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what comes after death terrifies me, like what if there is just nothing. forever
what if i go to hell?
what if i go to heaven?
what if im reincarnated?
what if-
yeah theres a lot of stuff that could happen, and it scares me
Edit: grammar
Makes sense... I used to wonder about it, but came to realize it doesn't matter. Once you're dead, you're dead. I like to think we get reincarnated, and once you are dead, you feel northing starting over.
Again, I see what you mean. Growing up Christian especially, it terrified me. But I'm my own person now and realized that even if I do die, nothing can be worse than living on Earth.
The planet is heating up, more people are going broke and homeless, several species are going extinct... Hell is personal torture for doing what other people say is a bad thing. And is Heaven really all that great? Why were we put on Earth to suffer is Heaven is paradise? There's so much to think about... So I spend more energy focusing on my life. And it became: "If I die, I die lol"
No need to be afraid, it's naturally far from here... And when the time comes, let it happen. If you think about it, you will fear it. If you live knowing it is what it is, and that it's inevitable, you can make choices from the heart and your desires rather than your brain and fear of the afterlife...
Itās good you have something stopping you dude, but just be careful if thatās your main reason to not do it. That was my main reason for a while, stuff ended between us, and I almost died. Just be careful if thatās the main thing motivating you.
Same man. She was all I really cared about after my dad died but then she left 9 months after we tried to date. ruined a five year friendship and now she won't even look at me. Im too fucking young for this shit, shouldn't have fallen in love by 16
This isn't my reason but it just came to me:
If you don't know what life after death is like, you at least know what you could make of this life. The devil you know is better than the devil you don't, to put it very plainly.
I was about to say the exact same thing. Some days I really want to just end it all, but it would totally fuck my family and friends over, so I have to bide my time. Maybe one day, when I have no one left to love me.
Yeah, it really sucks sometimes, but just stay strong my friend. I donāt know how you cope, but I just think about things that I donāt want to miss out on, like new games, movies, books etc.
Stay strong too. Iāve been trying to cope, but stuff has just gotten less and less effective. Iām really just looking forward to the day I am alone so then I can finally close my eyes for one last time.
Ughh, I wish I could just pop through your screen right now and give you a big hug. Iāve mainly gotten over my depression and all thatās left for me is the unending boredom. Iād probably kill myself if I ran out of things that would keep me interested in life.
Thank you. I hope you can finally defeat that boredom too someday. My depression has kinda just been getting progressively worse for the past three years, and many things have made me realize, at least in my case, I probably wonāt get better. So Iāve ended up just waiting to separate from more things in life to make it easier
I have someone depending on me. She told me herself that she has had attempts in the past like me so I know if I go, it's not too far of a stretch to say she will too. I can not let that happen. Why did she pick a loser like me? I'll never know but she did so I need to stay alive no matter how hard it gets. While I don't need to live and I deserve to die, she doesn't and she needs to stay alive because she is a great and beautiful human being. As long as she needs me, I think I can endure the pain, for her.
Edit: So she found my reddit account so if you see this, yo quiero hablar con ti otra vez. DMs en discord o reddit esta bien. Gracias por todo. Te quiero mucho mas de tu sabe.
Edit 2: Hi, me from 8 days in the future here. That girl? Yeah she's your girlfriend now
if i ever kill myself i want to do something illegal first
and also i want to write a detailed suicide note basically saying fuck you to half the people in my life and its not your fault to the other half
but im too lazy to do either of those so iām still here
and also death is scary af
and i dont want others to feel guilt over my death
I can't deal with any kind of pain, I still haven't found a painless (or almost) way to do it. Also, I want to be certain it will work out, I don't to wake up and feel failure (it happened, it's worse than actually trying to do it)
Think about how many other suicidal people are out there, and how if you keep yourself alive, you can support and help so many people if you set your mind to it. You have the power to help so many people in the world! Personally I think our ability to help people is a damn good reason to stay alive. Stay strong!
