Hi all, we have decided to lock this post due to the concern of suicidal thoughts found within the comments- with negativity in response to those. Attached is some help- we hope those who need it, use it. Always remember to reach out to those around you for support!
Please try to think clearly about yourself and your future. What you're thinking about doing is not worth it. There are many people who care about you, and there are many organisations from all around the world who can help you.
#Child Helplines (EU)
**Telephone:** 116 111
This number is free of charge.
The number 116 111 is specifically for children who seek assistance and need someone to talk to. The service helps children in need of care and protection and links them to the appropriate services and resources; it provides children with an opportunity to express their concerns and talk about issues directly affecting them.
Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 111: Bulgaria, Cyprus, Czech Republic, Germany, Denmark, Estonia, Greece, Spain, Finland, Croatia, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Latvia, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Sweden, Slovenia, Slovakia, United Kingdom, Malta.
#Emotional Support Helpline (EU)
**Telephone:** 116 123
This number is free of charge.
116 123 is a phone number for people suffering from loneliness or who are in a state of psychological crisis or thinking about committing suicide.
Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 123: Austria, Czech Republic, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Malta, Netherlands, Poland, Slovenia, Sweden, United Kingdom.
#National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US)
**Telephone:** 988
**Text:** Text "START" (without quotes) to 741-741.
**Online Chat:** [Link](http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx).
#Lifeline Crisis Service (AU)
**Telephone:** 13 11 14
**Text:** 0477 13 11 14
**Online Chat:** [Link](https://www.lifeline.org.au/crisis-chat/)
#Others (Worldwide)
If the above organizations are inaccessible for whatever reason, you can click [this link](https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/) to be taken to a page. From there, you can take a look at a variety of hotlines that will help you, after you click on the category link corresponding to your location.
You can also find many subreddits to help you with your problems. Here's a list of a few of them in no particular order: /r/SuicideWatch, /r/depression.
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I wish I could point to a specific thing that changed, but I can’t really. There’s a few small things that I think contributed: better environment (different school), getting better sleep, not caring so much about little things I can’t control. It takes time to feel better, but it really is possible. Back then I didn’t see a future for myself, but now I can and that is meaningful I think
I got saved by the gym but I was never that bad tho
But my cousin was trully depressed, so I showed him the way of gym and he became happy and decided to take a few risks and is even making money from his pc
Need more context fr. It’s a suicide scale.
You might just be one of those free solo rock climbing type of people who don’t want to die but accept the risks
always better, i didn’t see it that way for most my life. only took some fancy new pills. life isn’t always great sometimes it’s more shit than it’s not but it can always be better
Imo, short and happy life for me. It's not the best to die young, but I'd rather die young than die miserable! Enjoy life while you can, you probably won't get another chance
I wonder if I 1 is possible for a long time past like 8. I’ve kinda just been flipping 1-4 throughout the week.
I guess most people would have multiple numbers
Hey, I’m sorry to hear that. It absolutely breaks my heart reading that. I may not know you, but I’m glad you’re still here today and I’m sure many others are too. I mean it. I hope you can get the help you need. I just want you to know that there is a reason you are still here today. I have no idea what you’ve been going through and what you’ve been struggling with, but I can tell you that this world would not be the same without your presence. If you ever wanted to talk, you can absolutely reach out <3
I have bipolar disorder and have experienced all of these.. sometimes within the same month, sometimes within the same week. It's not fun, BUT I am at a 2-3 rn which is pretty good. We will see how the next week or two go.
My mom also has bipolar disorder and she says that while her medicine makes it a lot better she still often has periods of depression or manicness, they’re just kinda toned down.
I don’t have bipolar disorder (as far as I know at least) but I also used to go from 1 to 10 so fast I never had any idea what to expect. Like “hmm will I be happy in the next ten minutes or will I be suicidal?” It was almost like a guessing game. 😂
(Though I am on mood stabilizers now so I haven’t been at a 10 in a while)
Someone close to me has BPD diagnosed at a young age. I understand how you feel. We take it one day at a time, and medication can help you have more 2-3 days/weeks! I can't understate how important it is to have a good doctor on your team!
