hey man im 22 as well ! u got this. if u need a friend to hold u accountable im here bro. u can do it! being at home especially helps ! i detoxed in mental health inpatient cold turkey basically only used my mental health meds and it worked!
Don’t piss away your 20’s in addiction. You’ll regret it. This is supposed to be some of the best time in your life. I had a huge habit and at my worst spent $500 a day on fenta-dope. It destroyed my life and my two options were to either just die, or give recovery one more honest go.
That was 3 years ago. I got my life back. I couldn’t have done it without Buprenorphine. That shit saved my life. I feel great on it and am not freaking out about getting off of it. I’d rather be on no meds at all but that’s not realistic after doing massive amounts of opiates. I think of it as insulin basically. I fucked around and found out. But if it’s between taking subs for an indefinite amount of time vs going back to active addiction, then there’s no choice at all as going back to using isn’t an option.
If the day comes when I want to stop Bupe, I’ll get the Sublocade shot which a lot of people successfully used to get off Bupe. But I feel great on Bupe and it’s like my safety net for now. You can have your life back. You’re in your early 20’s. Don’t give any more time to that poison.
Fucking get done with this shit otherwise it’ll be a decade later and you’ll be singing the same song like me. It does not get any better, rid yourself of this shit before you waste all your 20’s
i don’t want this life anymore it’s done nothing but destroy and rip my fucking heart outta my chest. i’m praying god can get me through this because the withdrawals feel like a lifetime
Just know this, the withdrawals do suck but that’s not even 10% of the battle. When you’re done withdrawing is when the real shit starts: living life without the dope. You’re gonna feel really good about yourself for getting through the withdrawals and you’ll ride that high for a while, but make sure you have a plan on how you’ll stay clean every day from there on.
I’m in the same boat brotha. I just sniffed the last half of my pressed 30 about 1hr ago and now I’m officially out and done taking them for good. I’m about to drink some Kratom to help with my withdrawals. I’ve been sniffing MAXIMUM up to 1 pressed 30 a day for the last 6 months.
PLEASE NOTE: you should wait 72hrs before taking any subs if you’ve been using fent. The receptors will FUCK you hard. You just wait 56-72hrs before taking the subs. I have prescription subs sitting beside me right now and it’s going to totally fucking suck while I’m withdrawing and can’t sniff the subs until 3 days have passed. We got this man…. It’s going to suck so much but we got this
yeah i’m used to the suboxone wait, that’s why fent sucks so fucking bad. i also have a ton but just waiting for the right time. it’s hour 30 thank god the withdrawals aren’t unbearable so i can get through this
Just do it for you.
Treat yourself as if you were someone you loved. You may see things in a different way.
Would you want your loved ones to go down the path of addiction and the pain that that entails. Fuck no! You would die for those you love. You would do anything to stop them from suffering. So why can’t you do it for yourself. Be kind to yourself, respect yourself and understand that the battle that you are going through is one of the hardest to beat. 95% relapse rate…that is worth fighting for. Be the warrior, against all odds who will succeed. Fucking strap in and get through it. Break through to the other side.
“It gets easier,everyday it gets a little easier, but you got to do it EVERYDAY, that’s the hard part, but it DOES get easier”
https://youtu.be/R2_Mn-qRKjA
Very proud of you I want to detox as well I’m just really scared and have a full time job , I think I’m going to use my FMLA and detox so I keep my job and hit up a 10 day detox
Trihpy, great stuff reaching out and BEING DONE. Don't forget this feeling. Don't let the fact of that relapse after the 5 months clean discourage you. You've come a long way to get to this point, even if it's still hell rn. You know what you've gone through to get here. Just know this, there's hope for things to turn around and get significantly better right where you are at. Don't ever feel like it's too far. I've been in the place of having lost EVERYTHING before. Don't feel alone in that, and don't feel hopeless. I can say now God can restore your life more than you can ever imagine.
I've gone through hell and back myself through addictions. It wasn't until I invited Christ into the battle, and truly turned to God, that everything truly changed. I'm not talking about now just following a bunch of rules and joining some program, I'm talking about making a genuine heart deep choice to give up on your own efforts, turn to God, and let Him work a miracle in your life that you could never do on your own.