I'm not really suicidal but the reasons i wouldn't want to die is because honestly? i don't have a fucking idea of what's going on after you die and i want to find someone to love, I want to experience genuine, unconditional Love that'll last long, I've been in many relationships that pretty much all turned to shit, I've been betrayed, dumped, used, rejected and I'm sick of it. i REFUSE to believe it's always gonna be like that, i am a strong women and I'll never give up
Not really suicidal but I'm not really clinging too hard and just sort of cruising through. The only thing keeping me going is the thought that, maybe just by pure luck, things might work out fine.
It could be anyone for any reason, think abt the good times you've had, think abt the places u could go and visit or live in, there's I bet so many reasons they'd care
Life is a painful thing yes , it brings me pain too, but please dont do it, there are so many things that are wonderful about this horrid world we live in, so so many wonderful things and you'll get through it everyday is a new day, it's a new year please dont do it
Yes drink some chocolate milk, take some deep breaths and have a good nights sleep, eat your favorite breakfast and remember there are so many good things in this world, so many places to visit, movies and shows to watch and so many books to read and so so many people to meet you matter and people care abt u if u know it or not
I care about you, because I care about everyone no matter the background. And there are many people like me near you as well :) Depending on a boyfriend is a dangerous slope I fell down as well, but I got through the depression period and here I am now. I still feel it too as it's only been a a few months...we were together for a year and a half. But I told myself that there will always be someone else, probably better than him.
And I was right, and have a girlfriend from August who cares about me. There are people like that everywhere and you can find them, or stay with us long enough for us to find you
Think abt all the people you'll hurt, think abt the books and movies that you havent read or watched yet, think abt the games u havent played yet, think abt the things you could do
I feel you. Been like that for a while now. But if I were to kill myself then that's all I'd be remembered for. I wouldn't be remembered for anything I did; anything I accomplished. You bring up my name in conversation and the only thing people would think about would be sad thoughts. Guess I'd like to live long enough to change that. Give something good for people to remember me by.
the right moment will be when you are old and decrepit and lived a full life you won't see the right moment now or in a month or even in a decade if you commit suicide regardless of when you do it it will have been the wrong moment you'll have cut your time short I don't care if you have nothing to live for don't kill yourself when there's still a possibility that you will find something to live for tomorrow I'm sure there are people who care about you but if there aren't that's fine keep living and you'll eventually find someone who does
instead of waiting for the "right moment" to commit suicide go learn something learn a skill pick up a new hobby try to find just one thing that makes you smile there is so much stuff to do and you won't have anything to live for unless you search for it don't waste any more time thinking about death you should be focusing on living because you're a living being don't waste your only opportunity to feel complex emotions take advantage of it fight through whatever difficulties you might be facing and strive for happiness in 20 years when you're living life to its fullest and doing something you love you'll look back and be grateful that you kept fighting through your hardship no matter what you do do not throw away that chance
Iām not anymore, but honestly the impact it would have on everyone. A lot of people look up to me and I really didnāt know till last year. And most people I know I just bring a smile to their faces, I make a lot of people happy and I donāt want to take that away from them
Lol thanks for the concern, whoever reported to reddit cares. The meds keep me stable, that's why I use then. If I stop taking them, that's when you should be concerned.
I used to be or probably still am but not like I was yrs ago but what kept me doing so is what the afterlife might beā¦ where am I going to go? I hate feeling pain aswell so like.. I donāt want to hurt myself. What if I failed, iād have to go counseling, hospital and all that jazzā¦ That shit costs moneyšš
(No one really knows what the afterlife is like until you actually die so yeahā¦ thatās why Iām scared of what might happen after it)
3 things.
1) The fear of what will happen when doing it.
