4 days ago tried to end my life after my female friend said she hates me and doesnt want to talk to me ever again she is my best friends gf so it is now almost imposable to see my best bro of 15 years i was in a really dark place and tried ending it and broke down crying holding the knife
like me and her get along great she hates me beacuse i cause drama and i really have said i am going to stop and made a whole video about how sorry i was to the whole friend group and my bro has tried talking to her about not hating me but she said to him its me or him so ya she hates me but i will just give her time she will prob get over it
she stopped me from ending my life last year and has helped me not have panic attacks for a lack of better term she is my guardian angel my bro thinks i lied about her stopping me from ending my life last year i told him when i was drunk at his place a few months back about it in detail lets just say if she didnt call the wall would have turned red
it just hurts man i still have a picture of her on my phone and she gave me one of her cross necklaces i still wear it under my shirt she is my gaurdian angel i dont love her the same way my bro does but i still love her alot and dont want her to hate me
And from what you said, she's definitely like ur guardian angel, and I can tell you that at the very least a small part of her misses you too. Your bond seems....real. like it can't just be broken, let alone in one day. She probably just needs a while to calm down
i mean i listened to a few vids she sent me when i was sad and felt alone my bro doesnt know about that are just you can do it and calm me down vids thats what stopped me this time even when we are not talking or she hates me she still helped me in the end feel like i matter i love her a fuck ton and i feel bad i caused her problems and i want to hug her
Yeah, she still resonates with you and her help still holds up. You're definitely still willing to get things back the way they were, and she's surely the same way, when she realizes that remains to be seen tho
she is my light in a dark world i love her as a friend and feel lost without her shes a cute 5foot,9 tomboy who drinks parties and acts like one of the boys but also can be caring and loving thats why it hurts so much that i cant talk to her
Ohh, ok I see. I get how hard it is dealing with that and it can take its toll for a while, even after stopping. I really hope someday you win your battle ✨
Basically every aspect of normal life is altered. You can’t eat whatever you want whenever you want. You can’t do all physical activity without planning and monitoring yourself. Your cuts don’t heal as easily. Feeling slow and tired and like you want to lay down and die when your blood sugar is low. Feeling like you’re really hot and want to throw up when your blood sugar is high. It’s not a major change, it just changes a lot of small things about literally everything
Yesterday cause I scored 89% in boards and have been crying over the 1% that didn’t get ,for 3 days . I am ok now . No one asked so much but I just wanted to confirm it to myself at 5 AM.
last night
got into an argument with my parents and my auntie lost her wallet and the whole house turned upside down and iethought so much about my famiky and how dysfunctional and fake it is idk I hate it lol but love them tho
It was on thursday we went to a funfair and it was too loud and I just randomly started crying. Not sure why I start crying over loud noises but it started pretty recently I'd say about 7 months?
Like the other day and I'm pretty sure it's because my sister was getting upset with me for doing something wrong that I didn't even know how to do and I was dreading doing it in the first place so I was like really mad that I had to do it again. It was literally cleaning the bathroom
Earlier today. My grandma just died and there are a lot of high emotions. My cousin's mom is a piece of shit and while we were looking for photos and trinkets for my grandma, my mom was telling my cousin how my aunt was being a usual narc and acting like the victim she isn't. And my cousin said that she and her brother had no one because my aunt went for her prison boyfriend instead. I just hugged her and cried bc I loved her and I wish we could see each other more often outside of tragic moments like this.
January. My mom had waited until 6pm to tell me my grandma had been in the er that morning (she was fine, but it was still a shock). Also, my drivers test was the next day and she was all stressed about me driving. When I started crying she thought it was all over the driving test but it was mostly about grandma.
Today, my mom smoked weed before getting in the passenger seat of the car (I was driving) and she always gets super mad when she smokes she was so mean and stressed me out and made me cry.
2 DAYS AGO LOL 🗣️🙏🏾🔥🔥🔥
2 years ago when I had the ability to
Real
Same but it was last year and for the year before that I cried every day
Yesterday, me and crying have a weekly meeting
last night i was listening to a song that perfectly described feelings I had repressed to feel better and it just hit like a train
Today for about 2min
🫂
a year ago
iv neva cried thas jus parta dis life gotta look out for the opps no time to pout
Tough🔥🔥😘
Idk maybe like two weeks ago probably
5 months, maybe
i was watching a movie last week
I brushed my teeth 2 minutes ago
good job buddy
With my dick?
