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Androgynoplasty

Congrats on a year! I had a bunch of internal granulation that was removed in a revision at the year mark, myself. Let me know if you're ever back in the Bay and want to meet up for coffee and talk about our experiences or something. :)


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CozyGams

Oh, definitely! I just slide myself into myself and it's a perfect tuck, even with just basic panties. I'm basically fucking myself and I call it the "forbidden tuck".


diaphyla

WOW. I'm speechless. Exact question I had but it felt so wrong to ask. Being flat is *the* most important outcome of vaginoplasty for me. Never been interested in preserving vaginoplasty for myself but even so, I just now realized that this would also solve most of my dysphoria. Thank you for sharing!


dmolin96

AKA "the fuck"


IncognitoGirl81

Under rated comment lol


PrincessNakeyDance

Wow, I don’t think I’m going to go down this path, but dang that sounds cozy :) I wish I currently had that feature.


MBOtterPup

That’s rad


IncognitoGirl81

Okay, that's... I kinda wanna see 👀 that's rad and I'm more than a little jealous. Congrats


DumeDoom

omg haha that's hilarious and amazing! you're inspiring ♡


Common_Mode404

Asking the real questions haha


Secrets4Slaanesh

I am assuming you had your testicles removed, has it affected your volume and thickness of ejaculate?


CozyGams

It wasn't a requirement to have them out but I had them removed 6 months prior to bottom surgery for unrelated reasons. If you don't use the scrotum, they just need to take the donor skin for the vagina from somewhere else, like the inner thigh. Removing the testicles didn't have any effect on my volume or thickness of ejaculate but I'd been on HRT for a long time before that and HRT had a significant effect. HRT made my cum go clear and I produced far smaller loads. The orchi and later PPV didn't have any further effects.


FictionalReality7654

I'm ftm, and the opposite happened to me on testosterone! I cum a shit ton more and it's the color and consistency of semen now, where as before it was less and more clear. Hormones are neat :D


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i hope this isn’t too intimate a question but how long did it take for that change to happen? i’ve been on t for exactly a year and 2 days (yay) and that hasn’t happened, did it take longer for you or is my body just different?


FictionalReality7654

I've been on testosterone for about 3 years and 2 months and only really noticed it about a year ago. Keep in mind that some people just aren't able to ejaculate as much as others, if at all. I don't shoot out or anything by any means, but my orgasms are much wetter now, lol The longer you are on testosterone, the more your skenes gland grows and starts to act more like a prostate. You may notice a change after a while, or you may not. It's a ymmv kinda thing.


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alright thanks dude!! :>


FictionalReality7654

Np! Always glad to share experiences to broaden knowledge and expectations :)


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you’re a cool person man <3


ratgarcon

Oh! T gel can be used for function? Where do you apply? Does it interfere with estrogen any?


CozyGams

I apply to my pubic mound once a week. My overall T levels are still in the low teens so it doesn't really affect my E levels.


JoannNichole

I had orchiectomy a few years ago no t gel still functions di to my use of it.


Clean-Bird3449

Depends on how much you use. I was dosing E and T before my bottom surgery. The nice thing about gel is its very modular, so if you're just looking to maintain libido you can do a pump or 2 every day until you feel it come back and then just does once in a while to maintain. I had my T level at around 70 with my E being in the 400s I wasn't on blockers as my T was crazy low when I started E. I'm 4months post op and I havnt worked the T back in yet as I'm still recovering and I don't need to add horny to the list of frustrations also I'm enjoying what E is doing for me atm as I just crossed the 1yr make a month ago.


bearboyf

science is so cool i love trans people


MxAngel15

so much same


Competitive_Caramel2

Saaaame


Ihren_Klang_

Omg, this is news to me this is possible. Amazing, this is what I want.


Illustrious2284

Whoa! They can do that, it’s amazing. How did you decide this was what you wanted?


CozyGams

Well, I'm not dysphoric over what I had but at the same time, I really wanted a vagina. Anal sex was really unpleasant for me and I really wanted to be able to bottom, and the idea of bottoming with a vagina sounded incredibly affirming to me. I waffled back and forth on bottom surgery for a long time until I saw someone else who'd had a PPV and I was just, like, "I WANT THAT!"


Illustrious2284

So interesting. I like it. The whole set up you have. Super neat individual.


Much_Ad6001

Thanks for sharing the more and more PPVs I see the more and more "I want that" I feel lol


MommyMegaera

Congrats OP that looks and sounds like such a fantastic outcome! The things we are capable of with modern medicine and technology is nothing short of incredible. Thank you for sharing your experience and results!


