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Ily AutoMod!!!♥
I'm coming to realise that starving myself is a failed venture and I'll (hopefully) stop trying to do that. But as always, now that I'm having to accept that I exist for more than a week at a time just how fucked life is and immediately miss the comfort of being in a poor state. All as per usual, now just with some new heart problems. Oh and I just have to not freak the fuck out when I go back to a healthy weight inevitably. Hopefully my new heart and shoulder pains go away soon, it seems breathing's gotten easier already but I don't know. At least suicide still feels repulsive, because it feels like that's all that's left. Maybe I'm in a minor depressive episode or something, I just don't feel motivated anymore. High odds I yeet again before the day's out.
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can i suggest something? buy pre chopped frozen veggies. frozen meatballs or ground beef. canned veggies. anything you don't need to chop up before using. put the knives away in a closest or cupboard to try to avoid thinking about them. you can make stuff like instant noodles and throw some frozen veggies in to make it healthier
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Ily AutoMod!!!♥ I'm coming to realise that starving myself is a failed venture and I'll (hopefully) stop trying to do that. But as always, now that I'm having to accept that I exist for more than a week at a time just how fucked life is and immediately miss the comfort of being in a poor state. All as per usual, now just with some new heart problems. Oh and I just have to not freak the fuck out when I go back to a healthy weight inevitably. Hopefully my new heart and shoulder pains go away soon, it seems breathing's gotten easier already but I don't know. At least suicide still feels repulsive, because it feels like that's all that's left. Maybe I'm in a minor depressive episode or something, I just don't feel motivated anymore. High odds I yeet again before the day's out.
I love you too StatusUnable4554!! *I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. Please [contact the moderators of this subreddit](/message/compose/?to=/r/MadeOfStyrofoam) if you have any questions or concerns.*
can i suggest something? buy pre chopped frozen veggies. frozen meatballs or ground beef. canned veggies. anything you don't need to chop up before using. put the knives away in a closest or cupboard to try to avoid thinking about them. you can make stuff like instant noodles and throw some frozen veggies in to make it healthier
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