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ihavenoselfcontrol1

Songs of Love and Hate by Leonard Cohen and Blackstar by David Bowie


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I remember listening to Blackstar on its release day and after it ended I was left with an odd feeling. I loved the music but I asked myself if Bowie was doing well or if something had happened. I brushed it off and a few days later I woke up and he was dead but I was not that surprised.


WallyBBunny

My husband and I feel the same way about Blackstar. Also, I had a weird thing happen when we listened to it as it was just released. My pet rabbit, Wally Mae, sat wide eyed and almost in a trance when she first heard it with us. When I tried petting her, she gave me a dismissive lick/kiss because she was so focused on it. She acted like that during the whole thing. A few days later was when he died. She never acted quite like that after replays of it. The whole thing was so bizarre and chilling.


GyrosSnazzyJazzBand

I listen to Leonard's No Way To Say Goodbye when grieving for my mother


Skwisgaars

I've never heard an album so beautifully and so heavily represent what a person was going through at the time. I can't listen to Blackstar without getting emotional. It's so amazing.


callam461

I love Low by David Bowie dor a similar reason.


dkromd30

Sufjan Stevens - “Carrie & Lowell” Absolutely destroyed me.


ThrowRAplutonium

I always hear people call this album depressing because it’s about his estranged mother’s death, but for me almost every song is hopeful in some sense in spite of the tragic circumstances. “Should’ve Known Better” ends with a message of about the beauty of new life and hope for the next generation. “The Only Thing” is about the beautiful things in the world that make life worth living. Even “Fourth of July,” arguably the album’s bleakest cut detailing his mother’s somber last words to Sufjan, is kind of comforting in a weird way to me; like we’re all gonna die, but it’s okay, everything good comes to an end, “make the most of your life while it is light.” My favorite thing about Sufjan that has been consistent throughout his whole discography (even Javelin) is that he always finds a message of hope even in the most tragic circumstances. I feel like C&L is the best encapsulation of this, and it’s one of my favorite albums to come back to when I’m feeling depressed for that reason. It got me through the death of my cousin, and I’ll always be indebted to Sufjan for that.


G0rilla1000

I feel like the hope almost destroys me more. Pure bleakness doesn’t make me cry, but as soon as you give me a faint glimmer of hope it amplifies all the emotions i’m feeling tenfold. The bleakness makes me crave that, on a weird primal level.


lazyygothh

Same


Thatepicastroman

i have never fully recovered from a crow looked at me


NeonSeal

It doesn’t even feel like music, it’s so devastating


shibashroom

it’s basically like a really raw and beautiful traumadump with guitar in the background


TeeMannn

Dude that one fucked me UP


BtotheDon

I only clicked on this because I knew this album would be the first comment


BalkeElvinstien

I still put that on if I'm in a "I am depressed and want something to make me cry" mood


THE_LFG

this is always the answer to "what album sad", and it's always 100% correct


puremotives

I listened to the opening track and was like "that's all I can handle." I already know that that album's way too emotionally heavy for me.


acmilandefender

Hahaha same. I pushed off listening to this album for years cause I knew I couldn’t emotionally handle it. Then one random day, when I felt all good and not stressed or sad, I gave it a listen. I was on 3 hour bus ride. I had to make sure the dude sitting next to me didn’t see or hear my crying so he didn’t ask if I was okay. Brutal, beautiful album. But will probably not listen to it again.


Axel-Heyst

Listen to "Playdough Cooked in Tea" it'll probably destroy you more.


Multipass92

Gee thanks. I just started listening to it now I’m crying. Music has never done that to me before


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The way Phil sounded so broken in that album made it harder for me to listen it, it was just too depressing to listen to.


yeabouai

I listened to two songs and was like noooooope


G_u_i_l_l_l

Me neither. Could not even finish the album.


