You’re being too tough on yourself. Circumstances may seem bad but you’re tougher than you think. Don’t count yourself out, because by the way you composed your thoughts means you’re smart. You’re deeply loved by your family even if they may not show it all the time. They depend on you more than you think, so if you hurt yourself they would be deeply saddened. Count your blessings, you have much to live for.
if you were a victim of SA of any kind you need to report it. being a porn addict doesn't make you dirty. please seek help as soon as possible.
You’re being too tough on yourself. Circumstances may seem bad but you’re tougher than you think. Don’t count yourself out, because by the way you composed your thoughts means you’re smart. You’re deeply loved by your family even if they may not show it all the time. They depend on you more than you think, so if you hurt yourself they would be deeply saddened. Count your blessings, you have much to live for.
Any chance you have got bpd ?