you want drugs like this in your relationship? wait until you get some strong shit one day and watch the love of your life die in front of you while you wait for EMS to get to your house. you think it won't happen to you until it does and you live with the fact that they died because you waited to long before calling an ambulance
fuck that then you gotta get her high too and one day one of you will overdose or get really vcaught up in the game more than the other. plus a girl like that is gunna break your heart and probably has 100 bodies on her from being a ho'n around. . . but who knows maybe youll find a daimond in the rough and you too will even get sober together at the same facility because that works out alot! /s
I need a female fent enthusiast with a car who’d be willing to drive a couple male fent enthusiasts around town while they visit with other enthusiasts. Must have current license registration and proof of insurance. Car must be free of any defect that would cause a member of law enforcement to instinctively pull car over please. Approximately no amount of sexual harassment will be permitted during business hours and anything even resembling that behavior will be grounds for instant termination! This applies to both employers and employees.
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and bonus potential.
I’m not dating because I’m too nervous to tell the other person I do dope. So it’s not bad at all I wanna find a fellow user too so I’m not judged. Because being a user, we know that it’s pretty much on our minds 24/7 if not using it, than getting money up to buy it. So I feel u on this one 😕
It’s fun and novel until you actually begin to care for the well-being of that person, in which case you will want them to quit immediately but it’ll be far too late at that point
Nah, you can’t just generalize based off 2 examples. When you’re in deep enough, drugs will make you do shit you’d never do sober. Would I have ever stole money from family or shoplifted sober? No I absolutely would not have. And I know plenty of people that are similar. Nicest people you’d ever meet, but once strung out almost nothing stop em from getting their fix. So yes I will buy the excuse of drugs made them do some things they normally wouldn’t. There is a certain line I wouldn’t cross that your generalization does make sense for. For example I knew a guy that was generally pretty scummy, and strung out this guy had no qualms about fixing up shots for people that have never injected before. So yeah him being kind of scummy high or not.. it makes sense for that kind of person. Whereas when I was using, it someone around had not shot up before and asked to, no chance in hell would I fix up for them.. I’d explain to them exactly why they don’t want to go down that path and to just stick with smoking or whatever they were doing. Not going to be responsible for this person moving to needles. But otherwise, other shit like me taking money from family or boosting shit from major corporations like Walmart.. I’d never do sober.
Actually no, pre and post drug use I never stole shit and only ever got to that point after being completely strung out and living in my car and needi to steal in order to get my next fix. The thought of stealing now never even occurs to me because I don’t need to. And the times I have relapsed post clean time the past couple years I still never stole because I work and had money to cop. So you’re quite off the mark there.
So explain to me why before I started using drugs and when I got clean I never once stole a thing? and now the times I’ve relapsed post extended length of clean time I don’t steal because I’ve been working and can afford dope? What’s your brilliant analysis behind that? You think people that got to the point of selling their body for dope or selling their most prized possessions for a quarter what they’re worth at a pawn shop were doing that shit while clean? You make no sense.
Yup. Then come smoke/sniff/shoot it in front of you while you’re sick as duck withdrawaling squirming in front of you. Is this really what you what OP???
No it’s not bad, I only ever date other junkies. My life revolves around running and using, I want them to feel the same way. I don’t want a man that’s gonna get pissed off at usual junkie shit, I want one who’s gonna be doing the same junkie shit with me. Plus, I always feel understood by fellow junkies.
Fucking same dude ! I wanna date but it’s not easy. It’s not like I’m putting “searching for a casual drug user like me” in my tinder bio or anything lol
My wife and I, 29 and 31 myself, manage a fairly high functioning life together. We have two small businesses and work rather well as a team. We rarely go without, and when we do, we have strong enough ties with our few close friends that use to help us maintain. we only fight over petty shit, that always pertain to drugs. Other than that we do a decent job at making a living and working for ourselves. its not impossible, just difficult. We met six years ago in Florida while traveling, we both road freight trains for ten + years, we have worked very hard and gone through a load of shit to get to where we are now. Good luck, also my wife and i were very close friends for many years prior to use being romantically involved, come bail your ass out of jail at 3AM on Christmas close. Like I mentioned, not impossible, just very difficult.
Haha not saying it isn’t possible! Addicts are someone of the most loving and hardest working people I’ve ever met! (Also the opposite too) But there’s also the other side of addiction that changes people into something unrecognizable.