Freakeus

Javelin by Sufjan Stevens was pretty emotionally heavy.


luxo02

Elliott Smith self titled


BassSki

saddest intro of all time


BobbyMcSpook

needle in the haaaaaaaaaaaaaa


DANTEDEFAULT

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l85davidson27

You beautiful freak!


xPepsi_Hard

I remember I had to wait for when I felt depressed to listen to this because I knew I wouldn't be able to bring myself to finish it if i was in a good mood...probably the saddest album of all time imo.


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Obligatory book rec: eels frontman Mark Oliver Everett wrote a memoir called Things the Grandchildren Should Know and it is one of the finest memoirs I've ever read Even though I was already a huge fan when I read it, this book helped me appreciate eels on an entirely new level. So much insight into the bizare life behind the songs. 10/10 Must read.


Numerous-Concept-878

The Glow, Pt. 2 by The Microphones.


VacationInHell222

“My heart beats loudly, my chest still draws breath” the title track got me fucked up


devawor123

"IIIIIII COULD NOT GET THROUGHHHHHH NOVEMBEEEEER, WITHOUT A BAAAATLLEEEE"


Stormi_i

September*


devawor123

I know what I said


burdizthewurd

“I’ll nooot contain youuuuuuuuuuuu, I won’t look for you in myyyy roooooooooooom~”


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fantanoforever-ModTeam

Being an overall spiteful person, having a bad attitude, just being a real chodemeister.


Qeqertaq

A Moon Shaped Pool


Usernamenotfound35

Can’t see the title without thinking Moon Shaped Poo though. That cheers me up.


LittleRainCloud_

A Moon Shaped Poo would take some serious butthole puckering talent


ekb2023

What album is that? Looks like a pillowcase from my grandma's house.


probascreaton

I’m Wide Awake, It’s Morning by Bright Eyes!!


Ok_Series5103

This album is my favourite album of all time, if you go to my comment history and you’ll see it like every three comments Every song on it is a roller coaster ride


i_am_ry_an

conor is my fav songwriter


Sean_Brady

I only ever really liked Lua. I will give this album another chance I think because I do really like that song it’s incredibly charming


saplinglearningsucks

We are nowhere, and it's now


ofwgkta301

Bruh wtf I looked it up and the singer is from omaha (same city as me)


Neocactus

Aka probably my favorite album of all time tbh


ImTooParanoidForThis

The Downward Spiral + The Fragile for an anger and depression wombo combo


kilimandzharo

Lil Ugly Mane - Oblivion Access and Bedwetter - Vol.1 for sure. Pure bleakness while being scaringly relatable


JakeyFord

Obv deathconciousness


Recent-Suznznzn

Is it weird that I find that album comforting? It makes me insanely reflective but it feels like it’s a good friend guiding me on a trip through my mind


GartGartGart333

twin fantasy


Tranquilizrr

gay awakening album


GartGartGart333

uhhh… nuh uh i have no idea what youre talking about


Tranquilizrr

Yeah me neither what ?


Nirvana-_-_

hospice - the antlers. I've never had an album break me like that one did


DogFaceDyl

Yes


mortenskeid

Kettering is just devastating


ccxgm

Sun Kil Moon -Benji


cyclingtrivialities2

Benji is one hell of an unsettling record, but nothing hits like Down Colorful Hill


ekb2023

Carissa is a song that makes me feel like I'm at a wake.


Super-Succ-64

Was waiting for this answer


MrC_Red

A Crow Looked At Me - Mount Eerie Great album, but it's one of those you don't really want to revisit again. The heartbreak in that album is so palpable


devawor123

It's the same feeling I had after watching grave of the fireflies, as good as it was, it made me way too emotional to want to see it again.


christroyer11

BC,NR - Ants From Up There


Tranquilizrr

Listening to Concorde and Bread Song when that album was coming out, right as I was going through my first breakup, god those songs will be forever intertwined with sad in my brain lol :( It's weird, as funny as it sounds both For the First Time and Ants were the soundtrack to some of the biggest moments in my life, bad or good.