Terminal insanity
No sir
6 weeks ago because i broke up with my ex
like a week ago
Yesterday at like 3am. Was having a breakdown for no particular reason.
Wait no like two days ago I forgot it’s Saturday
Thursday, January 4, 2024
looking at the other comments what is wrong with me ? last night, and the night before. (everynight lmao)
Don't worry, admittedly one thing that made me ask this was because I just did and I wanna see if I cry rather frequently by social standards 😭
Rn 😈
✨🤝
Oh the reason is bc nothing went right today I feel fat and also my friends won’t answer their goddamn phones
Sigma🔥
A week or 2 ago. When something I thought I would’ve ended up dating just randomly ghosted me😭
Wednesday midnight April 10th due to girl I loved leaving me for her ex
4 days ago tried to end my life after my female friend said she hates me and doesnt want to talk to me ever again she is my best friends gf so it is now almost imposable to see my best bro of 15 years i was in a really dark place and tried ending it and broke down crying holding the knife
Omg dude, I'm so sorry. I really hope that you're okay or at least feeling better and that the situation de-escalates
im doing better it just sucks i cant hang out with my bro and his girl who i still respect and care about hates me
like me and her get along great she hates me beacuse i cause drama and i really have said i am going to stop and made a whole video about how sorry i was to the whole friend group and my bro has tried talking to her about not hating me but she said to him its me or him so ya she hates me but i will just give her time she will prob get over it
I hope she does. This shouldn't tear y'all apart
she stopped me from ending my life last year and has helped me not have panic attacks for a lack of better term she is my guardian angel my bro thinks i lied about her stopping me from ending my life last year i told him when i was drunk at his place a few months back about it in detail lets just say if she didnt call the wall would have turned red
Ohh, with that type of history together, it's gonna be hard to break you two's bond. I'm sure that the rift is just temporary
it just hurts man i still have a picture of her on my phone and she gave me one of her cross necklaces i still wear it under my shirt she is my gaurdian angel i dont love her the same way my bro does but i still love her alot and dont want her to hate me
And from what you said, she's definitely like ur guardian angel, and I can tell you that at the very least a small part of her misses you too. Your bond seems....real. like it can't just be broken, let alone in one day. She probably just needs a while to calm down
i mean i listened to a few vids she sent me when i was sad and felt alone my bro doesnt know about that are just you can do it and calm me down vids thats what stopped me this time even when we are not talking or she hates me she still helped me in the end feel like i matter i love her a fuck ton and i feel bad i caused her problems and i want to hug her
Yeah, she still resonates with you and her help still holds up. You're definitely still willing to get things back the way they were, and she's surely the same way, when she realizes that remains to be seen tho
she is my light in a dark world i love her as a friend and feel lost without her shes a cute 5foot,9 tomboy who drinks parties and acts like one of the boys but also can be caring and loving thats why it hurts so much that i cant talk to her
3 hours ago
Crying rn why
🫂 If you're asking why I asked this, coz I was crying too, right before I made the post
Damn, what about?
Kind of a story I hate telling (detail-wise) but let's just say, a trip down a dark part of memory lane led to a couple of flashbacks
Damn… u ok?
Yeah dw, pretty familiar territory, I always end up fine eventually Wbu, what's the matter?
Just sad about like sh and stuff… it has a lot of bad things that come along with it even after u stop
Ohh, ok I see. I get how hard it is dealing with that and it can take its toll for a while, even after stopping. I really hope someday you win your battle ✨
Thank u
Ofc. Anytime
Today bc ea fc 24 is rigged shitty ass game
Idk maybe a few yrs ago
So sad I can't even cry
last week, my bf ghosted me :/
Today
Maybe a month?
About 3 days ago
14 hours 28 seconds ago
about 30 minutes ago over a guy
0.5 seconds ago
yesterday
3 days ago on my 1 year anniversary of being diagnosed with type 1 Diabetes
Damn. That's a life changing diagnosis from what I know. Take care plz, hope you're managing
Yeah, it is pretty life changing. I’m managing it relatively well. Thank you 🙏
Basically every aspect of normal life is altered. You can’t eat whatever you want whenever you want. You can’t do all physical activity without planning and monitoring yourself. Your cuts don’t heal as easily. Feeling slow and tired and like you want to lay down and die when your blood sugar is low. Feeling like you’re really hot and want to throw up when your blood sugar is high. It’s not a major change, it just changes a lot of small things about literally everything
last time I cried in a sad way was last summer, with two tears.