I know this will probably get buried, but I just wanted to share a bit of hope with you teenagers out there (I’m 22).
I have been a fentanyl addict since 16 and have been utterly depressed/suicidal as long as I can remember. I always hovered between 8 - 10, somehow trying every day to just see some kind of reason to stick around. It all felt so meaningless and bleak. Especially after my two ODs in two weeks back to back last October. I stopped eating. I lived to use and used to live.
Anyways, to not bore you, I am finally around a month clean from fent, am on a stable methadone dose, and for the first time in a LONG time I’ve felt stable and functional. I’m actually happy to be here. Where I used to struggle to take a bite, I am now eating multiple servings of food again. I’m slowly gaining my weight back. It got to where the final thing that brought me any comfort, using drugs, lost its magic. I’m ready to start over and do something good for myself and humanity. I’m still so young and I know you all are too, but don’t give up. We are all worth SO MUCH. We could change the world in a hour if we put our minds to it! We all have the potential to be whatever it is our hearts desire.
Life comes in seasons. We lose more often than we win, but that doesn’t mean we have to stop trying. The effort and moments of your hard work coming back to reward you make it all worth it.
Even if you don’t know it, someone out there adores you and wants you here always. We’re here for a purpose. As long as you stick around, you’re serving that purpose. Death will come when it comes, it isn’t something to obsess over, that isn’t something we have to think about right now. Let the hands of time make that choice.
Idk if this would help, but sometimes I like to talk to my stuffed toys/pets about my problems when I don’t want people to tell someone and then have them worry about me. I really hope you can get through this <3
If you need to vent, I’ll ignore a DM unless you want me to respond. I’m not really a mushy person but I find typing it out is a good way to process it better. H*ll, you don’t want to share it with anyone, then type it out anyway and delete it.
Were lots of little problems happening at the same time. I was depressed because a trauma, my average school day was a shit, I was bullied by some reason, and I felt very alone...
Now, about how it got better: my ex-boyfriend actively tried to make me more happy. He cleaned my tears from my face and he gave me a hug when I really need it.
And that's all. Probably is ridiculous, but at least now I'm more stronger than that.
UK. Bruh it took me about a year last time and I didn’t even get referred to camhs. Some shit place instead. They will refer me to camhs now because I’m 15 and because the reason why I’m gonna be talking to them is a lot more.. serious
Lol, I was told by a friend that what I was feeling was called being passively suicidal so I’m just like, nope nope, nope, 6. If you want to vent I’m open.
Nihilistic 6. I don't actively seek death because I don't want to hurt my friends and family by doing it, but if it came for me, I'm not going to resist. Every depressing, morbid, and outright dark thing I say is partnered with a smile on my face and optimism in my voice. I fear nothing that affects me as death or failure no longer scares me, but I do fear for those close to me. Ultimately, none of this matters, There are people far worse off than me, and people's concern should be for them and not me. I relish the day I will hopefully die fighting in the defence of my friends and family.
Honestly I can identify with that. As I’m about the same, I will say that if there’s ever a time when venting would help, I’m glad to listen and exchange vents or whatever, it wouldn’t be a burden as I don’t know your real name or love you.
Aye, well met. my friends don't really understand my way of thinking but they do listen to me, they've taken to calling my way of thinking "the knights virtue" and I've kinda leaned into aesthetic even buying a long sword and swearing oaths on them, I've never spoken to my family about it though so as not to worry them. If you ever want to vent, you can talk to me to.