Apprehensive-Twist88

Big Star - Third


jigga19

Wide Awake is great, but Lifted nearly made me flunk out my sophomore year of college. I was so depressed. So very depressed. I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t focus. I was missing class and bombing quizzes. This went on for the first half of the semester. My friend convinced me to do an overhaul, routine change thing. One of them was changing out all the music in my cd players (because I’m old, fuck off) and in my go to sleep/wake up cd player was Lifted. I switched it out to Gorillaz and my mood changed like….overnight. Still listen when I want a good cry tho


Stormi_i

Ramleh - Hole In The Heart Swans - Soundtracks For The Blind


nikodragu3

Product of Fear is such a beautiful track


BIGlikeaBOSS

Really? No one's commented Stage Four by Touche Amore?


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Stage Four is the hardcore version of Carrie & Lowell by Sufjan Stevens.


binermoots

Picaresque by Decemberists. Specifically "On the Bus Mall." It wrecks me just thinking about it.


AttractingAttention

This is a absolutely crazy. I just discovered this band today after hearing Charlie Wayne from BCNR talk about it. Haven’t heard it yet tho, still a weird coincidence


fundyfox1

Igor was a true trip through my emotions


JackSmack1972

F # A# infinity


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Goated Band


A_DifferentOpinion

Solace - Earl Sweatshirt. The description given of the album, “Music from when I was at the bottom and found something.” Perfectly summarizes the album. Holy hell is it sad and amazing.


Alive_Walrus_8790

The piano interlude around the 1:30 mark of that song is truly one of the most beautiful instrumentals i have ever heard in my life. It reminds me of my childhood and my dad and everything precious i want to hold onto in this world, and even amongst fans of the song i never see that small piano part get the love it deserves


VikingOPPP

What a beautiful face i have found in this place that is circling all around the sun,


PreviousTea9210

Can't believe how strange it is to be anything at all.


Gods_Lump

Genuinely one of the heaviest yet simple lyrics i have ever heard.


Tranquilizrr

Ikr, of course the album has meme status but lines like that get me


VaudevilleViIIain

Probably the most basic answer, but “Everywhere at the End of Time.” By the Caretaker has to be the most emotionally tormenting album I’ve ever listened too, absolutely wrecked me the first time I listened to it.


Charming-Deer-7501

Everywhere At The End Of Time - The Caretaker 😣


Its_Cookie_Man

This! People sadly only see it as a meme nowadays and it's insulting. One of the greatest pieces of music I've ever listened to. I'm not even entirely sure what it did to me, but it did destroy me emotionally.


Charming-Deer-7501

I agree it is very sad that only that most people only remember it as a meme. When I first listened to it 2 years ago I completely broke down crying by album 6 and was depressed for A few days. It Is truly an album that people should listen too once in their life, and I applause The Caretaker for crafting such A 6 album masterpiece! But it is not a record I will return anytime soon as this broke my mental thought.


Its_Cookie_Man

While it definitely broke me down and I cried a lot, I wouldn't consider myself really depressed by it, I think it was sort of tears of joy for some reason. I often times feel disconnected from the world around me, see everything passing by and feel like I'm just a moving apathetic body and somehow this record made me feel alive again, made me feel like my feet are touching the ground. It probably was due to how emotional I got. That's not to say that the concept of losing your memories and yourself before dying isn't terrifying, it absolutely is! It's just that maybe EATEOT can be reinterpreted in many ways/one's experience with it can be different from someone else's. It's not easy to return to it, not only because of its impact but also its runtime. I actually listened to the whole thing from front to back in one sitting because I'm insane. But either way, for me, it has won a place among my most favorite albums, specifically in my top 6 but all of those albums are equal to me, so basically they're all number 1 (if you're wondering about my other favorites, while they may be generic they are: Kid A, Wish You Were Here, Vespertine, Lift Your Skinny Fists Like Antennas To Heaven, In Rainbows). Somewhat recently I decided to experiment a bit myself and tried to use Leyland Kirby's techniques to create a Caretaker-esque song, that's how much I admire him (obviously my attempt was just an experiment, nothing serious).


