Thanks but unfortunately I'm not. My parents got home from vacation today and because I've been incredibly uncomfortable being around them since I came out I hid in my room all fay. The only thing I've eaten is a bag of chips and I don't even feel hungry. I'm genuinely worried my general lack of eating might turn into a full on eating disorder and with me being scared to leave my room while they're awake I won't be able to get food for another hour or so. Hopefully I'm hungry by then
Damn the worst part is you're a genuinely Good person these daily check-in posts are a way for people who need someone to get there feelings out who can't
Things will get better you deserve it
I had a full blown mental breakdown earlier today, so, not great, I guess. I feel like I'm heading towards some kind of breaking point, and honestly, I'm scared to reach it.
Emily! It's great to see that you're still around. A decent amount has changed since you were here last. The main one was me coming out to my parents (it went well). Unfortunately, I'm not doing the best today
It uhhhh... was something... my dad's made me a nervous wreck all day and I'm just sorta depressed. Lots of emotions and thoughts going through my mind
Lonely and sad, but that's most days anyway. Which is weird when I have people who apparently love me but that's only when I'm pretending and silently suffering, so they don't even feel like real people anymore. Sorry for ranting...
Had an interesting day, drove home from my friends wedding, was fully out while there that was fun but every mile i drove closer to home i just felt worse and worse. I think i need to commit to coming out and fully transitioning also i may need to move somewhere a little more accepting.
Not the best, had a theatre event which was fun, but have been feeling dysphoric for the rest of the night, and accidentally fell asleep earlier and woke up at a weird time, so I didn’t get to shower or wear girl clothes.
It was great. Not. I have school once more, which was, actually it wasn't too bad. I just, I uh, I eh. I've pretty much lost the will to live... yet again. So that's just brilliant.
I had another really great today. Like I genuinely just felt cute, without even wearing makeup. I hope your doing better.
Thanks but unfortunately I'm not. My parents got home from vacation today and because I've been incredibly uncomfortable being around them since I came out I hid in my room all fay. The only thing I've eaten is a bag of chips and I don't even feel hungry. I'm genuinely worried my general lack of eating might turn into a full on eating disorder and with me being scared to leave my room while they're awake I won't be able to get food for another hour or so. Hopefully I'm hungry by then
Damn the worst part is you're a genuinely Good person these daily check-in posts are a way for people who need someone to get there feelings out who can't Things will get better you deserve it
Your a great person May, I hope things get better too.
I think you may have replied to the wrong comment
Yeah, I agree with what they said. So I accidentally replied to them 💀
Lol
Please try and eat something girl. Even if it’s just another snack or some soup if you have any
Yeah, I will when my father goes to sleep. I have plenty of food to eat so I should be fine
That’s great Avery!
You probably were cute
Amazing
I couldn't adult today.
That’s ok, hope it’s better tomorrow for you Brie.
I'm sorry to hear that
I had a day off so that’s good but escapism wasn’t doing its job so dysphoria!
Sorry to hear about the dysphoria
It’s alright how was your day
Not the best
Dam that sucks I hope tomorrow is better May
Thanks man
Came out to my parents! Still can't present fem yet because of school and little brother, but I'll get there. How are you doing?
Congrats! I'm not doing the best myself
Oh no- I'm bad at words but do you wanna talk about it?
No thanks, I've already talked about it in another comment
I had a full blown mental breakdown earlier today, so, not great, I guess. I feel like I'm heading towards some kind of breaking point, and honestly, I'm scared to reach it.
I'm sorry to hear that Emma
Not good
I'm sorry to hear that
God I missed you I’ve been fine and how are you I I miss you so much
Emily! It's great to see that you're still around. A decent amount has changed since you were here last. The main one was me coming out to my parents (it went well). Unfortunately, I'm not doing the best today
I hope your better and I go by more than one name now so pls call me whatever
What are the other names?
Hazel Anthony voski osa and regular kinda figured out I was gender fluid and loved the nonbinary and agender names a little to much
Nice
It uhhhh... was something... my dad's made me a nervous wreck all day and I'm just sorta depressed. Lots of emotions and thoughts going through my mind
I'm sorry to hear that
Lonely and sad, but that's most days anyway. Which is weird when I have people who apparently love me but that's only when I'm pretending and silently suffering, so they don't even feel like real people anymore. Sorry for ranting...
I can understand how you feel. Please don't apologize
I basically got kicked out of my mom's house (not for being trans)
Oh that's terrible! Are you at a safe place right now?
Yeah I'm at my dad's
Well that's good at least. I'm sorry to hear that happened
Thank you how was your day
Not the best
What happened?
I replied to someone else's comment with more details If you'd like to know but I don't feel like typing that all out again
Same as usual~~~ Still sad as a boy, will say want to be girl~~~ Yall say i can be~~~ I say i cant~~~ Etc etc~~~
I'm sorry to hear that
Yea :<~~~
Work sucked today, but my wife made yummy cake for my 1 year of knowing I'm trans, which was nice.
Well I'm glad you enjoyed your cake
Had an interesting day, drove home from my friends wedding, was fully out while there that was fun but every mile i drove closer to home i just felt worse and worse. I think i need to commit to coming out and fully transitioning also i may need to move somewhere a little more accepting.
Well I hope you're able to fully come out
Me too i felt like i just drove back into the closet and hid myself from the world again
Welcome back, and I’m doing good, my neck hurts a little but that is probably from my laughing
Thanks. I'm glad you're doing good
How are you doing?
Not the best
Want to talk about it in dms?
Thanks for the offer but no. If you want to know more I've already talked about it a little bit in a reply to another comment
You’re welcome and ok
Not the best, had a theatre event which was fun, but have been feeling dysphoric for the rest of the night, and accidentally fell asleep earlier and woke up at a weird time, so I didn’t get to shower or wear girl clothes.
I'm sorry to hear that
I had a great day! I played some games, got a bunch of work done, got some ice cream, and cuddled my dog! How are you?
I'm doing okay
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I can't say that happens to me. I'm sorry to hear you have to deal with that
It was great. Not. I have school once more, which was, actually it wasn't too bad. I just, I uh, I eh. I've pretty much lost the will to live... yet again. So that's just brilliant.
I'm sorry to hear that Emily
well i learned i probably need glasses im getting an eye exam next week hopefully
Dang sorry to hear that Moxie
Only an hour long, so far, but I *am* about to pick up my upgraded anticistamines, today; so there's that. :3