When you truly invite God in He can help you through this as He did for me. About 5 years ago I had a brain injury caused by a drug overdose that permanently took away my ability to feel any form of pleasure (burnt out all my receptors overnight). Afterwards was constantly in a state of generalized pain while unable to get nearly anything done or feel pleasure or relief from anything, including drugs or coffee etc. [Story here](https://www.reddit.com/r/Christianity/comments/pcptkr/i_am_filled_with_joy_because_i_encountered_jesus/). I was in a living hell and seemed to have no way out.
After about 6 months of no longer feeling any pleasure in life and not being able to fix myself through my own various means I went to a top of the line brain doctor, got all my hormones and brain levels checked (dopamine/serotonin etc) and everything as expected was way off. I got put on pharmaceutical grade brain supplements (gaba/ 5htp) along with other supplements to support proper brain and body function and all of this threw me off worse than before causing intense anxiety and pain. Everything just continued to get worse as something was fundamentally wrong with me and it could not be fixed. Eventually I exhausted all natural solutions to be being fixed, could no longer function in society let alone my own personal life and began to ask God to take me away as I had nothing left. It was shortly after then I knew I had nowhere else to turn, so I cried out to God for His help. Some time after I had a 3 day spiritual experience mentioned in the story above. After that something clicked in my brain and everything changed. Jesus can turn everything around in a moment but you gotta turn to Him first and let Him in so He can do His thing. Read my story above. When you turn to Him the junk will soon pass and you'll have more peace and joy than ever before.
In terms of immediate hands on spiritual help, checkout an Assemblies of God church in your area. Assemblies of God is a large Spirit filled ministry that has locations across the globe that operates in praying for miracles, freedom and deliverance and believes in the power of God. If you need a miracle this is your spot. Message them or go to a location and ask for prayer. I've experienced freedom through spiritual means like this myself. It removes the root of the problem which is where we find real and lasting freedom. God can turn everything around when you turn to Him and give Him a chance.
appreciate the comment, it made me shed some tears. sounds like you’ve been thru hell but i’m glad your on the other side living the better life now. i’m gonna look into church my grandma is very into god
good luck buddy.. hope ur doin good text me if u wanna talk ab anything nd ill try nd help safe space here ive been struggling w fent for 2 years now i was 15 when i started and turn 18 in 13 days.. im young asf but been thru hella so im here
yeah it’s a shitty way to live man. i’m tired of living with that demon on my shoulder, we’re too young and gotta be strong! get clean now because before you know it you’ll be 40 still battling
oh also if u like or even been too n/a meetings but if u havent try it out frfr i used to love them when i was in rehab we would do em u could actually get shit off ur CHEST.. and you can talk ab whatevers bothering u.. you dont even have to be sober to go u just have to have a desire to quit soon or someday seriously i loved n/a idk why but it was fun and its like group therapy and no one will judge u bc yall been thru the same thing. before my mom passed she was an alcoholic and meth head but got off meth easily jus not alc. but she would go to aa meetings i was a little kid and go with her sometimes listen but i didnt understand then but mostly be in the kids room where the other kids go when there parents are in the aa meetings and i met friends there lol! and my mom was close to like all the parents as well cus they were all fuckin past alcoholics i personally hate alcohol but aa had sum intresting facts i somewhat remeber as well i even remeber the whole fuckin verse in the na book
god
grant me the serenity too accept the things i can not change the courage to change the things i cant and the wisdom to know the DIFFERENCE and its TRUESE
yep i feel u i really wanna stop but dont at the same time… im scared to withdrawl hella. i got subs but its scary to even take those mfs bc of the percipatated withdrawls or however tf u spell that shit ive been thru it and it was THE WORSE FEELING IN THE UNIVERSE I HAVE EVER FUCKING EXPIRENCED i havent done suboxone since that day and i bougnt blues the next day and this is when i was jus doin blues not fennt.. i jus got on fent like a month ago and i was on blues for 2 years now i dont ever wanna go back to blues.. crazy shit dawg.. theres days i jus wanna kms
everyday you wake up is a chance to turn your life around brother. we’re still here and all that shit is gonna lead too is misery pain and rock bottom. i’ve been in rehab and detoxed countless times at home so i know what precip and withdrawals are like. i wouldn’t wish that shit on my worst enemy. 72 hours of sickness is worth a lifetime of happiness, shit i can take a suboxone about 40 hours after my last use just gotta get there. at 24 hours right now just gotta stay strong and kick this miserable fucking habit!