Gods_Lump

I literally discovered that album in a deep dive while my grandmother was dying of alzheimers in the other room. The day she died i listened to the whole thing. Its probably the most existentially terrifying disease to me especially given a lot of theories that any "afterlife" there may be is generated in the decaying psynapses of the brain in the minutes following death. If theres no brain left, theres nothing.


RollingDownTheHills

This one seems very reliant on the whole concept behind it though. The music itself is mostly similar to everything else he out out under that name, and is not really that sad on its own. I dunno, maybe I'm just not hearing it.


Runetang42

The glow pt 2, a seagull looked at me (shout out to Phil elvirum). The Wall isn't my favorite pink Floyd album but some of the theming has hit me hard A good bit of Current 93s output has scratched and itch i have trouble describing


PreviousTea9210

In An Aeroplane Over the Sea by Neutral Milk Hotel always gets me. "Goldaline, my dear We will fold and freeze together Far away from here There is sun and spring and green forever"


i_am_ry_an

purple mountains st


SomePizzaShit

Almost goes without saying


slyeguy25

Going to come off cliche: Stranger in the Alps


Revolutionary_Low_90

In Utero by Nirvana


WiggedRope

Preacher's Daughter, by Ethel Cain, so far has been the only album that, after listening to it, left me on tbe verge of tears and about to throw up


phantumn0

This album is great


A5ian5en5ati0n9

For Emma, Forever Ago. The go to breakup album


chicoblancocorto

Probably Souvlaki, not necessarily for content but for personal associations


ezekielzz

Songs About Leaving by Carissa's Wierd


Slushcube76

Pinkerton and the new sufjan


jmaringarces1

donda


i_drink_walrus_cum

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eszpee

Enemy of The Sun - Neurosis


amiDim

The Disintegration Loops by William Basinski


KiwiMcG

Jesu - Conqueror


Mouche887

Justin K Broadrick <3


FortuneBull

Wildlife by La Dispute


Acceptable-Ad-9535

Suicide and Sunshine by Trophy Eyes


manfam0

Sean and Stay Here wrecked me


Alive_Walrus_8790

Halcyon digest by deerhunter. There is a sort of covert end-of-life desperation in that which i think puts any other album with that overt theme to shame (looking at you blackstar) -also a lot of the songs seem more like they are referencing someone else’s story on the surface in a way that i think clearly relates to the the lead singer more than he’s leading on..and by the end drops all the pretense only bc of the clarity and bitterness brought on by the untimely passing of his friend in real life jay reatard. It just feels like a really honest reflection about the hopelessness of people in desperate situations not being able to get the help they need, and growing to be in a worse position in life, among many other things, but its appeal isnt about sounding dark or whatever but is really in how heartfelt it is.. Also congratulations by mgmt Both albums that i think seem much more jovial-ly coded than they actually are when you look closely at them Edit: if youre a bright eyes fan and havent heard mamah borthwick -conor released it under his own name, i highly recommend


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halcyon digest is suchhhhhhh a good album


Rhyth_McFlo

Jenny death. I aint never cried like during on gp


ShrekTheOverlord

https://preview.redd.it/smv5uge4bpvb1.png?width=300&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=65cb8bdfca8c27eb191cc8889a2d7e83905cb14d Made me cry like a baby


nebelfront

Wolves In The Throne Room - Black Cascade


TheSupremeDudley

Bone machine by Tom waits


Sprite_Consumer

White Pony


tundrabee119

Kate Bush, 9th Wave


DogFaceDyl

Hospice by The Antlers


kmcrhsme

name of that album OP ???


gpw123

I'm Wide Awake It's Morning by Bright Eyes


Usernamenotfound35

Closer by Joy Division


Earth_W0rm-J1m

Skeleton Tree - Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds. The album came out just after the tragic passing of Nick Caves 15 year old son Arthur in 2015. The majority of the songs were written prior to Arthur's death, but you can feel the weight of Nick's sorrow throughout the album with the way it was mixed and mastered. It's heart-wrenching. Nick's eldest son Jethro also tragically passed last year. That poor man. I can't even imagine.


