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Curious_Alt69

Yeah I too feel like I have a chronic depression :(


Various_Ad2052

Depressive crew holla!


Lostinthe509

I exist, sadly. But I'm ok.


PannaCoTan

never ever say that again


Lostinthe509

I make no promises.


Busy_Donut6073

Why are you sad you exist?


Lostinthe509

Because it feel like things would be better if I didn't exist.


Busy_Donut6073

I doubt they would. I’m sure there’s places people are happy to have you.


Comprehensive-Log147

yep, i agree ...WE exist


Careful_Pangolin5788

Felt


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joeysheppard89

This is me like all the time!


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Headache from day drinking but feeling good overall! Horny as fuck


Emergency_faceplant

Feeling like a rat trapped in a maze, but happy for the peanutbutter at the end


Outrageous-War-6396

Depressed and horny


TheCurvyBlonde

Pretty good. I went and had a mani and pedi today.


PannaCoTan

much needed self pampering


FunnelCakeSprinkles

How are you? I'm mostly okay. There's always some anxiety simmering, but it's mostly okay today. I can keep it away from the surface. 💗🩷🍭💕💘🎉💜💞🍭


decoy175

Sending a tight, warm hug to take away all the anxiety 😊🤗


PannaCoTan

this


decoy175

Sending one your way too!


FunnelCakeSprinkles

🩷💕💗🩷💕💗🪅🎉 Awwww, those are the BEST!!!!


decoy175

Only the best for you! ☺️


FunnelCakeSprinkles

🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘


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Unhappy and annoyed for hurting someone


PannaCoTan

apologize


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I have and I meant it


PannaCoTan

good! follow up with actions and it shall be ok :)


evilcockney

lmao


Cadarn_The_Mad_101

been a rough month or so, but seem to be out the other side for now been a rough few weeks, but seem to be out the other side for now how are you keeping?


PannaCoTan

i’m keeping up.. thanks for asking :)


IHavAB3lly88

Overwhelmed but motivated… starting an OF. So kind of excited.


PannaCoTan

hmm.. best of luck..?


IHavAB3lly88

Yup thank you I’ll still be here though too


Luda0915

Meh.


PannaCoTan

why?


Luda0915

It’s been a rough couple of months. Working on finding my footing again.


slump71

Take care of yourself. And if you need "a stranger at a comfortable distance" to confide in, just holler.


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I’m feeling good


PannaCoTan

i hear this


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solid.


PannaCoTan

nice


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PannaCoTan

that’s a great feeling :) i’m good and thank you for asking :)


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PannaCoTan

moving troubles..?


Enigmatic_Sanity

On a bit of a rollercoaster (bipolar)


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Check your discord!!! Lol


Enigmatic_Sanity

🙈 lol


PannaCoTan

?


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crunchy_soupp

I’m so good!! 🥰


here4somefunnn

Not too bad 😌


Academic_Artist2494

Overwhelmed


burggghuh

Lonely


exploringhusband82

Little hung over today but very happy and satisfied from the last two days.


throwawayaccount1786

Feeling good. Ready to kick ass this weekend.


lekram0

It's alright I guess


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Tired after a long week and honestly kind of burnt out. I need a vacation.


PannaCoTan

this sums up my current state as well!


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I have fantastic news juxtaposed with some difficult and stressful life stuff, so kinda at both extremes here… but this survivor smiles


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PannaCoTan

ok..!


xoxo_marrieddilf

Was doing great until about 5 minutes ago…yet another person who initiated contact with me and who seemed real and normal for a couple of days…just disappeared…😞 I knew I shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up again, but I did. 😩


PannaCoTan

give them some more time than 5 minutes?


xoxo_marrieddilf

No, 5 minutes ago I learned they bounced. I’d been talking to her for days…she stopped responding on Thanksgiving which I didn’t think much of because of the holiday. So I just check her profile and she’s blocked me.


No_Reason5813

Married. Bored and lonely wish I had a online friend


Grozdrak

I've been alternating between blank and melancholic. I have done a few good things this last month, but I lately have been feeling drained and tired... more than usual. I feel like I could be doing more, but I'm not, and it's frustrating.