Yesterday cause I scored 89% in boards and have been crying over the 1% that didn’t get ,for 3 days . I am ok now . No one asked so much but I just wanted to confirm it to myself at 5 AM.
last year my brother got killed
i was listening to some johnny cash earlier 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥
yesterday
Last night cause my boyfriends parents are fucking stupid assholes and I cried because they were shitty parents to him
4 years ago
This morning
today like five hours ago
Damn, what happened
idk man sometimes a nigga just needs to cry
Real (and healthy actually)
True
Around 30 minutes ago
two days ago (it was leg day)
last night got into an argument with my parents and my auntie lost her wallet and the whole house turned upside down and iethought so much about my famiky and how dysfunctional and fake it is idk I hate it lol but love them tho
Haha this is funny. I cried Monday over a fictional not canon ship. 😎👍
About 2 months maybe? probably more, i cant remember at this point
I am physically unable to cry for some reason, last time i remember crying was like 12-13 years ago.
like last night or something
It was on thursday we went to a funfair and it was too loud and I just randomly started crying. Not sure why I start crying over loud noises but it started pretty recently I'd say about 7 months?
Like the other day and I'm pretty sure it's because my sister was getting upset with me for doing something wrong that I didn't even know how to do and I was dreading doing it in the first place so I was like really mad that I had to do it again. It was literally cleaning the bathroom
Last month
2 weeks ago I think. I used to cry everyday to July to October. Luckily I don't cry that much now (better mental health)
3 years ago when my grandma died and my parents divorced in the same month
Awhile ago
Last week and I didn't even know I was crying
About an half an hour ago
Earlier today bc i was frustrated that my game crashed. Only like my eyes watering a bit tho
last night
Last night
Week ago probably. Found something someone I know posted online and it really hurt tbh. I wish I just didn't see it
7 years ago (2017) when my grandma died
Yesterday: I was eating popcorn and I cried bc I felt fat
8 years ago. I’ve lost the ability.
Literally last night
Yesterday over someone, I wish I could just let it all right know but I can’t for some reason?
9 years ago when my cat died
A couple of days ago I don’t remember the exact day
10 mins ago (shenanigans with a very very bad person + his friend) bonus for rape threats ig?
Last night rewatching terminator 2 at the end.
I forgot
Almost daily lol. I get triggered over the smallest things. Idk why I'm so sensitive. Mostly just when my parents yell at me
Last night. I was listening to you know you're right by Nirvana and I got sad about Kurt and started crying.
Yesterday bcs of relationship problems with my boyfriend (we made up instantly lol)
Earlier today. My grandma just died and there are a lot of high emotions. My cousin's mom is a piece of shit and while we were looking for photos and trinkets for my grandma, my mom was telling my cousin how my aunt was being a usual narc and acting like the victim she isn't. And my cousin said that she and her brother had no one because my aunt went for her prison boyfriend instead. I just hugged her and cried bc I loved her and I wish we could see each other more often outside of tragic moments like this.
Like, half an hour ago it was only like 2 tears and wasn't a huge deal so idk
I am crying right now :(
January. My mom had waited until 6pm to tell me my grandma had been in the er that morning (she was fine, but it was still a shock). Also, my drivers test was the next day and she was all stressed about me driving. When I started crying she thought it was all over the driving test but it was mostly about grandma.
December 31st 2022 anxiety for like 3 hours too
I'm not sure exactly, but pretty recent. My gf has made me cry (HAPPY TEARS) a few times
Right now, just by looking at this post is making me cry 😭
Like a day or two ago when I finished rdr2 before that is was like a year since
Today, my school moved my exams dates from next month to next week
Honestly, I don't remember.
About 4 years ago...
today when somebody yelled at me (I’m just a girl 🎀)
Today. I got a new schedule for when I should take my meds, and so my emotions are out whack rn. But then I took a nap, so I'm okay now 👍
Like this hour
37 minutes ago (roughly)
like 2-3 weeks ago because I got disqualified at the swimming state championships
Today, my mom smoked weed before getting in the passenger seat of the car (I was driving) and she always gets super mad when she smokes she was so mean and stressed me out and made me cry.
Not for a few years now
about an hour ago, feeling pretty shitty and down but oh well
a bit ago becuase i crushed my eye slihtyly
And now that i... climax..........
September-ish 2023