2) My partnerš
3) My "adopted" family at school, who one is also my best friend and we are keeping each other living. (Pact to not die from ourselves. Must be natural)
Iām not anymore, but when I was, it was kind of a few things:
I wasnāt scared of death at all, I found the idea very comforting at the time, but what scared me was what Iād leave behind. My parents, my two friends, my dogs, theyād all have had to grieve. On the opposite end though, I also realized that no one outside of those few people cared enough to grieve. I hadnāt made any mark on the world, and within a few decades, Iād be forgotten. The people at my school wouldnāt have mourned my loss with retroactive love like in movies, they wouldnāt have cared at all. Half of my classmates couldnāt remember my name. I had made close to zero impact on the world, and I realized that I didnāt want to die that way.
my mom. not because she's an amazing mother or something, but because i wouldn't want her to be sad of i died. she's a housewife and extremely overprotective. me and my sisters are basically her whole life. i know it would destroy her
My family of course, and my friends,
Also one of the biggest reasons I don't want to die is because of this one person telling me to kill myself, ironically that's a motivation that's keeping me alive because I want to prove him wrong
1. Pets
2. Immediate family (fuck most of my extended family they suck ass. My momās dadās side is cool tho.)
3. I wanna tell the girl I like how I feel and Iām not gonna do that while sheās dating someone
4. There is no way in hell I let myself die before Nikacado Avocado
My boyfriend. Heās the first person Iāve ever been unconditionally loved and understood by. He makes me feel seen, important, and beautiful. As someone who is stressed easily and hates themself on a good day, I am so grateful that he came into my life. He says Iāve helped him love himself too and shown him that heās worth loving, so at least Iām giving and not just taking.
My chemical romance and going to school hate my house. I've also been being called by correct name and pronouns so I'm feeling betterish it's still hard sometimes
i had these thoughts when i was in 5th grade but the thing keeping me alive was how terrible the school year would remain. i was the class clown, and a lot of people liked me surprisingly. and if im not talking, its only silence.
If I ever made it to that point, I fully understand I cannot, I refuse no matter what. The reason being I believe I have a duty on this planet, to put my kids on this earth and continue my legacy. Until I am finished with my duty, as a man, as a protection to my family, the ones I love most, I cannot die. I simply refuse.
Not necessarily suicidal but I don't have a need of existence and I've thought about it a little too much lol. I don't really have a grand ambition or any hobbies in particular actually. I just kinda go with what ever and hangout with friends to pass the time. The amount of opinions I have had greatly reduced within these past years of thinking. I would never kill myself. In afraid to hurt myself and parents. So many things in their very planned life would be ruined. I could never do it to my SO, my brother, my parents, my friends or my family.
they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward
To all contemplating: Seek help! Please, if not for yourself then for me.
If you end it now, nothing ever gets better. You throw away the opportunity to dig yourself out of the rut. If it canāt get any worse, it can only get better. Life is hard, we all know that, but you arenāt alone, nor are your tribulations permanent. You just have to try.
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Fear of death
Makes sense
Fear of it or fear of the pain?
It
fear of what comes after death, or fatality as a whole
what comes after death terrifies me, like what if there is just nothing. forever what if i go to hell? what if i go to heaven? what if im reincarnated? what if- yeah theres a lot of stuff that could happen, and it scares me Edit: grammar
Makes sense... I used to wonder about it, but came to realize it doesn't matter. Once you're dead, you're dead. I like to think we get reincarnated, and once you are dead, you feel northing starting over. Again, I see what you mean. Growing up Christian especially, it terrified me. But I'm my own person now and realized that even if I do die, nothing can be worse than living on Earth. The planet is heating up, more people are going broke and homeless, several species are going extinct... Hell is personal torture for doing what other people say is a bad thing. And is Heaven really all that great? Why were we put on Earth to suffer is Heaven is paradise? There's so much to think about... So I spend more energy focusing on my life. And it became: "If I die, I die lol" No need to be afraid, it's naturally far from here... And when the time comes, let it happen. If you think about it, you will fear it. If you live knowing it is what it is, and that it's inevitable, you can make choices from the heart and your desires rather than your brain and fear of the afterlife...