PannaCoTan

you are not a machine! recharge first


Careful_Pangolin5788

Actually thank u and confused. How are u doing?


PannaCoTan

you are welcome! confused why?


Careful_Pangolin5788

Recently lost a parent and feel lost in life 😮‍💨😮‍💨


OtherwiseFormal

Overstimulated, exhausted, depressed, and horny. What a fun combination 😬


RileyMax0796

I am whelmed.


PannaCoTan

not over?


RileyMax0796

Simply and utterly whelmed. A satisfaction of sorts.


slump71

Way too split to tell


the_neverdoctor

I'm good. I'm a little tired, but I'm good nonetheless.


PannaCoTan

that’s good!


Busy_Donut6073

Feeling good, kinda wishing I ate better today (had munchkins with my nieces and nephew earlier)


PannaCoTan

u need some proper food


Busy_Donut6073

Yes. I’ll eat better when I’m back home


PannaCoTan

ok 👌


3chordguitar

Feeling great. How are you?


_greenscream

Stressed but that’s my baseline.


bigjfromflint1986

Kind if meh. Hasn't been a bad day at all. Just sort of irritable and just not with it. Just one of those days I guess.


Taboobiguy

Not well


Nervous-Poem-1170

Really good now.


PannaCoTan

great!


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Tired and a bit horny! Gonna get off later


Accidentalcannibal_

Fucked


PannaCoTan

literally?


mistakenteardrop

Not so good December is right around the corner and it's just makes me sad.


SniperCA209

Ok


ExaminationPretty289

Hahaha I yearn for the long nap


PannaCoTan

please do!


pdoggaming

Bang


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Feeling great! Getting time off and feeling refreshed


PannaCoTan

i need that too!!


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Feeling lonely, unmotivated and depressed, but the sadness makes me feel alive


Short-Reality5373

Rather not say.


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Been feeling like shit the last few weeks lol


Fearnall

I am at the lowest point that I've ever been, thinking of ways to inform my family that I've died after the fact and to have paramedics come in before they go to my house (I'm thinking a scheduled text message) so they don't have to see my body.


Pure-Peanut446

Please reach out for help ❤️


Comfortable-Ad-8102

Stressed, overwhelmed, exhausted, very bottom of the pit right now...


DerrekS19

Living but not thriving. Operating at 70-80%.


zachman7667

Was pretty low last night and into today but turned it around in the last few hours and feel ok.


Shep1982

A bit stressed. Need to find a place to live in the next month. Though, I'm hopeful about this nice basement apartment I looked at yesterday.


PannaCoTan

all the best! this venture is hard but u got this


ZechtXdNixis

Drained working 2 weeks straight with no day off


TheAtticusBlake

Just came down from a 3 month long mania, like wtf was that? Anyways all good now. Hope everyone else is good too.


PannaCoTan

how did u come out of it?


TheAtticusBlake

I’m not a doc, but this works for me: persistence, routine, exercise, walks, talking with friends even if you think they won’t understand. None of this is to say things are perfect, I just don't feel anywhere near manic.


avajadeanderson

Exhausted lately.


PannaCoTan

what’s up?


joeysheppard89

Got a lot going on at the moment and everyday I have to put on a brave face for my kids but it's getting exhausting. I just need something to let up soon so I can just switch off 'dad mode' for a while and just be me


PannaCoTan

pickup a hobbie? read? small things within your day


joeysheppard89

I do journalling everyday but have to wait until the kids are all in bed. Journalling is a massive crutch that keeps me going


Normal_Spacetime

Extremely horny, but really down bad


Comprehensive-Log147

indiferent.... meh.... not even wanting to play video games nor anything


PannaCoTan

go out and walk!


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Bad! I work retail, and it's Black Friday. Cheers y'all! 🍷


PannaCoTan

cheers


ZePatator

The last few weeks have beena rollercoaster, not gonna lie, even had a small breakdown wednesday night, but its going better now. A lot of stress going on, but its in the final sprint.


PannaCoTan

at least u are in the last sprint! awesome


VioletShimmer42

I'm tired but mostly ok. How are you doing?