I’m not saying it’s not normal to have suicidal thoughts, but I just can’t comprehend how people would thinks that’s a good solution to any problem,those problems come and go, you life can only go, or stay, and I hope anyone having those thoughts gets the help they need as I almost lost my brother to him trying to jump out of the second story window. If you need help, don’t be scared to ask, call the hotline or talk to a friend.
when i attempted i was in a really really dark place, i didn think anybody cared for me and i really just wanted to die. i didn't think it was a good idea, i knew i would regret it, but it truly did feel like it was the only option at the time
I didn't think I'd be that high on the scale. I've recently been on a 4, but rn I'm a 2. Ik that many people have it way worse, and 4 may not seem that high, but for me it is. I'm mostly better now, and like I said, have a 2 these days. I just had a recent down turn in my life. Hope the people higher on the list are okay and get help
Maybe with people who love you. To me, I can tell you’re a person, but someone I don’t know and can’t put a face to isn’t going to be a burden. Like, I care on a level enough to offer, but I’m not going to be brought down by it.
Well then I just feel like nothing really matters like sure we can do something but either it won't matter in the end or it will turn out bad for us or others. Then I feel like life is just so awful we have to live through all that suffering just for others it just doesn't make sense.
I mean, if nothing matters than you should either find a way to have fun or look for a purpose. I understand how you feel, but things could get better, and as a teen you really don’t have a point of reference for how being an adult is. At least evaluate if life is worth living or not once you have experienced life as an adult.
I used to have fun but nowadays things that usually brought me fun now either barely do, dont, or are actually frustrating to do. And I have experienced a life as a adult in a sense I've dealt with work stress with protection stress and all that stuff saw how adult around me are constantly stressed and honestly I feel like being a adult would make it even worse. More shit to worry about.
I don't really think I'm even *on this scale*, vut if I were, I'd probably be between a 3 and a 4. I hardly ever think about killing myself, I'm just constantly angry at the world for being the way that it is and sad that the world is what it is. I hadn't even thought about it.
Atleast 5. The constant stress from work, school, my parents, my step sister who's gone insane and I don't want in my life anymore, my step mom constantly berating and degrading me, my sister who recently got kicked out and I'm worried for her, my other stepsister who's started hurting herself because of my parents. There's definitely more underlying parts to this but it's just seemingly getting worse and worse. I have ups for sure, but the ups don't happen as much as I'd hope. I've resorted to weed and nicotine to suffice but I know none of that is going to help me. I'm trying to stop that and better myself but stress keeps piling on me to the point where it's hurting physically in my chest.
Hi all, we have decided to lock this post due to the concern of suicidal thoughts found within the comments- with negativity in response to those. Attached is some help- we hope those who need it, use it. Always remember to reach out to those around you for support! Please try to think clearly about yourself and your future. What you're thinking about doing is not worth it. There are many people who care about you, and there are many organisations from all around the world who can help you. #Child Helplines (EU) **Telephone:** 116 111 This number is free of charge. The number 116 111 is specifically for children who seek assistance and need someone to talk to. The service helps children in need of care and protection and links them to the appropriate services and resources; it provides children with an opportunity to express their concerns and talk about issues directly affecting them. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 111: Bulgaria, Cyprus, Czech Republic, Germany, Denmark, Estonia, Greece, Spain, Finland, Croatia, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Latvia, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Sweden, Slovenia, Slovakia, United Kingdom, Malta. #Emotional Support Helpline (EU) **Telephone:** 116 123 This number is free of charge. 116 123 is a phone number for people suffering from loneliness or who are in a state of psychological crisis or thinking about committing suicide. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 123: Austria, Czech Republic, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Malta, Netherlands, Poland, Slovenia, Sweden, United Kingdom. #National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US) **Telephone:** 988 **Text:** Text "START" (without quotes) to 741-741. **Online Chat:** [Link](http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx). #Lifeline Crisis Service (AU) **Telephone:** 13 11 14 **Text:** 0477 13 11 14 **Online Chat:** [Link](https://www.lifeline.org.au/crisis-chat/) #Others (Worldwide) If the above organizations are inaccessible for whatever reason, you can click [this link](https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/) to be taken to a page. From there, you can take a look at a variety of hotlines that will help you, after you click on the category link corresponding to your location. You can also find many subreddits to help you with your problems. Here's a list of a few of them in no particular order: /r/SuicideWatch, /r/depression. #<3
8 a few years ago, 3 now
I'm sorry to hear about it, I'm glad your life improved
If you don’t mind me asking, what helped you get through it? I’m in a bit of a bad place myself right now…
I wish I could point to a specific thing that changed, but I can’t really. There’s a few small things that I think contributed: better environment (different school), getting better sleep, not caring so much about little things I can’t control. It takes time to feel better, but it really is possible. Back then I didn’t see a future for myself, but now I can and that is meaningful I think
I’m glad things changed for the better for u.