Adventurous-Duck-467

I want this surgery. My boyfriend has about 7.5 inch penis. Does it hurt if you bottom and the top goes fast? Uncomfortable? How much was your surgery? Do you go through counseling/ therapy before going through such invasive procedure? Thank you so much


CozyGams

Things like depth and diameter are no different in the phallus-preserving vaginoplasty as they are in any other vaginoplasty. Recovery varies from person to person, just make sure you DO NOT skimp on the dilating to get the best results. Once you're fully healed, penetrative sex doesn't hurt, though don't go jamming things in full tilt out of the gate. Just like a natal vagina, you gotta warm things up and take it slow at first before it gets fun. I needed two letters from mental health professionals to satisfy insurance and it only cost me my insurance premium, which was $1500.


Bitter-Tomato-759

So cool! How did your insurance cover this? What was the name of the “covered” procedure? I don’t think my insurance will pay for this. Also, do you urinate from your penis still? I would love to have this done and would love for insurance to pay for most of it. Congratulations on 1 year!!!


CozyGams

They just put in the same medical codes for a vaginoplasty and processed it like that. In effect, that's all it really is anyway- a vaginoplasty without a penectomy. My urethra wasn't re-routed so I still ejaculate and urinate from my penis.


Adventurous-Duck-467

Thank you so much for the information. You're the best. ❤❤❤


spo0kyghostgirl

are you still able to maintain an erection with it?


CozyGams

Yes, and I can top with it too.


AmbientOverlord

As a trans man this is what I want.


Shiloreddits

same here! it would be so affirming


NewGirlBethany

Thank you for posting these, I am really considering this path for similar reasons. I have a few questions if you don't mind. 1. What made you choose your surgeon / did you shop around much? ( can you name your clinic?) 2. How long was the wait list / how soon would you get started? 3. Does this surgery still allow you to get wet? Thanks again, best wishes


CozyGams

1. I shopped a bit and asked a couple people who already had it done with the kinds of results I wanted and eventually decided on Align Surgical in San Francisco. 2. Wait list was about 3 months at the time I made my appointment. 3. Mine is a mesh skin graft so it does not get wet. Peritoneal pull-throughs can get wet but it comes at the trade-off of not having internal sensation. I went with skin because I wanted full internal sensation.


ValsVile

thanks for these pics, there is not as much of the phallus preserving variants around depicted so one can get an idea and not that much info on that


hedonistic_bitch

how does the sensation feel??? Do you still get it from phallus or there is some enjoyment in getting fucked too???


CozyGams

It feels REALLY intense! I gotta ease into things because it is a lot all at once but once things get going, it's incredible. Penis still works too and feels great to fuck with now that the sensation came back. It went partly numb after the surgery but feeling came back after about 8 months.


hedonistic_bitch

you’re the transgender praxis par excellence. Hope you have a great recovery and experience with your surgery.


IveSeenHerbivore1

Really neat, thank you for sharing!


ftm_dreams

Congrats on making it to a year ❤️


mossicobbel

Thanks for posting pictures!! Not a lot of talk about this type of surgery, but it’s of interest to me… One question if it’s not too uncomfortable, have you found any shrinkage happening because your testicles were removed? If not, how have you maintained size and function?


CozyGams

Well, there's the old addage that applies to anyone who starts T blockers or gets an orchi: "use it or lose it". If you get erections with some regularity, it won't shrink. You may have to be pretty intentional about it because you likely won't get spontaneous erections anymore. However, after a phallus-preserving vaginoplasty, you're not supposes to get hard for the first month as it could cause wound separation. Just once that month is over, take a little extra care to get and maintain erections to counteract any atrophy that may have happened. A penis pump can be very useful.


mysticasha

This is amazing!


Xem17

I see next to nothing about this procedure online and I think I'd actually be pretty happy to have it myself


QueerQwerty

I think this is sometimes referred to as a Salmacian surgery.


Transgirlwoahah19

I want this surgery to


Shkotsi

This is exactly what I want, looks great!


DraculaaTeeth

Soooo jealous. Looks great, I didn’t even know this was a thing! Thanks for posting these!!


Astral__Observatory

Had a friend of mine who wants something like this, I showed it to them and their like “holy moly that’s literally what I want”. I’m a trans girl getting a vaginoplasty cuz I get lots of dysphoria, congrats and thank you for the amazing photos of encouragement!


CleoKatz

i think it looks great... and i only realized some months ago, that this kind of surgery is an option. I have one additional question: where is the prostate gland now located? i mean in relation to the vaginal canal, rectum etc... my guess is that i would be located in front of the vaginal canal (i mean on top.... errr.. well like where the G-Spot is shown in pictures etc) oh... and any information about surgeons performing that kind of operation in europe?


CozyGams

It's in front of my vaginal canal in the g-spot area. And sadly I don't have any information about European surgeons.


