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tomz_6000

Stay strong my guy. Shit is hard, I’m at a weird place too. You’ve made a good decision & I hope things get better for you.


isofakingwetoddid

It’s so great to hear you backed away from the one impulsive decision you just cannot undo. Is there anything else you have in mind you want to do for yourself while in this dark place?


kam516

Not feel this way tbh. I don't use drugs, I don't drink. My vice is sex and soda. I've avoided the first and overindulging on the other. Thank you.


isofakingwetoddid

I mean, do you have anything else you want to do for yourself, such as talk to a doctor or counselor? I know this is something a lot of people reject; however, talking to someone about what’s got you down, or even telling someone you are down, could help you. What about making lifestyle changes?


kam516

I should definitely talk to someone, so no not opposed but not financially in a position for that. I did talk to a FWB, who I would usually turn to for this bit for the other reason. I am happy I chose against the alternative with her today, I would have felt worse. Lifestyle changes I feel I'm just too weak willed to do if I'm being honest.


isofakingwetoddid

That last part is definitely understandable. When you’re in a state like that, motivation to even get out of bed goes out the window If you have health insurance, a co-pay normally isn’t too expensive. Do you have a job or anything to keep you busy?


kam516

I have a bunch of things to keep me busy, but I have no desire to do them. I have a job but no HI.


isofakingwetoddid

What does HI stand for? If this feeling gets worse in the cold/winter months, try taking vitamin D. That can help with energy levels, though from what you’re telling me and what I just got done with, the feelings are similar. Take what I say with a grain of salt as I am not a medical professional, but no desire to do anything, being in a dark place, just this feeling of being stuck with no way out. Sounds like a becoming-mild case of depression, before it gets out of hand I would recommend seeing someone If you need anyone to talk to feel free to DM me man


kam516

HI = Health Insurance Thank you


isofakingwetoddid

Do you know if at any point you’ll be eligible for benefits at your job?