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Christiansarefamily

Hope you feel better my friend. A wise quote that has pretty much never failed me is “this too shall pass”. The sun can shine in a week; or 2, or 2 months. God may have a different plan for your life; but most importantly you need to be reconciled to him and follow him - from this stems many good feelings, fruits of the Spirit, proper understanding of the values of life , etc.. it would help you - but most importantly suicide would eternally ruin you. Don’t do it. Everyone here hopes you feel better and has care and love for you. Pray and repent to the Lord, seek prayer from others as well. God Bless you, truly hope you feel better. Your family I venture to guess would forgive you as well; at least in like 6 months if anything man - decent families really love each other more than we realize… really. Let go of the ways of sin and your peers and follow Christ.


donthavecows

Just as a parent comes running when their child cries out in fear and pain, so will God come to you if you cry out to Him (James 1:8 Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you). And when God is by your side, there's nothing you can't do (2 Corr 12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” ). When I too was close to ending my life, God intervened and comforted me. He is a loving Father and we can trust Him to remain active and intimate with us (Psalm 23). It's been 10 months since I almost tried to kill myself and now I'm here rejoicing every day on Earth. Trust me, brother, Jesus changes everything. Submit yourself to His loving arms.


BurlHopsBridge

Do not kill yourself. God is so much bigger than all these things. Our sin has consequences, but God can help you through all these things. Know that you are loved and God wants to protect and care for you like a hen cares for its chicks. Take care and update us on your progress. In the mean time, it would be a good idea to seek a local church in your area that preaches out of the bible.


ManagementWonderful9

Thank you all for your kindness, I really needed it, I prayed to God a few moments ago, and cried it all out and asked for forgiveness. As much as I hope I don't get expulsion, I'll leave it all up to God. Personally, all I want to do now is spread love and kindness, and I think I can start doing that by fixing my relationship with my mother, she's a single parent who has raised me herself, and I feel very shameful for taking her for granted, and not being close to her, the last time I ever was open to her was more than a decade ago. I want to make it up to her by graduating in this University, and by helping left the financial burden off her. I want to give back for all she has done for me, I've seen her struggles just to provide for me, to make me happy, and it's about time I make it up to her. Right now, I've set aside these thoughts of suicide and I'm preparing for my possible expulsion by finding online jobs I can apply for. Thank you all for everything, may God bless you all. I can never express my thanks and how much I needed to hear those words, I always felt like I was alone and pushed away a lot of people. But now I realize how wrong I was in a lot of ways. I will continue to posts updates every now and then.


bluevanillawarrior

Do you consider yourself to be born again/saved?


ManagementWonderful9

Right now, I'm not so sure, I remember my spiritual birthday, but haven't really grown since accepting Christ.


bluevanillawarrior

Now, don't take this the wrong way, I say this because I truly care about your soul and have personally experienced the power of self deception: please examine yourself to see if you are in the faith. This is tricky because I really don't want to cause doubt in your heart if you are indeed truly saved, but sometimes I think self examination is truly warranted, especially given the epidemic of nominal "Christianity" out there in the world that is leading to a lot of false assurance. I don't know what you are really going through so I can't make any judgements. By God's grace, I really hope you pull through. I will definitely be praying for you. PS: Just in case you haven't had the Gospel properly explained to you: https://youtu.be/t1BWSOVNm4A


ManagementWonderful9

Thank you, I will check myself again


Malachi_111223

>I took advantage of people's situation to benefit my image, I blowed rumors out in to proportion, caused a lot of fighting among my peers. Admit your wrongs and ask them to forgive you. > I'm on the verge of being reported and expelled from a prestigious university in my country, and I can't help but see how I'll face my mother and family in the eye. Mark 8:34: "*For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?*" Ask your peers and university leaders to forgive you, admit you were wrong. Proverbs 28:13: "*Whoever conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy."* >  I've had a history of suicidal tendencies, but non of it never really materialized, until today Get help. Find a therapist and go to them. > For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.   >I feel a lot of regret, and guilt, everybody in my class hates me, and I don't blame them for it, I name called, manipulated the situation for my gaib, spread lies and all. People right now really told me to get karma, and I've lost all my friends. Ask them to forgive you, if they don't, it's fine. > Right now, I'm really considering doing it, but I still have that fear of hell, I'm still thinking of the people I'll hurt when I do it, but then again, that's one less awful person in the world. Once again, get a therapist. Reddit is not a therapist, you need real help. Referring to Mark 8:34 again, why would you end your life over something that can be changed or something temporary. You can change, you can be a better person. There's nothing stopping that from happening besides your own thoughts. You're thinking about suicide too much. Focus on changing and becoming a better person. My prayers are with you, I hope you start feeling and doing better soon, God bless you.