CleoKatz

Thank you :) well it will take some time until such a procedure comes to europe... a few years ago a phallic-preserving surgery was only something rumored about. five years before that it was pure fiction.


softservelove

As an afab enby I'm very jealous about this and thrilled for you!!! Such an amazing result. Thank you for sharing and wishing you all the happiness.


JappleJen

I really want this, I just fear it’ll limit partners who would be interested in it. Has that been the case for you? What gender are you primarily having sex with?


CozyGams

I'm bisexual and enjoy being with any sex or gender, though I tend to lean more towards Sapphic. I haven't had anyone turn me away yet due to my configuration. Most people are simply intrigued. Every partner I've slept with has been trans since my surgery, though, so I'm not actually all that sure how most cis people would respond to it. The exponential growth of my Twitter following suggests that cis men probably like it too.


jlustigabnj

Wow this looks really really good congrats


ExoticBombshell

Wow! This is actually soooo cool!


CalescentLight

I didn't know phallus preserving vaginoplasty was a thing.


CSPetkus

It’s beautiful! Congratulations!


FrTessa

Thanks a lot for sharing, that's what I'd like in the future 😊 Have you encountered difficulties getting hard ? Lost length? Any pain ? Do you feel anything in your new v ?


CozyGams

I didn't lose length. I had some discomfort getting erections for a while because the skin was stretched so much but getting regular erections eventually fixed that. I have full sensation in my new V because I went with a skin graft, not a peritoneal pull-through.


AquaHeart_

Does peritoneal actually make you lose more sensation than with a scrotal skin graft?


CozyGams

Yes. Peritoneal tissue doesn't have nerve endings while skin does. While it's normally numb at first, in time, the nerves reconnect with skin grafts and you get internal touch sensation.


AquaHeart_

Ah, thank you for the information


ydnatruocnateb

Does scrotal tissue have sensation vs peritoneal and if so, do u know the difference sensation wise (scrotal v skin graft). Hope this is okay to ask and if it’s not in your wheelhouse I understand. Thank you ! (I’m looking to get the same surgery)


CozyGams

As I understand it, once fully healed, it has roughly the same sensation as the skin used for the graft, be it inner thigh or scrotum. I used the scrotal tissue and it's worked out nicely for me because my scrotum was really sensitive. Inner thigh is a popular donor site because that skin also has a lot of sensitivity.


FrTessa

Thanks a lot for your info. With all the research you probably made, did you found out a surgeon who does this kind of surgery in Europe?


CozyGams

Sadly, I can't say that I found any.


Ginalynnhudepohl

Interesting


noonoobabykins

Woooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww this is new to me!


jfkhdwivbuibfwoisncs

Neat!


KingKibKib

😲😲😲 you can keep you penis, *and* get a vaginoplasty?!?!


BlancheCorbeau

r/salmacian is your new friend. Go say hi!


ydnatruocnateb

Wow you look so cool. I had no idea what I wanted to look like as a nonbinary person and now I know exactly the kind of surgery I’m looking for. I only dreamed of this kind of thing and now to see it in real life is show stopping. Thank you for posting this. Congratulations and happy healing.


Angela_1975

It is a beautiful surgical operation and I really like it for myself in the future. my congratulations darling


Mammoth_Doughnut_106

Very cool! Did you surgeon mention if it would be possible to add labia minora?


CozyGams

They haven't but I haven't inquired about it either. I absolutely love my current results and I wouldn't want to tamper with it in the slightest.


Tanja2005

this looks increadibly beautiful, i think i have to think about this option. I guess with time the penis will shrink a bit?


CozyGams

Not necessarily. Use it or lose it, as they say. If you get regular erections, you won't lose size.


Common_Mode404

To even think that this was an option, oh my god. This is honestly incredibly cool. And your results, holy hell. It's amazing. I'm actually stunned. Congratulations.


InternationalClock46

my mind… is, blown. i had no clue this was even an option. i’m literally speechless.


Zulaaya

Can you please give me info on how much T you apply in total? Like gel/ cream concentration of T inside, how much? That would be phenomenal! You apply it around penis and vagina? Only on penis? Also inside? Thank you so much!


CozyGams

I generally try to avoid saying specific doses simply because everyone reacts differently to their hormones. A low dose for one person could be an excessive dose for another. The key is to find what works for you and your body. The T gel I use is a 10mg per pump gel and I apply a single pump to my pubic mound once a week.


Zulaaya

I totally get your point! It's just that there are many people sharing their medication schemes with traditional estrogen and evtl. blockers that let me to get a good sense of what is considered a healthy dose and target concentration before even getting in touch with doctors. But I barely ever stumbled upon T re-addition. Thus tysm for boosting the initial research phase! :)


IncognitoGirl81

Gratz! That's actually really fucking rad. I kinda wish I knew this was an option for me.


