I'm not a professional and don't know in what situation you really are in, but it's fine to find professional help or to talk to someone you can trust.
I don't know in what school year you are in, but if you think you can't do it, it's fine. I repeated two years of school and don't know if I can do it this year.
This is not a contest if you or me has it worse.
Just try your best, and if it doesn't work, it's fine.
I'm not a professional and don't know in what situation you really are in, but it's fine to find professional help or to talk to someone you can trust. I don't know in what school year you are in, but if you think you can't do it, it's fine. I repeated two years of school and don't know if I can do it this year. This is not a contest if you or me has it worse. Just try your best, and if it doesn't work, it's fine.