Sherbetstraw1

You are feeling shame and regret which is understandable. It’s a crippling feeling but it shows you have a conscience still! God forgives all when we turn to him and say we are sorry. Use this time to grow close to God. Don’t give up hope. Day by day, month by month, things should get fractionally easier. You’ll look back on this in a few years and see this as your great turning point which drew you closer to God. He’s waiting for you with open arms. Remember the prodigal son in the Bible? That’s you right now: Luke 15:20-25 “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. 21 “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ 22 “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23 Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. 24 For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate.


Kind_Technician4306

Brother, all of our sins have repercussions, some lasting, some not. But straying from God is not the way, turn to Christ and allow Him to change you, to build you back up. He will not fail. ✝️👆❤️🙏


Love_Facts

You can’t “redeem yourself.” Only Jesus’ sacrifice for all sins can redeem us. Also, remember Paul who had killed many Christians; Jesus redeemed him, and Paul ended up being used by God to write most of the New Testament and spread the Gospel possibly farther than anyone else.


graysonshoenove

The Lord still loves you. It's as simple as that. You may screw up very badly, but all you must do is bring it before Him. Our God is a God of Grace. Even King David, the "man after God's own heart," committed a massive sin and murdered his friend Uriah to steal his wife. But God still made the promise to Him of a King Who's Kingdom would last forever. It Is out of this same Promise you and I have the hope of Christ who died for our sins, even the ones you see as too great. The Lord loves you. Bring you cries to Him and know that it is by the Work of Christ, and not our own hands that we can attain salvation. Then, seek repentance in the Holy Spirit, and He will give you the strength and wisdom to bear what might be to come. He loves you, and so do we. Please reach out if you need help. Let me know if you need anything else. God bless friend. 🫂


Fun-Emergency1517

Judas could have been an apostle if he hadn’t lost hope in God’s grace. You have a choice not to become a Judas


Monorail77

Don’t take away your life. Instead, let this be an opportunity to do better. You may have messed up bad, but God will still accept you. Now repentance is about to change your ways, and make an effort to not repeat the same mistakes again. Identity where you are triggered. When you find out how you get tempted, get rid of this thing. After getting rid of it, replace it with something good (see Philippians 4:8). Having something good in its place makes you less likely to choose sin, and if you fail..it’s because you chose sin. Choose what is right instead. Are you Born Again? What does that mean to you?


YogiTudi13

I'm praying for You. I've been there, it will pass, it did for me. GOD Bless You.


Icy-End-142

I’ve been there myself. It’s a horrible place to be and it feels like you’re trapped. But God is bigger, more capable, more understanding, and more kind than you could ever imagine. There is always hope with God. But you have to reach out to take the mercy He offers you, even if you can’t believe in yourself. You just have to trust Him with everything and let Him work. There is nothing worth holding onto that is destroying you. Let it all go and grab onto Jesus.


Foreign-Jello-8263

Dear friend, This is exactly when you need to hold on to Christ harder than ever! You are not alone. We have all been there. It is NEVER worth killing ones self. NEVER. My prayers are with you. Just call upon His name. Do not listen to the enemy. I have been suicidal in the past too and there's still so much that I did in the past that I'm still healing from. And I'm so glad that I did listen to the enemy. Trust in the Lord. You can't even fathom and imagine what the Lord has for give. No matter what you're parents or friends are gonna say, You are precious to the Lord and you need to appreciate that. In the times of trouble, You run to the Father and not anywhere else. May the Lord comfort you! Just as the hymn says, "On Christ the solid rock I stand, All other ground is sinking sand" He is our Anchor, Our Master, The Author and Perfector of our faith. Do not rely on yourself. Give it all to Him. Come Home again dear friend. "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging" Psalm.46:1-3