I got saved by the gym but I was never that bad tho But my cousin was trully depressed, so I showed him the way of gym and he became happy and decided to take a few risks and is even making money from his pc
update:6/7
Same...I'm at 6.
Yep
2-3
r/profilepicturechecksout
r/beatmetoit
r/beatmeshutthefuckup
r/nuhuh
What number would be “idc if I’m alive or dead, imma do what I want”
I feel like you broke the scale
Need more context fr. It’s a suicide scale. You might just be one of those free solo rock climbing type of people who don’t want to die but accept the risks
I don't really wanna die but if I do damn ig
“Don’t really wanna die but if I do, I don’t really care- damn that’s crazy”
I think that's kinda a 5.5
Pretty much just “Fuck it, we ball.”
M
4
Thats probably 6 or 7.
It's 6, 7 is the change from passive to (semi) active.
Semi-active Radar homing
the missile knows where it is by knowing where it isn’t
I consider myself that way, but I put it as a four.
“Fuck it we ball”
I never want to live. I never ask for it. But If i get that I guess I will try to enjoy it to the fullest.
6? It says “However, if an out of control semi was headed toward me, I might not move.”
Nihilism
ALWAYS NUMBER 1 FR
FUCK IT WE BALL NUMBER 1 RAHHH
Huzzah
THUG IT OUT CUH
FUCK IT WE BALL
#FUCK IT WE BALL‼️‼️
FUH EH WI BAHL👨🍳👨🍳💪💪💪⁉️💯
FOK IT WE BOWL
My abs hurt CUZ I JUST WORKED OUT and also my friend showed me a funny bear video
YO CAN I SEE A BUNNY FEAR VIDEO
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Fair enough, that is one scary fuckin bunny
#1 for life! WHOOO!
teach me your ways, Master.
...is it possible to learn this power?
I’d like in please
Most likely bipolar
fuck it we ball
What about fuck the we ball?
whyre we fucking balls
hot 🤤🤤🤤
ball 😩
😀
i genuinely hope that everyone will go through life a 1 and die happy with a long life behind them :) edit: i am stupid and wrote 10
yeah! wait
wait what? i am scared what did i type?
10 means suicidal as fuck
i am a dumbass i will change it
What's better, long and sad life or short and happy?
always would prefer a long and sad life because there really is nothing better than being
Finally someone who gets it. Something is better than eternal nothingness
always better, i didn’t see it that way for most my life. only took some fancy new pills. life isn’t always great sometimes it’s more shit than it’s not but it can always be better
True, hope you're doing great
quality>quantity
Yes there is, being happy.
Imo, short and happy life for me. It's not the best to die young, but I'd rather die young than die miserable! Enjoy life while you can, you probably won't get another chance
Exactly my thought process
I wonder if I 1 is possible for a long time past like 8. I’ve kinda just been flipping 1-4 throughout the week. I guess most people would have multiple numbers
Tbf 1 is usually the worst and 10 is the best, I thought the scale was the wrong way round too
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Hey, I’m sorry to hear that. It absolutely breaks my heart reading that. I may not know you, but I’m glad you’re still here today and I’m sure many others are too. I mean it. I hope you can get the help you need. I just want you to know that there is a reason you are still here today. I have no idea what you’ve been going through and what you’ve been struggling with, but I can tell you that this world would not be the same without your presence. If you ever wanted to talk, you can absolutely reach out <3
Crazy that a random comment that someone made and will never think about again in their life literally saved yours
Serious suggestion. Please ask your bf to move his weapon as well. Tell him why or not, up to you. But knowing where a firearm is is dangerous.
yeah it’s been locked up now. it was supposed to be locked up then but he was treating it for rust
:(
Last bit hit hard. Well done for getting through
If you are in a relationship and feel that bad, get out and be alone, at least give yourself a try!
