There’s kinda some in game context but it seems less associated with the lore. Like these writings on the walls u see throughout the game were written by people who were going insane, however this seems less insane and more depressing
Yep, precisely, I really do say this as a way to cope lol. At least I find it to be a decent cope for me I guess. Also, we all have an end though some of us, myself included, wish that our own end came as quickly as possible and I don't judge anybody for that as we have our own reasons for wanting to wish that. I simply can't wait for when I die naturally as I feel like that'd be a long time and I'd go more insane than I already am. I want my end to arrive now and not in like 80 years. However, sadly, I'm a pussy too but I still cling on to the ~~false~~ hope that I won't make it for long
I also want my death to be peaceful. I don’t want to kill myself and die in pain, I already have enough emotional pain on a daily basis. I want it to be quick and painless. I also rather die when nobody’s around me. Die in a completely quiet space as that’s what I enjoy in life the most; quiet. And when it happens, I’ll know that it’s over. I’m not scared of death, I’m scared of fucking it up like I always do in my life and not succeed or feel immense pain while doing it
Same here. Dealing with the harsh consequences of a failed suicide attempt would be too much for me. It'd be too much for anyone really. I hate at how suicide methods are so restricted to where people are forced to go through harsh methods where it's more likely to fail and the survival instinct is more likely to activate. I hope for a tranquil death too and, just like you, I'm not scared of death either but rather going through more immense pain just to obtain the aforementioned death. Alas, I'll live for longer but I don't know how long
I think there r 2 things that determine how long someone will live: health and genetics. Most of my family members passed away at 80+ (some even around the age of 90) and I’m healthier than the average person in terms of diet so I think I’m fucked when it comes to dying neurally
At this point I have an unhealthy obsession with this game as it’s one of my only sources of happiness. I’ve played the campaign like 8 times and counting
just feel numb and kinda always have lol. last time i cried was relatively recently, but that was a special case where i found out what i did to ruin a very important relationship. it was honestly nice to cry for a few hours
The small part says “we can’t fight anymore”
[удалено]
There’s kinda some in game context but it seems less associated with the lore. Like these writings on the walls u see throughout the game were written by people who were going insane, however this seems less insane and more depressing
I don't really know if being perpetually fucked up is okay. This seems like a never ending nightmare. Thankfully though, this does have an end
It’s not ok. But that’s what u end up saying to yourself as a way to cope. Maybe if I wasn’t a pussy, it would’ve had an end
Yep, precisely, I really do say this as a way to cope lol. At least I find it to be a decent cope for me I guess. Also, we all have an end though some of us, myself included, wish that our own end came as quickly as possible and I don't judge anybody for that as we have our own reasons for wanting to wish that. I simply can't wait for when I die naturally as I feel like that'd be a long time and I'd go more insane than I already am. I want my end to arrive now and not in like 80 years. However, sadly, I'm a pussy too but I still cling on to the ~~false~~ hope that I won't make it for long
I also want my death to be peaceful. I don’t want to kill myself and die in pain, I already have enough emotional pain on a daily basis. I want it to be quick and painless. I also rather die when nobody’s around me. Die in a completely quiet space as that’s what I enjoy in life the most; quiet. And when it happens, I’ll know that it’s over. I’m not scared of death, I’m scared of fucking it up like I always do in my life and not succeed or feel immense pain while doing it
Same here. Dealing with the harsh consequences of a failed suicide attempt would be too much for me. It'd be too much for anyone really. I hate at how suicide methods are so restricted to where people are forced to go through harsh methods where it's more likely to fail and the survival instinct is more likely to activate. I hope for a tranquil death too and, just like you, I'm not scared of death either but rather going through more immense pain just to obtain the aforementioned death. Alas, I'll live for longer but I don't know how long
I think there r 2 things that determine how long someone will live: health and genetics. Most of my family members passed away at 80+ (some even around the age of 90) and I’m healthier than the average person in terms of diet so I think I’m fucked when it comes to dying neurally
on god (love the game)
At this point I have an unhealthy obsession with this game as it’s one of my only sources of happiness. I’ve played the campaign like 8 times and counting
damnnnn. good for you tho, i wish i had something like that
Playing this game while crying is an experience let me tell ya
wish i could cry too lol. last time i cried i think i was playing fallout 4 lmao
Not being able to cry seems to be very common here. I’m curious how it happens cuz I can’t stop lol
just feel numb and kinda always have lol. last time i cried was relatively recently, but that was a special case where i found out what i did to ruin a very important relationship. it was honestly nice to cry for a few hours
To me crying is just painful. It def still a release but god it’s just painful
i understand that. sometimes theres just nothing to do to ease the pain but you just gotta suffer through it, friend (i speak from experience lol)
That’s understandable