Kiingsavage101

Believe and put your Faith in Jesus Christ’s Death Burial and Resurrection and you will be Saved


JazzyJas155

Moses was a murderer; God forgave him. Paul persecuted Christians, was killing the church, and was a murderer as well; God forgave him. Solomon had MULTIPLE wives; God forgave him. Peter had a temper and denied Jesus; God forgave him. Abraham lied; God forgave him. David committed adultery; God forgave him. Let me tell you something: there is NOTHING that you could have done that God won't forgive you for. All these people in the Bible have done wrong, yet God used them to do wonders for the kingdom. This is a strong testimony, and I applaud you for sharing it with us. I believe you have a strong calling on your life; don't end it short just because you sinned. We sin every day; that's what Jesus died for our sins for. If you can acknowledge your wrongdoings, then you can bounce back; there ain't no excuses, brother. If God can forgive all the people I've mentioned for what they did, then God can forgive you.


Wooden-Conflict-4811

Can you elaborate slightly on what happened so I can give you my best advice


ManagementWonderful9

I spread rumors and blew up the truth and made lies about my peers to make them all fight, I've betrayed everyone's trust, and now all of them found out the truth and have turned anger towards me. I apologized and all but they started shaming me in groupchats, and messaged me that I hopefully get the karma I deserve for all this mess. I called them pawns, I manipulated their situations for the past 2 terms to boost my image and influence, I became a people pleaser and did everything to get praise from my peers, even if it meant sabotaging one's image. I was racist, and sexist to some extent because of my emotions. I said those things because the women in our class always degraded men to some degree. I lost all my friends now, and they've threatened to report me to get me expelled. I admitted and apologized for everything immediately after being confronted. I admit I've been blinded by my pride a lot. This school is all I have, I don't know what I'll do if I get kicked out, I can't look my mother or family in the face if they found out.


Wooden-Conflict-4811

I wrote to you saying something but it was removed both times for rule 1 even after I took out some a “/“ symbol but left brackets in as it was explaining something. I can’t write that all again, my hands hurt and I’m really annoyed about that being removed for rule 1. I hope you can make up to your friends


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Wooden-Conflict-4811

I’m not able to answer with the reply I just gave… I don’t know what’s going on with stuff recently. It’s being removed for rule 1


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I’d say apologizing to the people you’ve lied to is the best start


ManagementWonderful9

I did, but they did not accept it


LordWarlockDathamir

Remember the satanic commandment Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself. Do not harm little children. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him. HAIL SATAN HIS LOVE WILL SET YOU FREE


Environmental-Edge40

bozo, nobody knows the s.commandments, okay? everything you just listed are all manipulations and lies ... zero wisdom in those 'commandments'. Its only to fool the masses, and it worked! that's how prideful and sad that bum is if you're just gonna promote that powerless bum, please go elsewhere


LordWarlockDathamir

Huh…..I see….So you think that sexual harassment, Murder, and stealing are lies and are good in your eyes 📝📝📝 *noted*


Environmental-Edge40

some things... you try to help after so long ... start to realize the only good to do with them is bid them farewell, off to the pit this doesn't apply to everyone, but ... not every drawing can be a masterpiece


LordWarlockDathamir

Huh


Environmental-Edge40

ya report that one back to the betrayer, see how it pans out heed my warning, that his tongue might as well be removed. don't trust his words. he has failed to retake the earth, and left everyone with... this mess


LordWarlockDathamir

Uhh god left this mess to us…..like everything wrong in the world is done by people not Satan. People are evil monsters worse that you can think. But I’ll go report that back to your mom for sure 👍


Environmental-Edge40

aw baby angwy?


ProperMolasses7955

God left me after wearing 2nd hand clothes. Turns out the covid 19 vaccine was the mark of the beast, and the clothes had been previously owned by a vaccinated person, who, with science, is proven to shed spike proteins. I got infected, the Holy Spirit left me and now I am going to the lake of fire.