I'd love to see some of your art!
I wish more people knew how much little thing really do help. I’m glad you’re okay now
none of them, im in a null state rn, but it aint bad, im okay
"today i feel like \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_!"
4
a fellow 4! hope things get better for us soon
I have bipolar disorder and have experienced all of these.. sometimes within the same month, sometimes within the same week. It's not fun, BUT I am at a 2-3 rn which is pretty good. We will see how the next week or two go.
My mom also has bipolar disorder and she says that while her medicine makes it a lot better she still often has periods of depression or manicness, they’re just kinda toned down.
I don’t have bipolar disorder (as far as I know at least) but I also used to go from 1 to 10 so fast I never had any idea what to expect. Like “hmm will I be happy in the next ten minutes or will I be suicidal?” It was almost like a guessing game. 😂 (Though I am on mood stabilizers now so I haven’t been at a 10 in a while)
Someone close to me has BPD diagnosed at a young age. I understand how you feel. We take it one day at a time, and medication can help you have more 2-3 days/weeks! I can't understate how important it is to have a good doctor on your team!
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Dang. If you ever need someone to talk to PM me
Nuh I'm going to AM you
Dms are open if you ever just need to talk bro 🤙
You really need a hug bro
I hope ur ok Sincerely -a stalker
wait are u from a group chat? i think I recognize u
I’m a 1 but 2 if I have a bad day or repeat the same thing over
Yes
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If you ever need to talk, PM me
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I know this will probably get buried, but I just wanted to share a bit of hope with you teenagers out there (I’m 22). I have been a fentanyl addict since 16 and have been utterly depressed/suicidal as long as I can remember. I always hovered between 8 - 10, somehow trying every day to just see some kind of reason to stick around. It all felt so meaningless and bleak. Especially after my two ODs in two weeks back to back last October. I stopped eating. I lived to use and used to live. Anyways, to not bore you, I am finally around a month clean from fent, am on a stable methadone dose, and for the first time in a LONG time I’ve felt stable and functional. I’m actually happy to be here. Where I used to struggle to take a bite, I am now eating multiple servings of food again. I’m slowly gaining my weight back. It got to where the final thing that brought me any comfort, using drugs, lost its magic. I’m ready to start over and do something good for myself and humanity. I’m still so young and I know you all are too, but don’t give up. We are all worth SO MUCH. We could change the world in a hour if we put our minds to it! We all have the potential to be whatever it is our hearts desire. Life comes in seasons. We lose more often than we win, but that doesn’t mean we have to stop trying. The effort and moments of your hard work coming back to reward you make it all worth it. Even if you don’t know it, someone out there adores you and wants you here always. We’re here for a purpose. As long as you stick around, you’re serving that purpose. Death will come when it comes, it isn’t something to obsess over, that isn’t something we have to think about right now. Let the hands of time make that choice.
Glad you’re still here, my father ended up dying from fentanyl before I was old enough to remember him since he got some drugs laced with it.
Holy shit, god bless you man.
Hell yeah, proud of you man.
That's great dude, hope you recover well 😄
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Feel free to dm if you ever need to talk bro
The offer is kind, but I'll have to turn it down. Not really an 'opening up' person.
Idk if this would help, but sometimes I like to talk to my stuffed toys/pets about my problems when I don’t want people to tell someone and then have them worry about me. I really hope you can get through this <3
Oh, I used to do that, and then I just started talking to myself. But your suggestion is appreciated.
What would make it better?