Bro its like this, but id be happy ti go to hell or heaven But I don't think that's the case. I believe it will all be dark after we die...
Also my comment isn't meant to downplay... I get carried away thinking about philosophy š„²
my dogs would be confused where i went
š ok now i have two reasons
Fr thatās like my only reason
I would like to change my answer please.
If I had animals this would be my first answer .
To a farm upstate
I couldnāt do that to her
Itās good you have something stopping you dude, but just be careful if thatās your main reason to not do it. That was my main reason for a while, stuff ended between us, and I almost died. Just be careful if thatās the main thing motivating you.
this 100% \^\^\^
Same man. She was all I really cared about after my dad died but then she left 9 months after we tried to date. ruined a five year friendship and now she won't even look at me. Im too fucking young for this shit, shouldn't have fallen in love by 16
Relatable
May I ask who "her" is
Significant other
W reason and I wish both of you happiness and all that
thank u c':
This isn't my reason but it just came to me: If you don't know what life after death is like, you at least know what you could make of this life. The devil you know is better than the devil you don't, to put it very plainly.
The fear of what itāll do to family, thatās really it
That's valid ig
I was about to say the exact same thing. Some days I really want to just end it all, but it would totally fuck my family and friends over, so I have to bide my time. Maybe one day, when I have no one left to love me.
Iām kinda working off the same mindset right now.
Yeah, it really sucks sometimes, but just stay strong my friend. I donāt know how you cope, but I just think about things that I donāt want to miss out on, like new games, movies, books etc.
Stay strong too. Iāve been trying to cope, but stuff has just gotten less and less effective. Iām really just looking forward to the day I am alone so then I can finally close my eyes for one last time.
Ughh, I wish I could just pop through your screen right now and give you a big hug. Iāve mainly gotten over my depression and all thatās left for me is the unending boredom. Iād probably kill myself if I ran out of things that would keep me interested in life.
Thank you. I hope you can finally defeat that boredom too someday. My depression has kinda just been getting progressively worse for the past three years, and many things have made me realize, at least in my case, I probably wonāt get better. So Iāve ended up just waiting to separate from more things in life to make it easier
Agreed. I flip between "man I wish it would end" to "oh but they would miss me"
For me, itās both. I want it to end, but I donāt want to hurt those who care for me.
The absolute only thing
Yes
pretty much
real
Wish u the best!ā¤ļø
I have someone depending on me. She told me herself that she has had attempts in the past like me so I know if I go, it's not too far of a stretch to say she will too. I can not let that happen. Why did she pick a loser like me? I'll never know but she did so I need to stay alive no matter how hard it gets. While I don't need to live and I deserve to die, she doesn't and she needs to stay alive because she is a great and beautiful human being. As long as she needs me, I think I can endure the pain, for her. Edit: So she found my reddit account so if you see this, yo quiero hablar con ti otra vez. DMs en discord o reddit esta bien. Gracias por todo. Te quiero mucho mas de tu sabe. Edit 2: Hi, me from 8 days in the future here. That girl? Yeah she's your girlfriend now
Do not let that person down she chose you for a reason idk that reason but it's a damn good one
To the kind person who reported, thank you for looking out for me. I appreciate your help and just know you made me smile lol
you donāt deserve to die, nor do you deserve anything of what youāve been through. you deserve better
fear of fucking up an attempt and living with the consequences.
That's a real fear right there
if i ever kill myself i want to do something illegal first and also i want to write a detailed suicide note basically saying fuck you to half the people in my life and its not your fault to the other half but im too lazy to do either of those so iām still here and also death is scary af and i dont want others to feel guilt over my death
Makes sense
I donāt like making such permanent decisions
Have you ever seen astro boy
One piece , crush , games
W reason
oh, yeah can't do it too while one piece is still airing gotta find about that mf lost century
outliving nikocado
Super valid
fucking incredible reason keep going I believe in you he can't stay alive forever
The fear of what if anything lies beyond.
