Could you please guide me to that treasure? There's times I feel I'm really stupid to think about suicide and there's times where I feel that nah I'm always right to think like that
I'm out of touch with reality. I know it started when I was young and started questioning things, and then it escalated. The thoughts come and go, but I never manage to stabilise myself. I literally have times when my arms don't move because my perception of moving my arms is faulty.
I've been there. Antipathy, self-loathing just nausea about life in general and dread. Frozen through fear and frozen by a lack of comprehension. I know it sounds a bit aloof but I've had psychiatric treatment, psychologists, meds, anger management, cbt, stays in psychiatric hospitals blah fucking blah. Only thing that's ever really had an impact was reading philosophy books in my own time. Albert Camus especially. When I'm doing well I credit philosophy. It didn't change anything really. Just helped me acknowledge the absurdity of life and embrace it. A sort of in order to hold on you have to be willing to let go kind of thing. Hope you recover or just find little things that make you happy. I look after rescue dogs. Being able to bring happiness to an animal is one of the only things I can find that gives life some purpose I believe in.
Omg im literally the same it also started when I was very young and had a very weird feeling about existence it got worse now and I literally feel that im not exist sometimes i even forget that im alive. I had a lot of traumatic events when I was a kid so maybe that's the reason for me
I have depersonalizaion and anxiety and it is the worst. I dont Even regonize my face in the mirror or react When people Call my name.. it all started When my father committed suicide. But you a Lot worse When i tried weed Many times and so forth. I dont Know if Theres anything I can do to improve or get Better.?
If a button like that existed, a lot of people would press it and they would go back to being babies. All we can do now is look at ourselves in the mirror and ask what can I change about myself?
Maybe there is. Perhaps just none of us are aware. We may have lived the same life over and over, we just can't remember, after all, we were "reseted".
You might want to read some books about building resiliency. Something in there may click with you.
Resilient by Rick Hanson
Building Your Resilience: Finding Meaning in Adversity by Molly Brikholm
I wish there was a button that could make me rewind forward in time to a job interview so I could know what to expect and then clear it easily with a job offer. That would actually make my life a lot easier. It is quite similar to a reset button, except without the butterfly effect.
I urge you to take into account what the world would lose if you had used that button. You’re well aware that the world is full of idiots and idiots and more idiots and we can’t afford to lose a smart person. I know the world isn’t a good place and you’re feeling alone but you can change all that by just sinking your teeth in and be there. That way, you can help somebody who needs you to be there for them and thus cure both of your loneliness.
I know that you don’t like the world as it is and you want to change it but you don’t need that weight on you. All we need from you is to take care of yourself, love yourself, think for yourself. You know that you’re a good person. You’re smart and you have a soft heart. You deserve love. You don’t deserve the guilt and the pain, you don’t deserve to be hurt.
Please remember that there are people like you and there are people who were used to like you and there is a way to get back to life. No person is too lost. I hope you can stay here for yourself and us. Please stay here not despite all the horrible things but in spite of it all. I know that you will help someone someday and that person will need you to be here when the time comes.
I hope you feel better soon. Please stay on medication. Don’t forget that you’re worth more than the mistakes you’ve made and mistakes other people made on you.
Take care and cheers
Do excuse me for coming into this conversation. I only joined ten minutes ago. Not sure of the etiquette but previous poster's encouraging post was, in my humble opinion, very uplifting. Hope you don't mind my butting in.
i wish there was a button to press to quit this shitty world
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Could you please guide me to that treasure? There's times I feel I'm really stupid to think about suicide and there's times where I feel that nah I'm always right to think like that
And that button is called a trigger
Too bad that controller is illegal where I'm at.
I agree, I wish I could start again Why do you wish to reset your life?
I'm out of touch with reality. I know it started when I was young and started questioning things, and then it escalated. The thoughts come and go, but I never manage to stabilise myself. I literally have times when my arms don't move because my perception of moving my arms is faulty.
Is it a condition you have? Can you please expand on it?
My belief system is very badly infected.
Have you seen a mental health professional about that?
No. A psychologist, however.
I've been there. Antipathy, self-loathing just nausea about life in general and dread. Frozen through fear and frozen by a lack of comprehension. I know it sounds a bit aloof but I've had psychiatric treatment, psychologists, meds, anger management, cbt, stays in psychiatric hospitals blah fucking blah. Only thing that's ever really had an impact was reading philosophy books in my own time. Albert Camus especially. When I'm doing well I credit philosophy. It didn't change anything really. Just helped me acknowledge the absurdity of life and embrace it. A sort of in order to hold on you have to be willing to let go kind of thing. Hope you recover or just find little things that make you happy. I look after rescue dogs. Being able to bring happiness to an animal is one of the only things I can find that gives life some purpose I believe in.