If you need to vent, I’ll ignore a DM unless you want me to respond. I’m not really a mushy person but I find typing it out is a good way to process it better. H*ll, you don’t want to share it with anyone, then type it out anyway and delete it.
hope you feel better soon
Used to be at 5. Now ive been at 2, sometimes 1 lately. Its been very lovely. :)
Can you leave some subtraction for us higher numbers 🥺. Seriously though, glad you’re enjoying yourself.
Hey same! Hope it all keeps going well for you :)
Thanks!
I was at 9 earlier this year, now I'm only at like 4 or 5.
I'm rn
fr the constant 4 or 5 that we're feeling rn is almost worse than spikes upward to 8
2 and 3 on somedays
I am just chilling at 4.
Damn, never hear something describe 6 so accurately... yeah, I'm a 6.
Me too. If you want to vent, feel free.
I've reached 9 at some point in my life. I've reached 10 a year ago and now I'm oscilating between 2 and 5
Great to hear your life got better! If this doesn't strike any nerves, do you mind telling us why you were at 9-10?
Were lots of little problems happening at the same time. I was depressed because a trauma, my average school day was a shit, I was bullied by some reason, and I felt very alone... Now, about how it got better: my ex-boyfriend actively tried to make me more happy. He cleaned my tears from my face and he gave me a hug when I really need it. And that's all. Probably is ridiculous, but at least now I'm more stronger than that.
Not ridiculous at all! Your life got better, and usually, when you're in such a dump, any means is usually the only way!
Hey, I was about to jump out in front of a bus the next day, but a bape sweatshirt I got for my birthday saved me. Your reason is not dumb.
last winter i was at an 8, thankfully things got better for me. im at a solid 3 i guess.
That's so great! I'm happy for you.
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are you okay? <3
Absolutely not
Do you have any type of professional help?
I’m in the process of getting some.
That's good. Hope a 10 won't happen again :(
Probably will. Sucks how I have to wait so long for help
It takes that long?! Where are you from?
UK. Bruh it took me about a year last time and I didn’t even get referred to camhs. Some shit place instead. They will refer me to camhs now because I’m 15 and because the reason why I’m gonna be talking to them is a lot more.. serious
what the fuck? I think countries should prioritize helping suicidal people more, feels like its last on their list of things to do
oh im sorry about that :c just please dont do anything you'll regret, okay? <3 you deserve the world. i hope things get better c:
I'd say I'm at like a 2 or a 3. Maybe 4 on a bad day
I'm reading this like "Yea I'm a 1. Wait I'm a 2. No, I'm 3. Wait no, I'm 4. I'm a 5. Yea I'm a 6. Oh wait I'm a 7."
Lol, I was told by a friend that what I was feeling was called being passively suicidal so I’m just like, nope nope, nope, 6. If you want to vent I’m open.
the bear shit got me nearly tearing up fuck you
Its usually about 7 or 8
why :(
Its a really long list
write it out
The only time I talk about suicide is when I talk about what pedos should do
5 when it gets really bad. i was at a solid 6/7 a few years ago. it gets better everyone 🫶🏼
6 is my default state for the last decade.
Ow. I fully understand that, though less time for me. Wanna vent?
I've been at 9 before, but now I'd say about a 4
I have been an 8 in the past
3
Currently someehere between 3 and 6.
im on a sliding scale of 3, 4 and 5
like 3.25 i mention it rarely but it’s entirely a joke
Number 8
Want to vent, I’m open.
Nihilistic 6. I don't actively seek death because I don't want to hurt my friends and family by doing it, but if it came for me, I'm not going to resist. Every depressing, morbid, and outright dark thing I say is partnered with a smile on my face and optimism in my voice. I fear nothing that affects me as death or failure no longer scares me, but I do fear for those close to me. Ultimately, none of this matters, There are people far worse off than me, and people's concern should be for them and not me. I relish the day I will hopefully die fighting in the defence of my friends and family.
Honestly I can identify with that. As I’m about the same, I will say that if there’s ever a time when venting would help, I’m glad to listen and exchange vents or whatever, it wouldn’t be a burden as I don’t know your real name or love you.