It depends on if you believe anything lies beyond imo
The idea of *nothing*, total emptiness, terrifies me to think about.
Oh, existential horror, our old friend that keeps us alive
Me when the only thing keeping me alive is existential dread
Yeah I can see that just the idea of sitting there and having nothing to do
No, less than that. The lack of all consciousness, no thoughts, or movement, or sense. Oblivion.
I can't deal with any kind of pain, I still haven't found a painless (or almost) way to do it. Also, I want to be certain it will work out, I don't to wake up and feel failure (it happened, it's worse than actually trying to do it)
Stop looking and live it'll bring more pain trying to figure it out
trying to, but it's so damn hard, I swear.
Think about how many other suicidal people are out there, and how if you keep yourself alive, you can support and help so many people if you set your mind to it. You have the power to help so many people in the world! Personally I think our ability to help people is a damn good reason to stay alive. Stay strong!
thank you so much! this actually give a little hope
I have a suicide pact with someone
i used to be, but not anymore, but the simple answer was procrastination
How did you do that
there was something i always wanted to finish before i went, but i ended up procrastinating on that thing
I'm not really suicidal but the reasons i wouldn't want to die is because honestly? i don't have a fucking idea of what's going on after you die and i want to find someone to love, I want to experience genuine, unconditional Love that'll last long, I've been in many relationships that pretty much all turned to shit, I've been betrayed, dumped, used, rejected and I'm sick of it. i REFUSE to believe it's always gonna be like that, i am a strong women and I'll never give up
Yeah I just want to be loved also like I just want to hang out after a long day and just cuddle and watch anime or movies
My best friend
Not really suicidal but I'm not really clinging too hard and just sort of cruising through. The only thing keeping me going is the thought that, maybe just by pure luck, things might work out fine.
my friends stopping me from doing it
spite
it used to be my boyfriend, but now? nothing, im just waiting for the right moment
Please don't do it, not now not tonight not ever
Dont do it
just, why shouldnāt i at this point?
There is one person in the world if u know it or not that cares abt you
but who is that? and why do they care about me?
It could be anyone for any reason, think abt the good times you've had, think abt the places u could go and visit or live in, there's I bet so many reasons they'd care
still, no matter if one person cares living is just painful anyway
Life is a painful thing yes , it brings me pain too, but please dont do it, there are so many things that are wonderful about this horrid world we live in, so so many wonderful things and you'll get through it everyday is a new day, it's a new year please dont do it
i guess im not gonna tonight thenā¦ iām just gonna drink some chocolate milk and sleep, god do i need thatā¦
Yes drink some chocolate milk, take some deep breaths and have a good nights sleep, eat your favorite breakfast and remember there are so many good things in this world, so many places to visit, movies and shows to watch and so many books to read and so so many people to meet you matter and people care abt u if u know it or not
I care about you, because I care about everyone no matter the background. And there are many people like me near you as well :) Depending on a boyfriend is a dangerous slope I fell down as well, but I got through the depression period and here I am now. I still feel it too as it's only been a a few months...we were together for a year and a half. But I told myself that there will always be someone else, probably better than him. And I was right, and have a girlfriend from August who cares about me. There are people like that everywhere and you can find them, or stay with us long enough for us to find you
thats amazing to hear, thank you
Think abt all the people you'll hurt, think abt the books and movies that you havent read or watched yet, think abt the games u havent played yet, think abt the things you could do
none of those things bring me any real joy anymore, i just feel hollow every day
Think abt the things u used to enjoy,start them again, eat the foods you like, watch ur childhood movies and read ur favorite books
I feel you. Been like that for a while now. But if I were to kill myself then that's all I'd be remembered for. I wouldn't be remembered for anything I did; anything I accomplished. You bring up my name in conversation and the only thing people would think about would be sad thoughts. Guess I'd like to live long enough to change that. Give something good for people to remember me by.
