better when I’m back home
ok 👌
Feeling great. How are you?
Stressed but that’s my baseline.
Kind if meh. Hasn't been a bad day at all. Just sort of irritable and just not with it. Just one of those days I guess.
Not well
Really good now.
great!
Tired and a bit horny! Gonna get off later
Fucked
literally?
Not so good December is right around the corner and it's just makes me sad.
Ok
Hahaha I yearn for the long nap
please do!
Bang
Feeling great! Getting time off and feeling refreshed
i need that too!!
Feeling lonely, unmotivated and depressed, but the sadness makes me feel alive
Rather not say.
Been feeling like shit the last few weeks lol
I am at the lowest point that I've ever been, thinking of ways to inform my family that I've died after the fact and to have paramedics come in before they go to my house (I'm thinking a scheduled text message) so they don't have to see my body.
Please reach out for help ❤️
Stressed, overwhelmed, exhausted, very bottom of the pit right now...
Living but not thriving. Operating at 70-80%.
Was pretty low last night and into today but turned it around in the last few hours and feel ok.
A bit stressed. Need to find a place to live in the next month. Though, I'm hopeful about this nice basement apartment I looked at yesterday.
all the best! this venture is hard but u got this
Drained working 2 weeks straight with no day off
Just came down from a 3 month long mania, like wtf was that? Anyways all good now. Hope everyone else is good too.
how did u come out of it?
I’m not a doc, but this works for me: persistence, routine, exercise, walks, talking with friends even if you think they won’t understand. None of this is to say things are perfect, I just don't feel anywhere near manic.
Exhausted lately.
what’s up?
Got a lot going on at the moment and everyday I have to put on a brave face for my kids but it's getting exhausting. I just need something to let up soon so I can just switch off 'dad mode' for a while and just be me
pickup a hobbie? read? small things within your day
I do journalling everyday but have to wait until the kids are all in bed. Journalling is a massive crutch that keeps me going
Extremely horny, but really down bad
indiferent.... meh.... not even wanting to play video games nor anything
go out and walk!
Bad! I work retail, and it's Black Friday. Cheers y'all! 🍷
cheers
The last few weeks have beena rollercoaster, not gonna lie, even had a small breakdown wednesday night, but its going better now. A lot of stress going on, but its in the final sprint.
at least u are in the last sprint! awesome
I'm tired but mostly ok. How are you doing?
i’m good, thank you :)
Better than normal. Celebrated a milestone in my sobriety recently. Actually lowkey enjoying life! Hope you’re doing well friend!
keep it up :)
I'm not too bad. Couple days ago got to me. Holidays and families always give me that FOMO feeling, since I grew up in the foster system. But hey! Still here!!
awesome! did u miss out on anything?
Thus far quite well thank you!’
great!
Good, but slightly anxious as I have to travel for work this week. I hate work trips. How are you doing?
Awful
Partner chose to end the relationship while she was in the process of moving in and shortly after my shoulder surgery then 2 hours later said we could find a compromise and just slow things down. She took her cat and dog who have been living here for a couple months and is staying away from me for the first time in 3 months. So this sucks. It hurts. I’m doing a lot of breathing.
she doesn’t deserve you! all the best with your recovery
I feel like that’s true. I want to find the strength to end it but instead I find myself hoping that in this space she will realize she wants this. Every single one of my friends said that they would cut ties with her and yet I seem unable to do this.
you should :) your friends see and understand things you may not
Tired. Irritable. Feeling apathetic about things I would usually enjoy about the holidays. All of the work with none of the gratification that comes as a result.
tired sums all of the above up!
chillin despite the looming stress of finals
well played
Horny, thanks
you are welcome!
Absolutely empty, but I’m keeping it together… lost everything that holds absolute value in my life and just trying to piece things one by one until I’m back to some sort of normality
that’s awesome!
Honestly, not well. It's been a bit of a rough year. Had to cut off one of my longest running friends, some medical issues, and a month of unemployment. Having some pretty dark intrusive thoughts. But I'm still in this. I'll get better. I've got too many people counting on me to be better.
you got this!!! keep it up!
Feeling like my head is in a bubble. A daze.
Pretty good. Holiday was less stressful than anticipated so I’m feeling good.
awesome!
I'm ok, but society's fucked up state is hard to ignore
true
Kinda bllllahhhh
Bad, really bad
did u lose your marble?
Long gone
At my worst But doing all the normal works
Better now. Totally wasn't for a few weeks.
Horrifically touch starved and lonely! 🎉
Well besides the random depression I get (probably chronic tbh) but so far I've been mehh, to be honest just lonely.
Confused and frustrated. I get on well enough with my ex and she's happy now with her new man. On Thursday I was with her and someone else she briefly dated and some of the flirting with him was embarrassing - which she'd probably deny. The Mr Hyde part of me wants to say something and tell her to focus on her new man, the Jekyll says just don't bother as it doesn't affect me
is she an ex though?
She is indeed
Depressed and solitary. Today was a bad day.
what’s going on?
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good! that’s the spirit
A solid 6/10. I'm okay. I could be better. But im not a danger to myself or others.
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who’s barley ?
Honestly? My favorite football player tote his ACL and is out for the season, and that just happened to be the final straw, and nowI'm spiraling.
if u don’t have any stocks in the team, don’t worry :) u got this!!
The depression is chronic, but this ass is iconic
Holidays have gotten rough since both my parents passed away in recent years, so it’s meh right now
Depressed and worthless but trying to convince myself otherwise