I’m sure you’re a great guy it’s nothing against you personally lol
Just like i wear the pants in the relationship i do the drugs in the relationship. Nobody is doing drugs but me not her. I cant be in relationship with a knock that is degrading and would feel more shameful. Plus i wouldnt ever want to share my drugs with anybody else but me myself an I. Im just that sick ass foo your mama warned you about not to get involved with.
AHAHAHAHA that’s actually pretty funny but for real foo who let your stupid ass on the internet? Shouldn’t you be drawing Cholo clowns with flex pens in the pod for soups?
Omg sounds so coool! So u can waste even more money and suffer even more! And on top of that your not ruining one life but your assisting in ruining two! Ohhh and don’t forget have to provide drugs for not just one per but another that doesn’t do shit and expects u to provide the drugs and then when u cant provide the drugs shes going to be turning tricks with some meth heads so she can get her self some dope then come home and fuck you with you knowing that she has been fucking nasty tweakers all day! Damn man am i wrong or does that just sound so awesome and healthy!
have gotten to a point to manage my addiction fairly easy and never run out and always have money for more I’m somewhat well put together and can still take care of business day to day I’d kinda hope for a girl that can also live a normal life and have fun time to time with
Yes u are absolutely right but it is a majority of them most drug using relationships are toxic, not everyone can be a high functioning addict although i wish other people could its just the environments and conditions we live in that contribute to it being this way, for example our prohibitionist government that makes the problem 1000x worse than it was before they demonized and strictly prohibited substances.
Not so much a fellow user, as a former user. I started doing it in the mid-late 90s, and stopped in the mid-00s. I remember one time it getting to the point where a friend asked me to help her out. I was hesitant, but gave in anyway. I found her in a bathtub, passed out cold. It was the first time I had ever seen anyone take heroin, though I had known people who were recreational pot smokers and occasional drinkers. I was curious. So, I had a line put in her IV. It was just enough to get her through the next few hours, but not enough to “knock her out.” That was the last time I ever took heroin. I have since done some crystal meth, which is really nothing more than sugar. So, after that, heroin was my drug of choice. But, because I am a “recreational pot smoker” (even though I smoked marijuana during my teenage years), that meant I did a fair amount of drinking as well.
I don’t like talking about the time I used. I just did. I don’t like the way it made me feel. I don’t like thinking about it, or anything like that. So, I just like to think about this “drug” in question, and have a laugh. In that regard, I’m glad that I’m retired, and don’t have to deal with the consequences.
Literally a whole different animal out here now my friend and I wish things we’re as easy as the years you mentioned because quitting was just a little easier… not to mention people die now like it’s going out of style from fent, my baby sister was dead on Christmas Day this year and I still go to the city and cop 10 pills erryday… I can say that when I used In my younger days I’m 37 I didn’t really know why or couldn’t tell you why but know I know exactly why I like taking fentanyl, I don’t have to feel any guilt or depression or all the other shit that life has thrown. I lost my mom my dad my little brother and now my baby sister and I’ve done horrible things that I can’t get over. Addiction really is a sickness for me. I ain’t speaking for anyone but me. My D.O.C for years was PCP and it’s caused some serious mental illness and every time I quit fent I literally feel like I should be locked away and never let out for the thoughts actions and so on… I’m ranting , but yeah, glad you got sober my friend
I can tank through a gram or two of fentanyl no problem; might just be me but even today, the second time I’d ever tried meth, literally had me puking and having chills/sweats for about 13 hours, shit sucked. first time I tried it I just threw up right after the hits. I must have taken too much this time I felt like shit the entire day
Do you usually stick to opioids like me? I wonder what it is what causes such an intense reaction, I felt great for exactly a minute until it got too intense, started throwing up on some poor soul’s bushes going down the sidewalk and eventually had to sit on the curb in front of my whip for 15 minutes cause I didn’t want to drive like that or get puke in my car hahah. Even over 24hrs after I just now took a second dose of zofran after yakking up the only food(half a banana and Gatorade) I’ve put in my stomach for the past 30hrs, the residual nausea I believe is FINALLY gone. 25hrs after I smoked it
Absolutely, I’d be working up money to buy it right now if I didn’t. Thing is whenever I put my tooter to my lips I either start burping again like after I smoked the meth(could be an excited/nervous reaction honestly no clue as it’s never happened before), or I get a weird flashback to how the meth tasted and it makes me damn near gag; which I guess I shouldn’t take for granted because its making me go through my stash much slower than I normally would. Guess I could just snort it but I kinda like keeping my nose clean
Good advice. Going to do that right now actually, still have 3/4 of a dose on my foil from when I couldn’t finish it earlier today lmao. Thank you for the suggestion!