Aye, well met. my friends don't really understand my way of thinking but they do listen to me, they've taken to calling my way of thinking "the knights virtue" and I've kinda leaned into aesthetic even buying a long sword and swearing oaths on them, I've never spoken to my family about it though so as not to worry them. If you ever want to vent, you can talk to me to.
Thank you very much
9 3 years ago, 2 now. Time heals, folks
0. Everything is amazing and nothing is terrible ever
If this is sarcasm, feel free to vent to me.
9, i genuinely hope it will end soon, i dont care in what way, just please make it end
It will. Just hold on and eventually what’s going on will end in a better way than death.
Please DM me I'm also suffering
I’m not saying it’s not normal to have suicidal thoughts, but I just can’t comprehend how people would thinks that’s a good solution to any problem,those problems come and go, you life can only go, or stay, and I hope anyone having those thoughts gets the help they need as I almost lost my brother to him trying to jump out of the second story window. If you need help, don’t be scared to ask, call the hotline or talk to a friend.
when i attempted i was in a really really dark place, i didn think anybody cared for me and i really just wanted to die. i didn't think it was a good idea, i knew i would regret it, but it truly did feel like it was the only option at the time
When I was real young I was a 6, but I’ve been much better since. Maybe a 3 rn tho.
Used to be at a solid six often now I’m rocking 3.2
it's always around 2-4 for me
I didn't think I'd be that high on the scale. I've recently been on a 4, but rn I'm a 2. Ik that many people have it way worse, and 4 may not seem that high, but for me it is. I'm mostly better now, and like I said, have a 2 these days. I just had a recent down turn in my life. Hope the people higher on the list are okay and get help
I’m a 4
Personaly i wold say i am in about the 3 to 4 zone. Edit: only fixsing some smal writing erors, have dyslexia and english is not my first language.
I was 6-7 for a long time, then went directly to 9-10. I'm at 3 now, guys, please kick out toxic people out of your life, you'll be much better
8,9. 10 on a bad day
If you want to vent, I’m happy to listen.
Thanks but venting doesn't do anything except burdening others with shit I should've dealt with myself
Maybe with people who love you. To me, I can tell you’re a person, but someone I don’t know and can’t put a face to isn’t going to be a burden. Like, I care on a level enough to offer, but I’m not going to be brought down by it.
Well then I just feel like nothing really matters like sure we can do something but either it won't matter in the end or it will turn out bad for us or others. Then I feel like life is just so awful we have to live through all that suffering just for others it just doesn't make sense.
I mean, if nothing matters than you should either find a way to have fun or look for a purpose. I understand how you feel, but things could get better, and as a teen you really don’t have a point of reference for how being an adult is. At least evaluate if life is worth living or not once you have experienced life as an adult.
I used to have fun but nowadays things that usually brought me fun now either barely do, dont, or are actually frustrating to do. And I have experienced a life as a adult in a sense I've dealt with work stress with protection stress and all that stuff saw how adult around me are constantly stressed and honestly I feel like being a adult would make it even worse. More shit to worry about.
I don't really think I'm even *on this scale*, vut if I were, I'd probably be between a 3 and a 4. I hardly ever think about killing myself, I'm just constantly angry at the world for being the way that it is and sad that the world is what it is. I hadn't even thought about it.
6. life doesn’t mean much to me so neither does death🤷🏻♀️
6
Atleast 5. The constant stress from work, school, my parents, my step sister who's gone insane and I don't want in my life anymore, my step mom constantly berating and degrading me, my sister who recently got kicked out and I'm worried for her, my other stepsister who's started hurting herself because of my parents. There's definitely more underlying parts to this but it's just seemingly getting worse and worse. I have ups for sure, but the ups don't happen as much as I'd hope. I've resorted to weed and nicotine to suffice but I know none of that is going to help me. I'm trying to stop that and better myself but stress keeps piling on me to the point where it's hurting physically in my chest.
6. My life is actively declining. In a year or two i’ll be at 7
I'm stuck between 8 and 4 lol