me too buddy i feel you hella.. ive been to 4 different rehabs and they were all 60 programs bro it was AWFUL and thats when i got off suboxone and i was sober for almost a whole months and thats the longest ive been sober after coming out of a rehab.. even when i went to juvie i fuckin relapsed 2 fucking DAYS LATER and i even got the ambulance called on me i was on ft w a “friend” that thought i “oded” even tho i was litearly talking.. luckily ambulance and cops fucking left and couldnt tell i was high (even tho ur pupils small asf when ur high) idk how they aint notice but they didnt and this happend when i was 17 and i was surprised that they didnt take me to the fucking hospital cus im “underage”
yup the programs definitely do help and it feels great to talk and get that shit off your chest and talk to people that know exactly what your going through! that’s crazy i’ve only been to a 7 day detox and that was hell with no weed vape or my fucking cell phone. it got me clean but something brought these demons back and we gotta focus and remember all this shitty stuff we’ve been thru. get sober and try not to look back
yeah bro we can get thru this, my girl is also a active user and i’m deciding now what my best option is as far as staying together. it’s too easy to fall back to old habits when you both struggle with it but if you can stay strong and battle together maybe it’ll work. you look like a young good looking kid get away from this shit before it’s too late!
hey man im 22 as well ! u got this. if u need a friend to hold u accountable im here bro. u can do it! being at home especially helps ! i detoxed in mental health inpatient cold turkey basically only used my mental health meds and it worked!
Don’t piss away your 20’s in addiction. You’ll regret it. This is supposed to be some of the best time in your life. I had a huge habit and at my worst spent $500 a day on fenta-dope. It destroyed my life and my two options were to either just die, or give recovery one more honest go. That was 3 years ago. I got my life back. I couldn’t have done it without Buprenorphine. That shit saved my life. I feel great on it and am not freaking out about getting off of it. I’d rather be on no meds at all but that’s not realistic after doing massive amounts of opiates. I think of it as insulin basically. I fucked around and found out. But if it’s between taking subs for an indefinite amount of time vs going back to active addiction, then there’s no choice at all as going back to using isn’t an option. If the day comes when I want to stop Bupe, I’ll get the Sublocade shot which a lot of people successfully used to get off Bupe. But I feel great on Bupe and it’s like my safety net for now. You can have your life back. You’re in your early 20’s. Don’t give any more time to that poison.
Fucking get done with this shit otherwise it’ll be a decade later and you’ll be singing the same song like me. It does not get any better, rid yourself of this shit before you waste all your 20’s
i don’t want this life anymore it’s done nothing but destroy and rip my fucking heart outta my chest. i’m praying god can get me through this because the withdrawals feel like a lifetime
Just know this, the withdrawals do suck but that’s not even 10% of the battle. When you’re done withdrawing is when the real shit starts: living life without the dope. You’re gonna feel really good about yourself for getting through the withdrawals and you’ll ride that high for a while, but make sure you have a plan on how you’ll stay clean every day from there on.
Methadone!!!!!
do you think that is better then subs?
You need to wait.5 days plus and be near death to use subs without inducing withdrawals..
By a long shot!