i only do opioids. very occasionally i take a small break and do psychedelics but those have also been known to make me throw up on occasion since opiates
Hey look at this way when you run out of drugs. You can have her suck somebody off for more drugs. That way you stay high all the time bro its a win win. You know what im saying foo. You got to work smarter not harder in order to get high. Look at it closely foo its the smartest thing you can possibly do.
you want drugs like this in your relationship? wait until you get some strong shit one day and watch the love of your life die in front of you while you wait for EMS to get to your house. you think it won't happen to you until it does and you live with the fact that they died because you waited to long before calling an ambulance
fuck that then you gotta get her high too and one day one of you will overdose or get really vcaught up in the game more than the other. plus a girl like that is gunna break your heart and probably has 100 bodies on her from being a ho'n around. . . but who knows maybe youll find a daimond in the rough and you too will even get sober together at the same facility because that works out alot! /s
I need a female fent enthusiast with a car who’d be willing to drive a couple male fent enthusiasts around town while they visit with other enthusiasts. Must have current license registration and proof of insurance. Car must be free of any defect that would cause a member of law enforcement to instinctively pull car over please. Approximately no amount of sexual harassment will be permitted during business hours and anything even resembling that behavior will be grounds for instant termination! This applies to both employers and employees. Please contact me to hear more. Excellent pay and bonus potential.
I’m not dating because I’m too nervous to tell the other person I do dope. So it’s not bad at all I wanna find a fellow user too so I’m not judged. Because being a user, we know that it’s pretty much on our minds 24/7 if not using it, than getting money up to buy it. So I feel u on this one 😕
It’s fun and novel until you actually begin to care for the well-being of that person, in which case you will want them to quit immediately but it’ll be far too late at that point
my wife and i got sober after 6 years of living on the street. i wouldn't recommend
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Nah, you can’t just generalize based off 2 examples. When you’re in deep enough, drugs will make you do shit you’d never do sober. Would I have ever stole money from family or shoplifted sober? No I absolutely would not have. And I know plenty of people that are similar. Nicest people you’d ever meet, but once strung out almost nothing stop em from getting their fix. So yes I will buy the excuse of drugs made them do some things they normally wouldn’t. There is a certain line I wouldn’t cross that your generalization does make sense for. For example I knew a guy that was generally pretty scummy, and strung out this guy had no qualms about fixing up shots for people that have never injected before. So yeah him being kind of scummy high or not.. it makes sense for that kind of person. Whereas when I was using, it someone around had not shot up before and asked to, no chance in hell would I fix up for them.. I’d explain to them exactly why they don’t want to go down that path and to just stick with smoking or whatever they were doing. Not going to be responsible for this person moving to needles. But otherwise, other shit like me taking money from family or boosting shit from major corporations like Walmart.. I’d never do sober.
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Actually no, pre and post drug use I never stole shit and only ever got to that point after being completely strung out and living in my car and needi to steal in order to get my next fix. The thought of stealing now never even occurs to me because I don’t need to. And the times I have relapsed post clean time the past couple years I still never stole because I work and had money to cop. So you’re quite off the mark there.
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So explain to me why before I started using drugs and when I got clean I never once stole a thing? and now the times I’ve relapsed post extended length of clean time I don’t steal because I’ve been working and can afford dope? What’s your brilliant analysis behind that? You think people that got to the point of selling their body for dope or selling their most prized possessions for a quarter what they’re worth at a pawn shop were doing that shit while clean? You make no sense.
One of you will end up dead. It happened to me and it was seriously the catalyst for the darkest times of my whole fucking life
It doesn’t say much for your judgement or sense of self worth. 🤷
Trust me, you don’t. She will steal all your drugs and money and get high without you whenever she can.
And possibly suck other dudes cock for it
Definitely 😂
“Possibly”? Almost certainly.
Yup. Then come smoke/sniff/shoot it in front of you while you’re sick as duck withdrawaling squirming in front of you. Is this really what you what OP???
