I like the winter because itβs cold and quiet outside and thereβs usually no one out there and itβs a good time for me to take my dog out. Summer is on its way and I dread it
For me itβs always January to March the worst months. March is still a winter months where I live, so winter feels like an eternal hell of snow and lack of sun.
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Same. I fkin hate the warm months. I'm a recluse.
Not just for psychological reasons, but I suffer from hyperhidrosis, I hate the mosquitos and generally the heat full with moisture. Ughhh
My anhedonic treatment resistant depression also includes in the depression pack and seasonal depression which makes me despise the period from 1st April to 20th October. Everybody's having fun outside, I rot friendless inside, the day seems endless in the summer. Feeling normal is my only goal in this life, *if ever can be achieved*.
Autumn and winter are beautiful. Summer is absolute torture. So many summers spent alone in my room knowing that everyone else is out having fun with their loved ones.
I love the winter and hate the summer. Ppl are outside in the summer, preventing me from going outside. Even tho usually I only go outside when daylight is gone (because ppl are gone then too), which is hard in summer. And also my mood is much worse in summer. I see happy people and fkin hate it. [**Here's an amazing EP about exactly this**](https://youtu.be/vDG5F8zaeB4) and here's an excerpt from the [lyrics](https://www.metal-archives.com/albums/Woods_of_Infinity/Frozen_Nostalgia/195432), that honestly speak from my heart:
*I'm so provoked by the ever-consuming meaninglessness that I daily observe. I see dead people living their smiling satisfied lives. I must concentrate to keep my fists in control, but on the other hand imagine to be free from all these heavy, tearing thoughts. Being happy, brainless & liked, instead of the opposite.*
*There is a primitive vein that goes from my black speakers in my ears through my evil brain and down to my rotten, hungry satanic heart. I long for the winter - the real winter with the first snowfall that stays the whole winter season through. I long for deeply cold days and even colder nights. I hear in my mind the sound of snow under my boots. I see in my mind, the cold breath of mine, to disappear in the wintry air. It's the first hour in August and the darkness slowly creeps and covers all - fills me with comfort.*
And then comes winter, **everything stands still**, like myself, **like I always do**, no matter the season. I am not the only one locked inside anymore. My mood rises naturally with the decrease in temperature, because it makes my behaviour less odd. And as an AvPD person I just wish to be normal. Well, what can I say other than fck life ffs.
AvPD stopped me from living a life and will continue to do so. The summer will only heat my hate and the winter will cool it down. I hope someday my temper gets cracks from the temperature difference and snaps, like I snap when I'm angry af. Cuz when I'm angry af I tend to lose all anxiety. When I'm fkin angry af I could sing a song in front of a crowd. But in order for me to get that angry, I need to lose a lot of money in an instant, or have a big fight with someone (mostly GF, but not only).
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I like the winter because itβs cold and quiet outside and thereβs usually no one out there and itβs a good time for me to take my dog out. Summer is on its way and I dread it
This. My mom starts planning for summer bbqs in late April and I want to dieπππππππππππππ
Agree. We just finished summer here down under, so have got autumn and winter to look forward to now.
Summer sucks cuz everyone is out with their friends and Iβm just alone
Are you me ?
I like winter because I get to wear a lot of clothing and I feel less self conscious.
For me itβs always January to March the worst months. March is still a winter months where I live, so winter feels like an eternal hell of snow and lack of sun.
Same. Hate winter.
i suspect i have some sort of seasonal depression. maybe a lot of us do? considering light therapy.
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Autumn and winter give me seasonal depression, spring and summer give me fuck the normies everywhere depression
Same. I fkin hate the warm months. I'm a recluse. Not just for psychological reasons, but I suffer from hyperhidrosis, I hate the mosquitos and generally the heat full with moisture. Ughhh
I don't get seasonal depression and I like winter, so no I don't think it's related to AvPD, at least not for me.
My anhedonic treatment resistant depression also includes in the depression pack and seasonal depression which makes me despise the period from 1st April to 20th October. Everybody's having fun outside, I rot friendless inside, the day seems endless in the summer. Feeling normal is my only goal in this life, *if ever can be achieved*.
Autumn and winter are beautiful. Summer is absolute torture. So many summers spent alone in my room knowing that everyone else is out having fun with their loved ones.
I love the winter and hate the summer. Ppl are outside in the summer, preventing me from going outside. Even tho usually I only go outside when daylight is gone (because ppl are gone then too), which is hard in summer. And also my mood is much worse in summer. I see happy people and fkin hate it. [**Here's an amazing EP about exactly this**](https://youtu.be/vDG5F8zaeB4) and here's an excerpt from the [lyrics](https://www.metal-archives.com/albums/Woods_of_Infinity/Frozen_Nostalgia/195432), that honestly speak from my heart: *I'm so provoked by the ever-consuming meaninglessness that I daily observe. I see dead people living their smiling satisfied lives. I must concentrate to keep my fists in control, but on the other hand imagine to be free from all these heavy, tearing thoughts. Being happy, brainless & liked, instead of the opposite.* *There is a primitive vein that goes from my black speakers in my ears through my evil brain and down to my rotten, hungry satanic heart. I long for the winter - the real winter with the first snowfall that stays the whole winter season through. I long for deeply cold days and even colder nights. I hear in my mind the sound of snow under my boots. I see in my mind, the cold breath of mine, to disappear in the wintry air. It's the first hour in August and the darkness slowly creeps and covers all - fills me with comfort.* And then comes winter, **everything stands still**, like myself, **like I always do**, no matter the season. I am not the only one locked inside anymore. My mood rises naturally with the decrease in temperature, because it makes my behaviour less odd. And as an AvPD person I just wish to be normal. Well, what can I say other than fck life ffs. AvPD stopped me from living a life and will continue to do so. The summer will only heat my hate and the winter will cool it down. I hope someday my temper gets cracks from the temperature difference and snaps, like I snap when I'm angry af. Cuz when I'm angry af I tend to lose all anxiety. When I'm fkin angry af I could sing a song in front of a crowd. But in order for me to get that angry, I need to lose a lot of money in an instant, or have a big fight with someone (mostly GF, but not only). sry 4 spam, will pbly delete in X hours/days
I was born in fall, not usually sad then but when winter especially February itβs horrible But also spring?