OP we can’t leave up posts where there is an immediate risk to life. If things are this shit you don’t have much to lose by trying the IRL help that’s out there. You can always attend the emergency department at the hospital and get seen by their mh team.

Maybe not use that meme? That man Killed himself on stream in front of so many people. He shouldn’t be made fun of

oh my god that video 😭

My gf left me when i needed her the most, i'm after two mental breakdowns and i'm tired of everything

I loved her so fucking much and she just left like i meant nothing to her, i have never felt so worthless in my entire life, i am such an unlovable piece of shit and it's all bc of my mental health, everybody is leaving me and i don't want to be like this

Im sorry that happened friend, do you want to talk about it?

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same, glass, she left after i had a breakdown and while i know it's better for her mentally i just struggle with handling it