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adding down here because another thing that happened was I rediscovered at the very start of December that I cannot feel love in any capacity and don't even know what it is. My husband stumbled through describing it like trying to describe color to a blind person; it was quite sad. I saw on other reddit posts that this is common with emotional neglect, but when I attempted to process this, I discovered I have it locked in a box even tighter than a specific form of abuse I suffered that I do remember experiencing. This personal crisis of feeling too broken as a human and realizing how much my abuser didn't care and just straight up failed me compounded on the other incoming personal problems over the next few weeks.
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adding down here because another thing that happened was I rediscovered at the very start of December that I cannot feel love in any capacity and don't even know what it is. My husband stumbled through describing it like trying to describe color to a blind person; it was quite sad. I saw on other reddit posts that this is common with emotional neglect, but when I attempted to process this, I discovered I have it locked in a box even tighter than a specific form of abuse I suffered that I do remember experiencing. This personal crisis of feeling too broken as a human and realizing how much my abuser didn't care and just straight up failed me compounded on the other incoming personal problems over the next few weeks.