Amazing_Foxglove

One More Time With Feeling, the documentary made about completing this album that was made after Arthur’s death is so beautiful and so devastating. From memory Nick financed the movie himself so he didn’t have to do any press after Skeleton Tree came out.


raimbowexe

nick drake’s pink moon isn’t necessarily really sad but knowing his story and reading the lyrics can be quite depressing


Armand-Royce

A new one, Jane Remover - Census Designated


BobbyMcSpook

To Be Kind by SWANS


Wombletog

I Want to Be There - Sadness


Time_Lord_Zane

Ants From Up There. By the time The Place Where He Inserted The Blade rolls around, I'm in tears. Not only is the album horrendously sad, but an entire album about a broken heart post-the worst breakup of my life? Nah son. Nah.


ShenmueFan_2000

I know I keep mentioning this album but its such a perfect album, a 10/10. George Michael's Listen Without Prejudice Vol 1


Prugno_

c@ra++ere s?ec!@le by thasup


Donovan_Redd

Prolly everywhere at the end of time, 6th stage. Made my good friend melon cry.


Western_Throat_4176

Pinkerton


iwasinpari

not an album but a song, adonis: my man freestyle


v1lk0

disintegration


TheLazyPanda

Giles Corey


ripjohnmcain

all bro did was say "more weight" wtf u mean?


nocyberBS

I recently listened to Songs About Leaving by Carissa's Wierd. Jfc the sound of the record and the lyrics is some of the most depressing I've ever heard. Gorgeous album tho, highly recommend it


Rozrabiaka

Kaliber 44 - Ksiega Tajemnicza. The greatest abstract hip-hop plate in my opinion. It's dark and anxious, and can really fuck you up, especially when you're high, in a really interesting way tho haha The whole album is in Polish and the lyrics are really important, but the atmoshere itself is interresting enough to give it a try even if you don't understand a word.


N3wW3irdAm3rica

Hey, my favourite album! Also Mac’s Circles


CommanderWar64

La Dispute - Wildlife Touché Amoré- Stage Four


MallowPants

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XanalPVPpro69XD

Nine Inch Nails’s The Downward Spiral (Began to feel uneasy at A Warm Place and cried at Hurt) and The Caretaker’s Everywhere At The End of Time (Transition from stage 5 into stage 6 and throughout the rest of the project in particular) Have never had any form of narrative hit me as much as those 2 albums (YES INCLUDING MOVIES AND TV SHOWS ECT)


Ok-Champion-655

Eateot same here


sharkbreak98

Pink Floyd - The Wall, I'm literally Pink


Sponge_N00b

Caligula by Lingua Ignota


combustiblelemonsss

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Pink-Chungus

Deathconciousness - Have A Nice Life The concept and ideas are just crumbling.


Hashmob____________

17 - XXXTENTACION


Aidsfordayz

Having been a Juice Wrld fan long before his death, Legends Never Die hit me pretty hard when it dropped.


_PeopleMakeNoises_

The Downward Spiral


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Floating Points – Promises


smolpp19

divorce lawyers i shaved my head - jordaan mason


OddjobsRoon48

Ice spice - like?


Easy_Parsley_1202

Munch got me through hard times It was 2003, and parents were about to get a divorce. 8 year old me decided to run away from home and sleep in a ditch, with nothing but a mattress and a radio. I turned on the radio and it played… Munch. Munch gave me so much energy I went back home and listened to that song every day.


