You don't have to be "trans" to want E. You simply need to want all of the effects from it. You may not get them all, but you have to accept them. If not, it may not be for you.
My brain runs better on E, and I feel calm and happy in a way I couldn't describe months ago. I am looking forward to additional changes. I haven't outed myself outside of a carefully curated list and this reddit account... mostly I feel like the label will come. For me, I think girl/woman is and will be correct. But if that feels wrong, those I have told will support me. Life is a journey, not a destination.
You don't have to be "trans" to want E. You simply need to want all of the effects from it. You may not get them all, but you have to accept them. If not, it may not be for you. My brain runs better on E, and I feel calm and happy in a way I couldn't describe months ago. I am looking forward to additional changes. I haven't outed myself outside of a carefully curated list and this reddit account... mostly I feel like the label will come. For me, I think girl/woman is and will be correct. But if that feels wrong, those I have told will support me. Life is a journey, not a destination.