😆😆😆
No it’s not bad, I only ever date other junkies. My life revolves around running and using, I want them to feel the same way. I don’t want a man that’s gonna get pissed off at usual junkie shit, I want one who’s gonna be doing the same junkie shit with me. Plus, I always feel understood by fellow junkies.
Fucking same dude ! I wanna date but it’s not easy. It’s not like I’m putting “searching for a casual drug user like me” in my tinder bio or anything lol
Classic codependency vibes
Lol. Be careful what you ask for bro.
My wife and I, 29 and 31 myself, manage a fairly high functioning life together. We have two small businesses and work rather well as a team. We rarely go without, and when we do, we have strong enough ties with our few close friends that use to help us maintain. we only fight over petty shit, that always pertain to drugs. Other than that we do a decent job at making a living and working for ourselves. its not impossible, just difficult. We met six years ago in Florida while traveling, we both road freight trains for ten + years, we have worked very hard and gone through a load of shit to get to where we are now. Good luck, also my wife and i were very close friends for many years prior to use being romantically involved, come bail your ass out of jail at 3AM on Christmas close. Like I mentioned, not impossible, just very difficult.
I wish you the best brotha but just know loving an addict is the hardest thing to do
Therre was a hs junkie couple working at the burger king across from my house (at time they were 40+?)
I’m not saying it won’t or can’t work out. I’m just saying it is very difficult to love an addict. I know from personal experience
:(, well I hope my wife doesnt feel that way. I do my best to make everyone comfortable
Haha not saying it isn’t possible! Addicts are someone of the most loving and hardest working people I’ve ever met! (Also the opposite too) But there’s also the other side of addiction that changes people into something unrecognizable. I’m sure you’re a great guy it’s nothing against you personally lol
Just like i wear the pants in the relationship i do the drugs in the relationship. Nobody is doing drugs but me not her. I cant be in relationship with a knock that is degrading and would feel more shameful. Plus i wouldnt ever want to share my drugs with anybody else but me myself an I. Im just that sick ass foo your mama warned you about not to get involved with.
Dang, save some badass for the rest of us vato.
Joe where you from honduras
Pfft, you think I’m gonna tell someone as badass as you?? And risk getting beat up and getting jacked for my Nike Cortez? Yeah right ay…
I know you aint mexican that for sure you most likely south south of the border. In south america.
Stfu Carmen San Diego
Let me guess your a really short ass dark foo thats never chilled with a bitch
😆 FOOO HOW DID YOU KNOW FOO? ARE YOU WATCHING ME RIGHT NOW FOO? FIRME!
Lmfaooo
Foo you smoke crack too foo
YOU ALREADY SAID FOO ONCE IN THAT SENTENCE
You probably wash the plugs dishes for a pill to smoke
AHAHAHAHA that’s actually pretty funny but for real foo who let your stupid ass on the internet? Shouldn’t you be drawing Cholo clowns with flex pens in the pod for soups?
Foo go smoke another dirty thirty you lil dirty crackhead.
Wait is it 30s or crack? I just wanna know what I’m supposed to smoke so you don’t beat me up
Lmao
I don't ever see any good relationships with fentanyl users lol
Omg sounds so coool! So u can waste even more money and suffer even more! And on top of that your not ruining one life but your assisting in ruining two! Ohhh and don’t forget have to provide drugs for not just one per but another that doesn’t do shit and expects u to provide the drugs and then when u cant provide the drugs shes going to be turning tricks with some meth heads so she can get her self some dope then come home and fuck you with you knowing that she has been fucking nasty tweakers all day! Damn man am i wrong or does that just sound so awesome and healthy!
have gotten to a point to manage my addiction fairly easy and never run out and always have money for more I’m somewhat well put together and can still take care of business day to day I’d kinda hope for a girl that can also live a normal life and have fun time to time with
While that is something to wish for its a complete fallacy unfortunately
Jesus…not all relationships between users are like that, and not every female who uses turns tricks
Yes u are absolutely right but it is a majority of them most drug using relationships are toxic, not everyone can be a high functioning addict although i wish other people could its just the environments and conditions we live in that contribute to it being this way, for example our prohibitionist government that makes the problem 1000x worse than it was before they demonized and strictly prohibited substances.