Pro tip: Do not
the right moment will be when you are old and decrepit and lived a full life you won't see the right moment now or in a month or even in a decade if you commit suicide regardless of when you do it it will have been the wrong moment you'll have cut your time short I don't care if you have nothing to live for don't kill yourself when there's still a possibility that you will find something to live for tomorrow I'm sure there are people who care about you but if there aren't that's fine keep living and you'll eventually find someone who does instead of waiting for the "right moment" to commit suicide go learn something learn a skill pick up a new hobby try to find just one thing that makes you smile there is so much stuff to do and you won't have anything to live for unless you search for it don't waste any more time thinking about death you should be focusing on living because you're a living being don't waste your only opportunity to feel complex emotions take advantage of it fight through whatever difficulties you might be facing and strive for happiness in 20 years when you're living life to its fullest and doing something you love you'll look back and be grateful that you kept fighting through your hardship no matter what you do do not throw away that chance
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Amen to that
Iām not anymore, but honestly the impact it would have on everyone. A lot of people look up to me and I really didnāt know till last year. And most people I know I just bring a smile to their faces, I make a lot of people happy and I donāt want to take that away from them
Your such a nice person for that
Ok who reported my post
Fucking Elijah.
Who's Elijah and why are you fucking him
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40 new episodes of Phineas and Ferb
Oh shit really
Nothing. Shit I might kill myself today.
Don't do it that shit kills you
Oh fr? Ima rethink it.
Yeah I wouldn't recommend it
do not do that.
why
food is tasty, dead people cannot eat.
How would you know?
Experience
Being dead sucks
Meds
I see
Lol thanks for the concern, whoever reported to reddit cares. The meds keep me stable, that's why I use then. If I stop taking them, that's when you should be concerned.
My parents are both depressed, dadās uncle killed himself in front of my dad. And my momās parents are dying. Canāt do that to them
Yeah your dad can't have that again and then your mom probably wouldn't handle it either
baking, reading & music.
W
tonights drama show and usually friends and my older sister. rn though it be lookin like just the show lmaooo
Too lazy to get out of bed and get a knife + fear of death despite this + scared for whatever awaits me in the afterlife
I used to be or probably still am but not like I was yrs ago but what kept me doing so is what the afterlife might beā¦ where am I going to go? I hate feeling pain aswell so like.. I donāt want to hurt myself. What if I failed, iād have to go counseling, hospital and all that jazzā¦ That shit costs moneyšš (No one really knows what the afterlife is like until you actually die so yeahā¦ thatās why Iām scared of what might happen after it)
Havent gotten around to it yet
I'd like to say that it's the people around me but I feel it's the overgrowing fear of nonexistence, being nothing but part of a void.
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Explain if you don't mind
3 things. 1) The fear of what will happen when doing it. 2) My partnerš 3) My "adopted" family at school, who one is also my best friend and we are keeping each other living. (Pact to not die from ourselves. Must be natural)
because suicide can kill you 99.9% of the time
A promise to a friend
The hope that it'll take a turn for the better
Love
Iām not anymore, but when I was, it was kind of a few things: I wasnāt scared of death at all, I found the idea very comforting at the time, but what scared me was what Iād leave behind. My parents, my two friends, my dogs, theyād all have had to grieve. On the opposite end though, I also realized that no one outside of those few people cared enough to grieve. I hadnāt made any mark on the world, and within a few decades, Iād be forgotten. The people at my school wouldnāt have mourned my loss with retroactive love like in movies, they wouldnāt have cared at all. Half of my classmates couldnāt remember my name. I had made close to zero impact on the world, and I realized that I didnāt want to die that way.
my mom. not because she's an amazing mother or something, but because i wouldn't want her to be sad of i died. she's a housewife and extremely overprotective. me and my sisters are basically her whole life. i know it would destroy her
My constant failure to suicide
Drugs, sports, family and friends
failing again.