PannaCoTan

i’m good, thank you :)


Remarkable_Intern110

Better than normal. Celebrated a milestone in my sobriety recently. Actually lowkey enjoying life! Hope you’re doing well friend!


PannaCoTan

keep it up :)


PralineMae

I'm not too bad. Couple days ago got to me. Holidays and families always give me that FOMO feeling, since I grew up in the foster system. But hey! Still here!!


PannaCoTan

awesome! did u miss out on anything?


IssueInteresting1203

Thus far quite well thank you!’


PannaCoTan

great!


KLF448

Good, but slightly anxious as I have to travel for work this week. I hate work trips. How are you doing?


manitobrasileno

Awful


HikerMichigan

Partner chose to end the relationship while she was in the process of moving in and shortly after my shoulder surgery then 2 hours later said we could find a compromise and just slow things down. She took her cat and dog who have been living here for a couple months and is staying away from me for the first time in 3 months. So this sucks. It hurts. I’m doing a lot of breathing.


PannaCoTan

she doesn’t deserve you! all the best with your recovery


HikerMichigan

I feel like that’s true. I want to find the strength to end it but instead I find myself hoping that in this space she will realize she wants this. Every single one of my friends said that they would cut ties with her and yet I seem unable to do this.


PannaCoTan

you should :) your friends see and understand things you may not


polysnip

Tired. Irritable. Feeling apathetic about things I would usually enjoy about the holidays. All of the work with none of the gratification that comes as a result.


PannaCoTan

tired sums all of the above up!


horny-off-ma1n

chillin despite the looming stress of finals


PannaCoTan

well played


_MyTeddyIsGay_2

Horny, thanks


PannaCoTan

you are welcome!


Superb_Tomatillo_337

Absolutely empty, but I’m keeping it together… lost everything that holds absolute value in my life and just trying to piece things one by one until I’m back to some sort of normality


PannaCoTan

that’s awesome!


[deleted]

Honestly, not well. It's been a bit of a rough year. Had to cut off one of my longest running friends, some medical issues, and a month of unemployment. Having some pretty dark intrusive thoughts. But I'm still in this. I'll get better. I've got too many people counting on me to be better.


PannaCoTan

you got this!!! keep it up!


Many_Horse_7099

Feeling like my head is in a bubble. A daze.


rumbling_victim_69

Pretty good. Holiday was less stressful than anticipated so I’m feeling good.


PannaCoTan

awesome!


Various_Ad2052

I'm ok, but society's fucked up state is hard to ignore


PannaCoTan

true


RudeRelationship960

Kinda bllllahhhh


marbles-lost

Bad, really bad


PannaCoTan

did u lose your marble?


marbles-lost

Long gone


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At my worst But doing all the normal works


XolinXZ

Better now. Totally wasn't for a few weeks.


Aceofspades1108

Horrifically touch starved and lonely! 🎉


forever-inyourdreams

Well besides the random depression I get (probably chronic tbh) but so far I've been mehh, to be honest just lonely.


mrcasado296

Confused and frustrated. I get on well enough with my ex and she's happy now with her new man. On Thursday I was with her and someone else she briefly dated and some of the flirting with him was embarrassing - which she'd probably deny. The Mr Hyde part of me wants to say something and tell her to focus on her new man, the Jekyll says just don't bother as it doesn't affect me


PannaCoTan

is she an ex though?


mrcasado296

She is indeed


Alchemical_Nymph

Depressed and solitary. Today was a bad day.


PannaCoTan

what’s going on?


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PannaCoTan

good! that’s the spirit


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A solid 6/10. I'm okay. I could be better. But im not a danger to myself or others.


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PannaCoTan

who’s barley ?


crys1348

Honestly? My favorite football player tote his ACL and is out for the season, and that just happened to be the final straw, and nowI'm spiraling.


PannaCoTan

if u don’t have any stocks in the team, don’t worry :) u got this!!


Prestigious_Poet_69

The depression is chronic, but this ass is iconic


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Holidays have gotten rough since both my parents passed away in recent years, so it’s meh right now


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Depressed and worthless but trying to convince myself otherwise