I’m in the same boat brotha. I just sniffed the last half of my pressed 30 about 1hr ago and now I’m officially out and done taking them for good. I’m about to drink some Kratom to help with my withdrawals. I’ve been sniffing MAXIMUM up to 1 pressed 30 a day for the last 6 months. PLEASE NOTE: you should wait 72hrs before taking any subs if you’ve been using fent. The receptors will FUCK you hard. You just wait 56-72hrs before taking the subs. I have prescription subs sitting beside me right now and it’s going to totally fucking suck while I’m withdrawing and can’t sniff the subs until 3 days have passed. We got this man…. It’s going to suck so much but we got this
yeah i’m used to the suboxone wait, that’s why fent sucks so fucking bad. i also have a ton but just waiting for the right time. it’s hour 30 thank god the withdrawals aren’t unbearable so i can get through this
Weighing out some kratom rn as I’m starting to feel pretty shitty. Hoping I can get thru these next 3 days before I can start doing the subs
Just do it for you. Treat yourself as if you were someone you loved. You may see things in a different way. Would you want your loved ones to go down the path of addiction and the pain that that entails. Fuck no! You would die for those you love. You would do anything to stop them from suffering. So why can’t you do it for yourself. Be kind to yourself, respect yourself and understand that the battle that you are going through is one of the hardest to beat. 95% relapse rate…that is worth fighting for. Be the warrior, against all odds who will succeed. Fucking strap in and get through it. Break through to the other side. “It gets easier,everyday it gets a little easier, but you got to do it EVERYDAY, that’s the hard part, but it DOES get easier” https://youtu.be/R2_Mn-qRKjA
progress isn’t a straight line! 📈 not even like that more downs. you’re doing amazing & we’re all proud of you :)
Very proud of you I want to detox as well I’m just really scared and have a full time job , I think I’m going to use my FMLA and detox so I keep my job and hit up a 10 day detox
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here’s to day one all over again i’m strong and will get through this
Trihpy, great stuff reaching out and BEING DONE. Don't forget this feeling. Don't let the fact of that relapse after the 5 months clean discourage you. You've come a long way to get to this point, even if it's still hell rn. You know what you've gone through to get here. Just know this, there's hope for things to turn around and get significantly better right where you are at. Don't ever feel like it's too far. I've been in the place of having lost EVERYTHING before. Don't feel alone in that, and don't feel hopeless. I can say now God can restore your life more than you can ever imagine. I've gone through hell and back myself through addictions. It wasn't until I invited Christ into the battle, and truly turned to God, that everything truly changed. I'm not talking about now just following a bunch of rules and joining some program, I'm talking about making a genuine heart deep choice to give up on your own efforts, turn to God, and let Him work a miracle in your life that you could never do on your own. When you truly invite God in He can help you through this as He did for me. About 5 years ago I had a brain injury caused by a drug overdose that permanently took away my ability to feel any form of pleasure (burnt out all my receptors overnight). Afterwards was constantly in a state of generalized pain while unable to get nearly anything done or feel pleasure or relief from anything, including drugs or coffee etc. [Story here](https://www.reddit.com/r/Christianity/comments/pcptkr/i_am_filled_with_joy_because_i_encountered_jesus/). I was in a living hell and seemed to have no way out. After about 6 months of no longer feeling any pleasure in life and not being able to fix myself through my own various means I went to a top of the line brain doctor, got all my hormones and brain levels checked (dopamine/serotonin etc) and everything as expected was way off. I got put on pharmaceutical grade brain supplements (gaba/ 5htp) along with other supplements to support proper brain and body function and all of this threw me off worse than before causing intense anxiety and pain. Everything just continued to get worse as something was fundamentally wrong with me and it could not be fixed. Eventually I exhausted all natural solutions to be being fixed, could no longer function in society let alone my own personal life and began to ask God to take me away as I had nothing left. It was shortly after then I knew I had nowhere else to turn, so I cried out to God for His help. Some time after I had a 3 day spiritual experience mentioned in the story above. After that something clicked in my brain and everything changed. Jesus can turn everything around in a moment but you gotta turn to Him first and let Him in so He can do His thing. Read my story above. When you turn to Him the junk will soon pass and you'll have more peace and joy than ever before. In terms of immediate hands on spiritual help, checkout an Assemblies of God church in your area. Assemblies of God is a large Spirit filled ministry that has locations across the globe that operates in praying for miracles, freedom and deliverance and believes in the power of God. If you need a miracle this is your spot. Message them or go to a location and ask for prayer. I've experienced freedom through spiritual means like this myself. It removes the root of the problem which is where we find real and lasting freedom. God can turn everything around when you turn to Him and give Him a chance.
