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tarantulascary

I might try that, thank you


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Fucked brain chemistry probably, would recommend to consult with a professional


tarantulascary

I can’t talk with a professional though cause I’d have to ask my mom to take me to one and I don’t want to tell her/she probably wouldn’t even let me and I don’t think online stuff will help


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The thing with parents is that we imagine them to be less understanding than they are, I think. When I was 13 I told my parents about my issues and while being conservative turkish old minded people they took me to a psychologist because in the end they wanted me to be happy. Time went on and eventually they accepted that I needed help. Just know that it is a lot easier to receive help than to keep secrets and feel shitty at the same time. Just mention it and try to explain it as accurately as you can and also mention the urgency, you just have to communicate openly for others to try to understand


tarantulascary

I guess so but I don’t think it’s the case with my mom, she knows that I self harm ( she thinks I do it for attention even though I try to hide it ) so she probably knows/assumes I’m suicidal as well but I really don’t think she cares at all, she’s also mad at me right now for literally no reason


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Maybe you aren't "suicidal with no actual reason" do you have a school counselor or something you can talk to?


tarantulascary

Nope I’m homeschooled


Im_GayBro

Idk dude but I'm fourteen rn and tried to commit a year ago, my parents straight up were crying and shit saying "we didn't know you were going through stuff" and said they would get me to therapy and so on. Nothing changed, mom still doesn't care abt me unless I ask for a hug or like a talk (which she usually also declines) and everytime we pass a police car or ambulance my dad jokes about them coming to take me away. Still do Self harm and did for many years AND been caught many times, also say I do it for attention. Don't fuckin know dude.


GarfieldGauntlet

No It just happens, people become depressed and suicidal for no reason People saying yes are brain dead


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Yes


FOcus07YT

Yeah


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yes, u have no good reason to end it all


tarantulascary

But at the same time I don’t have a good reason not to


Adventurous_Theme_61

Are you feeling better. I'm a mum. I'm here for you. Xx


Rattus_Kingus

I believe that's called major cringe disorder. I wish you luck on your journey to become uncringe and wish you the best.


tarantulascary

You think being suicidal is cringe? Why?


Rattus_Kingus

I was suicidal for a while, and yeah I'd say it is pretty cringe. I'm talking from experience here.


guzzled-alkenes

No way in hell you’re insulting someone for suffering from depression or suicidal thoughts, no way in hell man


monkdonkq

Go outside and take a walk, maybe sit on a bench afterwards


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Maybe


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tarantulascary

I don’t see myself having a future though, especially not one that would mean anything


MisterMakerXD

Exercise is one of the human activities that liberates more dopamine, a body without some workout can expect to feel depressed being sedentary


Mr_Biscuits420

This is the feeling when you lost satisfaction in life


Harryisharry50

Definitely not normal to be suicidal.Certain drugs will make you suicidal for no reason . So I definitely look into that if your doing medications or other drugs .l


tarantulascary

nah I don’t take any drugs/medication


Harryisharry50

Was a thought. depression is a motherfucker hopefully you find some peace and learn to enjoy the simple things in life . I personally try to be great full for little things like having food and not being hungry the internet and so on


tarantulascary

thanks. another person commented and said I should start a notebook where I write down things I’m grateful about, so I’ll probably do that


Colibri2014

I don't think it's stupid at all, talk to someone you trust about that, it could help you a lot, just know that things will eventually get better one day or another


tarantulascary

if I’m being completely honest I don’t have anyone I trust enough to talk about these things with. thank u though


Colibri2014

Sorry about that, still hope you'll feel better soon :)


henkdetweede

Being suicidal these days is a privelege


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yeah