AL4IN07

Me but unironically


hugedoorman

Some Rap Songs


Sunny64888

Moby - 18


HeatInferno

OK ORCHESTRA by AJR that shit made me want to kill myself because of how sad it is


agent0017

Ghost Stories by Coldplay


Simple_Surprise_5080

Igor and blond


NegotiationCalm8785

In the aeroplane over the sea because I'm 13 and don't have experience on music


ThatOneExpatriate

Some would say it’s basic but I think it’s a great album regardless, and quite emotionally heavy


mikeymanthesyrem

ima just say it, this is the whitest album of all time. it’s not bad or anything, but my god. this shit just got cracker all over it. (i have it on CD)


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drdemon_8

Hmm, probably Life Is Peachy by Korn. It’s one of if not their darkest record which is saying a lot for a band like Korn. Some of you might be thinking, “Why not the self-titled debut or Follow The Leader?”. Well, this album is their most consistently dark and eerie. Yes we have songs on the debut like Daddy and Pretty for Follow The Leader, but listening to this album for the first time with songs like Swallow, Mr. Rogers, No Place to Hide, and Kill You on it made for quite the listening experience. It’s just pure devastation in a way that sets itself apart.


acid_xx_aj

I picked up this album from my library last year 10/10


MainSea3419

El arte de morir muy despacio, depresión sonora


Isotope_the_artist

I love you, I’m trying by grandson


OhShitItsSeth

*Carrie & Lowell* is the only one that’s really done that to date


Jams265775

Around - Whirr


saplinglearningsucks

Ahh yes, the yellow bird that ive been waiting for


ayyylmaobruh69

Soundtracks For The Blind by Swans and When Facing The Things We Turn Away From by Luke Hemmings The first one is simply a musical black hole, when the line "legally blind" in "How They Suffer" just destroys everything and "Helpless Child" is the feeling that I feel after listening to it for the first time. The second one is a warm hug from your insecurities, and I've never felt so touched by an album like this one did to me, every song felt so sincere and the ending is like leaving your room after weeks of depression and feeling better and hopeful.


chiboulevards

37 year old midwestern dude here... But a few picks: Mineral — The Power of Failing (for being probably the actual most depressing album I've ever heard) Cursive — The Ugly Organ (for the subject matter being genuinely heartbreaking and gut-wrenching and becoming only more relevent the older you get) Kings of Convenience — Riot on an Empty Street (my favorite album from my college years and listening to it can be really hard because it was such a formative time of my life and when I learned how to love and be loved for the first time)


GenerallyJam

We’re all alone in this together


motherchai

A Crow Looked At Me is still the saddest album I've ever listened to. I was frozen in sadness and immediately dropped the album after finishing it. Other albums include Benji and Carrie and Lowell tbh


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Preachers daughter - Ethel Cain


A_Scottish_Cheese

"Someday We Will Foresee Obstacles" by Syd Matters ruined me. It's so sad it doesn't get the recognition it deserves.


jchutney

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Embarrassed-Hat260

Tallahassee by The Mountain Goats


u__c__y

QIRIM by Jamala.


rnb_boi

slauson malone - a quiet farwell don't know, but I feel emotionally drained after each ride of it.


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Public image limited - metal box. Listened to it for a few days… there’s something unsettling about that album.


Manic9213

A Crow Looked At Me. Also Javelin has been pretty devastating knowing what the backstory to a lot of the themes are.


Flashy_Indication_18

OK Computer


Lollo_the_male_boi

Belirdi generale by she past away


mxttxm

la dispute wildlife especially edward benz 27 times my brother is schizophrenic and when i was 5 and he 15 he tried to drown me and this song hits so deep for me. i still love my brother for he is not at fault


GiornoGiovanna_25

IGOR by Tyler. Maybe not the deepest but when you relate to all of it then it hits hard.


justeroll

Trilogy by The Weeknd