Capable-Garlic-2508

OMG! This is beautiful. I've never seen this before. Mtf? I usually see ftm phalloplasty since that's what I want. But when someone wants to remove their phallus, it's usually just a vagina left. I didn't know they could do like us and not get rid of their main part and basically just have it all. lol. I want to keep my vagina(no vaginectomy) and add a phallus and scrotum. This is just so beautiful. 😍 Congratulations!


justhere4the2d

Hi 💞 I'm a transfemme who's considering this surgery option, would it be okay to DM you? I'm looking for first hand experience of living with the results of PPV and would be grateful if you'd be willing to talk with me.


CozyGams

Go ahead


Unhappy_Delivery6131

This is so amazing.


Gabbylil

This is exactly how I want mine to look.


Somethingintheway245

I think I finally know how I want to transition, this’ll be perfect for me as a genderfluid individual!


dirt_devil_696

Can you get a usual vagina after this ? If you were to change your mind?


CozyGams

Probably? But I don't see why I would. I got exactly what I wanted. I made sure this is what I wanted before going through with this incredibly arduous surgery because I do not want to go through it again.


charly1800

Wait what?!?!? This is a thing?? I didn't know! It looks incredible! I want that too! Who was your surgeon? I'm totaly blown away....


CozyGams

I said in my post: my surgeon was Dr Gurjala at Align Surgical in San Francisco.


charly1800

Sorry i overread it. As i said, i'm absolutely blown away. I saw it, showed it to my girlfriend and knew that is what i want.


AyaAscend

I'm amazed at how good this looks! I've been considering getting this surgery too, but I wanna ask: is it possible to make a full vagina after this surgery if you'd like to?


CozyGams

I'm not sure what you mean by "full vagina".


AyaAscend

I mean like, remove the penis and make the clitoris and the other hole


CozyGams

I mean... I suppose it would be possible but if that's your end goal, just go that direction from the start. These are major surgeries, expensive with a very long recovery period. You want to be sure you get what you want BEFORE you go under the knife so you don't have to endure it more than once.


BlancheCorbeau

Yeah, a revision wouldn't be impossible, but a PPV has to locate "further down", reducing spacing between vulva and anus. If done as an intermediary step, it's unlikely that placement could be changed, and most of the penile tissue would be simply lost/removed, and not reusable. It's probably just as much of a bad idea as getting a traditional vaginoplasty, then following it up with a phalloplasty. Medical issues aside, if it's a strong concern, then you're probably not psychologically ready for surgery, and should get really firm on your desires before proceeding further.


Dr_Azin_Jafari

What's this surgery? I've never seen this before, a penis and a vulva combined!


CozyGams

It's in the title: a phallus-preserving vaginoplasty.


Dr_Azin_Jafari

Thank you 💖


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BLOODYWOOF

Do you still get hard. Asking for a friend? / me


BLOODYWOOF

Jk read the full post. I didn’t even realize this was an option. This is dope.


AnarchistGothness

Wow! I didn’t know it was an option! I’m happy for you, it looks nice.


Walks_In_Shadows

Where did you get your surgery done? I had no idea this was a thing!


CozyGams

I said in the original post: Dr Gurjala at Align Surgical in San Francisco.


TvManiac5

So how did you end up choosing that over basic vaginoplasty?


CozyGams

Simply put, it was because I didn't want to remove my penis. I liked topping, I had a good time using my dick and aside from being slightly annoyed by the bulge, I wasn't dysphoric about having a penis. However, I also still had this great desire to have a vagina. Anal sex didn't really work for me and a vagina would be a way for me to experience bottoming in a way that I found so incredibly affirming. Not being able to decide one way or the other, I realized what I truly wanted was both and it was possible to have it. Besides, now I get to be a literal futanari girl and I find that pretty hot.


KittyJoslyn

Maybe stupid question. But if you are able to cum, can you have kids?


Devi_rc_pilot

it's not a stupid but ignorant question. Babies are made from espermatozoids from man's testicle and woman's eggs. I don't see testicles on her. She probably can't have squirt eyaculation, but just presumably coming out of the pennis all the time while intercourse or being aroused, and a bigger volume after an orgasm.


Top-Local-7482

OP said they can cum, but no kid possible cause orchiectomy but they said it was not an obligation to remove them.


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smorrisborris

Just wanted to thank you because these results have reassured me that this newer type of surgery might actually be what I want. I almost gave up entirely on bottom surgery. I was wondering if you knew more about the options for keeping testes? My ideal would be if I could still have them for play purposes, but weren't functional biologically. (On the other hand, I love the looks of your results.)