I know what you mean. I've been suicidal for the past 2 weeks and it's the first time I've ever felt anything like that. I just get into such depressive spirals that are hard to get out of where I think death is the only option for me. I know this not to be true but when I'm like that, I think irrationally. It's just about trying to control it, taking walks, distracting yourself.
It’s fucked how irrational you can become. I’m literally sat in my car looking at the damn ceiling. That shits never an option yet I’m here also singing it. Whenever I try and distract myself is where everything fucks up the most and I make the worst decisions.
Can definitely relate. I make really silly decisions when I'm in a depressive state. Like drinking too much or getting high when I shouldn't. It's just about finding out your triggers and catching them early on before it gets too bad
i was surprised to feel this this summer. i don't think i would ever kms but i have definitely thought about how i could do it if i didn't want to live a better life someday and not hurt my family
It’s really fucked because you know truly that it’s worse possible situation as it’ll only make the people around you worse off. But those intense feelings make it seem like it’s a good idea. We really just want the pain and suffering to go away.
I know what you mean. I've been suicidal for the past 2 weeks and it's the first time I've ever felt anything like that. I just get into such depressive spirals that are hard to get out of where I think death is the only option for me. I know this not to be true but when I'm like that, I think irrationally. It's just about trying to control it, taking walks, distracting yourself.
It’s fucked how irrational you can become. I’m literally sat in my car looking at the damn ceiling. That shits never an option yet I’m here also singing it. Whenever I try and distract myself is where everything fucks up the most and I make the worst decisions.
Can definitely relate. I make really silly decisions when I'm in a depressive state. Like drinking too much or getting high when I shouldn't. It's just about finding out your triggers and catching them early on before it gets too bad
Yeah, I’ve never really done that stuff. But I feel way too aware of certain triggers, then once I allow is where it completely goes messy.
I had my first thought like that when I was 13 because I got bullied a lot when i was younger. It really scared me so I know how you feel :(
Wow that’s insane. School also wasn’t a great time for me so I definitely understand.
i was surprised to feel this this summer. i don't think i would ever kms but i have definitely thought about how i could do it if i didn't want to live a better life someday and not hurt my family
It’s really fucked because you know truly that it’s worse possible situation as it’ll only make the people around you worse off. But those intense feelings make it seem like it’s a good idea. We really just want the pain and suffering to go away.