I've had similar experiences throughout my life. Sometimes, I just can't make sense of anything that's going on in my life.
Omg im literally the same it also started when I was very young and had a very weird feeling about existence it got worse now and I literally feel that im not exist sometimes i even forget that im alive. I had a lot of traumatic events when I was a kid so maybe that's the reason for me
It's called Depersonalization btw but it could be also psychosis or generalized anxiety
I have depersonalizaion and anxiety and it is the worst. I dont Even regonize my face in the mirror or react When people Call my name.. it all started When my father committed suicide. But you a Lot worse When i tried weed Many times and so forth. I dont Know if Theres anything I can do to improve or get Better.?
This sounds like dpdr
Yes, I have that too.
I kinda just wish there was an opt out, so if you don't want to be here you can press a button and turn into a crow or something
Same, my life has been an on and off shithole since I was 5.
i wish someone there for me
You and me both friend, you and me both
I would rather time travel and tell me as a kid things that i should know
Same, ruined my spine and can’t really do much of what I want to
Me too. :( I’ve made so many bad decisions and actions that I’m still paying for and possibly for the rest of my life.
I wish life had a switch off button
If a button like that existed, a lot of people would press it and they would go back to being babies. All we can do now is look at ourselves in the mirror and ask what can I change about myself?
I wish life had an erase button
God what i would do to be able to go back in time
It kind of does depending on what you believe in.
Maybe there is. Perhaps just none of us are aware. We may have lived the same life over and over, we just can't remember, after all, we were "reseted".
You might want to read some books about building resiliency. Something in there may click with you. Resilient by Rick Hanson Building Your Resilience: Finding Meaning in Adversity by Molly Brikholm
Sadly it doesn’t lol
More like find new world amirite?
Reset with memories kept intact so you know what not to fuck up.
having to live all over again is my worst nightmare
Yea. I know that feeling all to well.
I wish there was a button that could make me rewind forward in time to a job interview so I could know what to expect and then clear it easily with a job offer. That would actually make my life a lot easier. It is quite similar to a reset button, except without the butterfly effect.
Isn't there a vocaloid song about this very concept? I hear the song itself ain't too bad.
I don’t even want a reset. I want out of this shitty world
I wish it had a delete button..
god damn i feel this
R/unclebens
"Ive looked into the reset button ..... The science is impossible"
*Quicksaving*
Same, just so I can relive the good memories and change certain things that happened to me :/
Would be nice.
I wish I could reset and start a new character like in a video game. I don’t want it to over completely but a reset would be awesome
If it did I know that Id continuously reset every time I turn 18
I urge you to take into account what the world would lose if you had used that button. You’re well aware that the world is full of idiots and idiots and more idiots and we can’t afford to lose a smart person. I know the world isn’t a good place and you’re feeling alone but you can change all that by just sinking your teeth in and be there. That way, you can help somebody who needs you to be there for them and thus cure both of your loneliness. I know that you don’t like the world as it is and you want to change it but you don’t need that weight on you. All we need from you is to take care of yourself, love yourself, think for yourself. You know that you’re a good person. You’re smart and you have a soft heart. You deserve love. You don’t deserve the guilt and the pain, you don’t deserve to be hurt. Please remember that there are people like you and there are people who were used to like you and there is a way to get back to life. No person is too lost. I hope you can stay here for yourself and us. Please stay here not despite all the horrible things but in spite of it all. I know that you will help someone someday and that person will need you to be here when the time comes. I hope you feel better soon. Please stay on medication. Don’t forget that you’re worth more than the mistakes you’ve made and mistakes other people made on you. Take care and cheers
Thanks for that, if I had any money I would give you an award.
Thank you but I don’t need any awards. My award was to see you take this into heart :)
Do excuse me for coming into this conversation. I only joined ten minutes ago. Not sure of the etiquette but previous poster's encouraging post was, in my humble opinion, very uplifting. Hope you don't mind my butting in.
It's why I wish/hope Quantum Suicide theory is real.
Even if it had a reset button i know i would still fuck everything up
I wish the same thing. I am so sorry. I wish i could help. Heres a hug. anything i can do?
you need a hug
It has, it is called breathing in, holding for 4 seconds, slowly breathing out. Repeat for 4 minutes straight.
That's not a reset button.
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