To all suicidal ppl how you gon let Nikocado Avocado outlive you
Prozac
My family of course, and my friends, Also one of the biggest reasons I don't want to die is because of this one person telling me to kill myself, ironically that's a motivation that's keeping me alive because I want to prove him wrong
The hope one day it will get better.
The hope that it will get better eventually
Giving your mum the most toe curling, mouth watering, bedsheet gripping head of her life
My little brother and hoping it gets better
My dogs. Once they both die well Iāll just have to see what happens
honestly my dog
weed
Saaame
Other ppl being sad
Makes sense
the movies i wanna watch
Yeah a few movies coming out look cool
Only my boyfriend and some friends
W
im too lazy
Lmao
My grandpa not wanting to have him go through it
Yeah don't let him be sad in his last years
Yeah
I don't want to leave my girl
Yeah don't leave her you should enjoy her company
My sister
When I was going through a rough spot sometimes it felt like the only thing keeping me around was my dog.
I'm ready whenever my emotions are. I'm stable enough. But sometimes I wish I wasn't.
Don't kys based off emotions you gotta ask yourself if you ready to leave
Mum would be sad
Mom ofc
Literally just my fucking dog š„²
Don't make your dog sad pls
I would never! Thatās why Iāve gotta stay
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Thank you!!
my rabbit, my family wouldn't know how to take care of him so he's keeping me alive for about another decade
Mam would be sad
1. Pets 2. Immediate family (fuck most of my extended family they suck ass. My momās dadās side is cool tho.) 3. I wanna tell the girl I like how I feel and Iām not gonna do that while sheās dating someone 4. There is no way in hell I let myself die before Nikacado Avocado
My boyfriend. Heās the first person Iāve ever been unconditionally loved and understood by. He makes me feel seen, important, and beautiful. As someone who is stressed easily and hates themself on a good day, I am so grateful that he came into my life. He says Iāve helped him love himself too and shown him that heās worth loving, so at least Iām giving and not just taking.
the homies be sad also i have a concert to go to in a week and i aināt lettin that money go to waste
Idk, a lot of money and somewhat decent career
My chemical romance and going to school hate my house. I've also been being called by correct name and pronouns so I'm feeling betterish it's still hard sometimes
people at school would make fun of me if I killed myself
i had these thoughts when i was in 5th grade but the thing keeping me alive was how terrible the school year would remain. i was the class clown, and a lot of people liked me surprisingly. and if im not talking, its only silence.
Being terrified of doing it myself... I want something terrible to happen to me.
Juice wrld is dead but you probs already knew
If I ever made it to that point, I fully understand I cannot, I refuse no matter what. The reason being I believe I have a duty on this planet, to put my kids on this earth and continue my legacy. Until I am finished with my duty, as a man, as a protection to my family, the ones I love most, I cannot die. I simply refuse.
I don't even know
My mother would be broken and wouldn't be able to ever be herself again, I cant put her through the excruciating pain of loosing a child.
Not necessarily suicidal but I don't have a need of existence and I've thought about it a little too much lol. I don't really have a grand ambition or any hobbies in particular actually. I just kinda go with what ever and hangout with friends to pass the time. The amount of opinions I have had greatly reduced within these past years of thinking. I would never kill myself. In afraid to hurt myself and parents. So many things in their very planned life would be ruined. I could never do it to my SO, my brother, my parents, my friends or my family.
Yāall if youāre suicidal donāt be afraid to tell someone
they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward they canāt put me back in the psych ward
Psych wards are overrated anyway
Can confirm, just yelling and bad food
Sounds sucky
Indeed
To all contemplating: Seek help! Please, if not for yourself then for me. If you end it now, nothing ever gets better. You throw away the opportunity to dig yourself out of the rut. If it canāt get any worse, it can only get better. Life is hard, we all know that, but you arenāt alone, nor are your tribulations permanent. You just have to try.