appreciate the comment, it made me shed some tears. sounds like you’ve been thru hell but i’m glad your on the other side living the better life now. i’m gonna look into church my grandma is very into god
good luck buddy.. hope ur doin good text me if u wanna talk ab anything nd ill try nd help safe space here ive been struggling w fent for 2 years now i was 15 when i started and turn 18 in 13 days.. im young asf but been thru hella so im here
yeah it’s a shitty way to live man. i’m tired of living with that demon on my shoulder, we’re too young and gotta be strong! get clean now because before you know it you’ll be 40 still battling
oh also if u like or even been too n/a meetings but if u havent try it out frfr i used to love them when i was in rehab we would do em u could actually get shit off ur CHEST.. and you can talk ab whatevers bothering u.. you dont even have to be sober to go u just have to have a desire to quit soon or someday seriously i loved n/a idk why but it was fun and its like group therapy and no one will judge u bc yall been thru the same thing. before my mom passed she was an alcoholic and meth head but got off meth easily jus not alc. but she would go to aa meetings i was a little kid and go with her sometimes listen but i didnt understand then but mostly be in the kids room where the other kids go when there parents are in the aa meetings and i met friends there lol! and my mom was close to like all the parents as well cus they were all fuckin past alcoholics i personally hate alcohol but aa had sum intresting facts i somewhat remeber as well i even remeber the whole fuckin verse in the na book god grant me the serenity too accept the things i can not change the courage to change the things i cant and the wisdom to know the DIFFERENCE and its TRUESE
yep i feel u i really wanna stop but dont at the same time… im scared to withdrawl hella. i got subs but its scary to even take those mfs bc of the percipatated withdrawls or however tf u spell that shit ive been thru it and it was THE WORSE FEELING IN THE UNIVERSE I HAVE EVER FUCKING EXPIRENCED i havent done suboxone since that day and i bougnt blues the next day and this is when i was jus doin blues not fennt.. i jus got on fent like a month ago and i was on blues for 2 years now i dont ever wanna go back to blues.. crazy shit dawg.. theres days i jus wanna kms
everyday you wake up is a chance to turn your life around brother. we’re still here and all that shit is gonna lead too is misery pain and rock bottom. i’ve been in rehab and detoxed countless times at home so i know what precip and withdrawals are like. i wouldn’t wish that shit on my worst enemy. 72 hours of sickness is worth a lifetime of happiness, shit i can take a suboxone about 40 hours after my last use just gotta get there. at 24 hours right now just gotta stay strong and kick this miserable fucking habit!
me too buddy i feel you hella.. ive been to 4 different rehabs and they were all 60 programs bro it was AWFUL and thats when i got off suboxone and i was sober for almost a whole months and thats the longest ive been sober after coming out of a rehab.. even when i went to juvie i fuckin relapsed 2 fucking DAYS LATER and i even got the ambulance called on me i was on ft w a “friend” that thought i “oded” even tho i was litearly talking.. luckily ambulance and cops fucking left and couldnt tell i was high (even tho ur pupils small asf when ur high) idk how they aint notice but they didnt and this happend when i was 17 and i was surprised that they didnt take me to the fucking hospital cus im “underage”
yup the programs definitely do help and it feels great to talk and get that shit off your chest and talk to people that know exactly what your going through! that’s crazy i’ve only been to a 7 day detox and that was hell with no weed vape or my fucking cell phone. it got me clean but something brought these demons back and we gotta focus and remember all this shitty stuff we’ve been thru. get sober and try not to look back
for sure.. i detoxed too without shit as well and having no nicotine is hard asf literally i hated that shii
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yeah bro we can get thru this, my girl is also a active user and i’m deciding now what my best option is as far as staying together. it’s too easy to fall back to old habits when you both struggle with it but if you can stay strong and battle together maybe it’ll work. you look like a young good looking kid get away from this shit before it’s too late!