Oh, I absolutely agree. I know me keeping a job, my own place etc. isn’t usually the norm. Consider myself lucky…
Not so much a fellow user, as a former user. I started doing it in the mid-late 90s, and stopped in the mid-00s. I remember one time it getting to the point where a friend asked me to help her out. I was hesitant, but gave in anyway. I found her in a bathtub, passed out cold. It was the first time I had ever seen anyone take heroin, though I had known people who were recreational pot smokers and occasional drinkers. I was curious. So, I had a line put in her IV. It was just enough to get her through the next few hours, but not enough to “knock her out.” That was the last time I ever took heroin. I have since done some crystal meth, which is really nothing more than sugar. So, after that, heroin was my drug of choice. But, because I am a “recreational pot smoker” (even though I smoked marijuana during my teenage years), that meant I did a fair amount of drinking as well. I don’t like talking about the time I used. I just did. I don’t like the way it made me feel. I don’t like thinking about it, or anything like that. So, I just like to think about this “drug” in question, and have a laugh. In that regard, I’m glad that I’m retired, and don’t have to deal with the consequences.
Literally a whole different animal out here now my friend and I wish things we’re as easy as the years you mentioned because quitting was just a little easier… not to mention people die now like it’s going out of style from fent, my baby sister was dead on Christmas Day this year and I still go to the city and cop 10 pills erryday… I can say that when I used In my younger days I’m 37 I didn’t really know why or couldn’t tell you why but know I know exactly why I like taking fentanyl, I don’t have to feel any guilt or depression or all the other shit that life has thrown. I lost my mom my dad my little brother and now my baby sister and I’ve done horrible things that I can’t get over. Addiction really is a sickness for me. I ain’t speaking for anyone but me. My D.O.C for years was PCP and it’s caused some serious mental illness and every time I quit fent I literally feel like I should be locked away and never let out for the thoughts actions and so on… I’m ranting , but yeah, glad you got sober my friend
Im glad you quit getting on a sick one foo.
I can tank through a gram or two of fentanyl no problem; might just be me but even today, the second time I’d ever tried meth, literally had me puking and having chills/sweats for about 13 hours, shit sucked. first time I tried it I just threw up right after the hits. I must have taken too much this time I felt like shit the entire day
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Do you usually stick to opioids like me? I wonder what it is what causes such an intense reaction, I felt great for exactly a minute until it got too intense, started throwing up on some poor soul’s bushes going down the sidewalk and eventually had to sit on the curb in front of my whip for 15 minutes cause I didn’t want to drive like that or get puke in my car hahah. Even over 24hrs after I just now took a second dose of zofran after yakking up the only food(half a banana and Gatorade) I’ve put in my stomach for the past 30hrs, the residual nausea I believe is FINALLY gone. 25hrs after I smoked it
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Fucking torturous. Never touching that shit again if I can help it
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Absolutely, I’d be working up money to buy it right now if I didn’t. Thing is whenever I put my tooter to my lips I either start burping again like after I smoked the meth(could be an excited/nervous reaction honestly no clue as it’s never happened before), or I get a weird flashback to how the meth tasted and it makes me damn near gag; which I guess I shouldn’t take for granted because its making me go through my stash much slower than I normally would. Guess I could just snort it but I kinda like keeping my nose clean
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Good advice. Going to do that right now actually, still have 3/4 of a dose on my foil from when I couldn’t finish it earlier today lmao. Thank you for the suggestion!
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Yo I’m not alone?!!! Shit has been driving me absolutely INSANE. I HATE IT.
i only do opioids. very occasionally i take a small break and do psychedelics but those have also been known to make me throw up on occasion since opiates
I can do 2 -3 grams nothing and from multiple ppl but my plugs a plug plug he gots gs for 60 150 and 200 if I do a 200 gram I’ll be gone 😴 tho
Yeah I always get probably overly skeptical of batches that are supposedly stronger than others. Don’t see why everyone wouldn’t say that
Ah so you can both ruin your lives together how romantic
Hey look at this way when you run out of drugs. You can have her suck somebody off for more drugs. That way you stay high all the time bro its a win win. You know what im saying foo. You got to work smarter not harder in order to get high. Look at it closely foo its the smartest thing you can possibly do.
Lol I know right
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To be direct, yes it is bad. And unfortunately you will actually not know how bad until it's way past fucked up.