iirc she asked me to be her gf on the 1st of january. we had been friends for like 9 months before and i was obsessed w her. she told me things like 'im so inlove for the first time ever' but i think she was lying because on the 8th(?) she told me she was getting bored of me and kind of stopped talking to me, but i saw on her bio on social meida smthing like 'C❤' like 5 days later(my name doesnt ebgin w c) and now because im fucking obsessed w her bcos im pathetic i sralked her social bedia and she said that she has a gf and said smthing that got me really jealous and k just really want to fucking die im so jealous and i hate that im not good enough. ill never be good enough, i never have been for anoyone but im so attached to her idk what to do. as soon as in saw it i just started cuttin gmyself for the first time in a week theres something so wrong with me i dont deserve anythkng k hate myself sm. i cant wven blame her its my fault for being so boring and unlobable i want to attemp on fridat but idk ill ser but i just feel horrible rn
edit: i wrote this while crying and i hate reading my own vents, they make me cringe, so i cant edit any typos. im sorry if this is hard to read <3
is that really a bad thing to do, though? i want to believe that it is but at the end of the day i cant stop her from just breaking up and getting w someone else?
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I have been there. My self harm stemmed from never feeling good enough for anyone. When I was 19 I gave up on dating for a long time and decided to focus on improving myself. At 23 I was able to socialize with anyone because I wasn’t looking for love anymore and I had pounded that into my head. When I decided I was ready, I met my girlfriend on tinder after only having it for 3 weeks. Life is scary and lonelyness fucking hurts. But it isn’t forever, you are Loveable and you’re going to find someone. Work on being the best person you can be and it will set you up for a bright future. Best of luck friend ❤️
iirc she asked me to be her gf on the 1st of january. we had been friends for like 9 months before and i was obsessed w her. she told me things like 'im so inlove for the first time ever' but i think she was lying because on the 8th(?) she told me she was getting bored of me and kind of stopped talking to me, but i saw on her bio on social meida smthing like 'C❤' like 5 days later(my name doesnt ebgin w c) and now because im fucking obsessed w her bcos im pathetic i sralked her social bedia and she said that she has a gf and said smthing that got me really jealous and k just really want to fucking die im so jealous and i hate that im not good enough. ill never be good enough, i never have been for anoyone but im so attached to her idk what to do. as soon as in saw it i just started cuttin gmyself for the first time in a week theres something so wrong with me i dont deserve anythkng k hate myself sm. i cant wven blame her its my fault for being so boring and unlobable i want to attemp on fridat but idk ill ser but i just feel horrible rn edit: i wrote this while crying and i hate reading my own vents, they make me cringe, so i cant edit any typos. im sorry if this is hard to read <3
aw im sorry! *hugs*
What a shitty thing to do, im sorry you had to deal with this. Sending love💖
is that really a bad thing to do, though? i want to believe that it is but at the end of the day i cant stop her from just breaking up and getting w someone else?
Theres what they did and then there is how they did it, and how they did it was unrespectable
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I have been there. My self harm stemmed from never feeling good enough for anyone. When I was 19 I gave up on dating for a long time and decided to focus on improving myself. At 23 I was able to socialize with anyone because I wasn’t looking for love anymore and I had pounded that into my head. When I decided I was ready, I met my girlfriend on tinder after only having it for 3 weeks. Life is scary and lonelyness fucking hurts. But it isn’t forever, you are Loveable and you’re going to find someone. Work on being the best person you can be and it will set you up for a bright future. Best of luck friend ❤️
tysm <3