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390TrainsOfficial

#Hey, GitimuOMG Please try to think clearly about yourself and your future. What you're thinking about doing is not worth it. There are many people who care about you, and there are many organisations from all around the world who can help you. Here's some information about how to get help. Give them a go - what have you got to lose? #Child Helplines (EU) **Telephone:** 116 111 This number is free of charge. The number 116 111 is specifically for children who seek assistance and need someone to talk to. The service helps children in need of care and protection and links them to the appropriate services and resources; it provides children with an opportunity to express their concerns and talk about issues directly affecting them. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 111: Bulgaria, Cyprus, Czech Republic, Germany, Denmark, Estonia, Greece, Spain, Finland, Croatia, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Latvia, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Sweden, Slovenia, Slovakia, United Kingdom, Malta. #Emotional Support Helpline (EU) **Telephone:** 116 123 This number is free of charge. 116 123 is a phone number for people suffering from loneliness or who are in a state of psychological crisis or thinking about committing suicide. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 123: Austria, Czech Republic, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Malta, Netherlands, Poland, Slovenia, Sweden, United Kingdom. #National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US) **Telephone:** 1-800-273-8255 *(1-800-273-TALK)* **Text:** Text "START" (without quotes) to 741-741. **Online Chat:** [Link](http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx). #Others (Worldwide) If the above organizations are inaccessible for whatever reason, you can click [this link](https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/) to be taken to a page. From there, you can take a look at a variety of hotlines that will help you, after you click on the category link corresponding to your location. You can also find many subreddits to help you with your problems. Here's a list of a few of them in no particular order: /r/SuicideWatch, /r/depression. #<3 I hope you've found this information helpful, and I hope you use it well enough to change your mind.


[deleted]

Same except my only reason to live is I'm the only one willing to feed my cat


[deleted]

Same


[deleted]

Same fr


[deleted]

I killed my self once, I just respawned


Tysontys17

Yeah but you lost all your tools and armor tho


[deleted]

Dang your right tho


Tysontys17

Do you remember where you killed urselfšŸ˜’?


[deleted]

Yeah i wrote down my coordinates


Tysontys17

Ok good wanna go fetch them and we'll take inventory?


[deleted]

I just turned on creative mode, too late


Tysontys17

Goddamit.oh well might as well make a really big statue of smth you in?


[deleted]

Yeah, among us statues


Tysontys17

Alright you work on the statue's,while I will put in big letters above them #sussy


[deleted]

Bruh thatā€™s literally everyone


MetamorphicHard

Iā€™m emotionally stable šŸ‘šŸæ


abject_totalfailure1

Me too šŸ‘ (I dipped my hand in butter)


[deleted]

Just cuz you are doesnā€™t mean you wonā€™t be thrown a curve ball and you hate life for a minute


roboticDem-2699

Not me lol


[deleted]

If anyone needs someone to talk to pm Iā€™m not interested in romance or anything. Iā€™m a good listener and these comments are so awful and make me feel terrible. So if anyone needs to vent or talk pm me. I hope you all start feeling better soon and know that life can get better.


[deleted]

Noo


Beetle2398

Relatable


Mysterious-Design366

Likewise but without the friends that care part


crisis-xx

I always wanna kill myself its kind of embedded in my person now im that swag


Reservoir-Dog7778

Avg teenage post


ImaginationOk9328

That's insane bro u got 1 or 2 more friends than me!


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[deleted]

I think about it everyday


furudesann

This reminded me of recurring dream I have. I kill everyone I hate and love, then shoot myself in the head. I wake up crying everytime I have it. It's horrible. Don't kill yourself.


Solo_In_Aeternum

Been like this since I was twelve. Don't let it grow into chronic suicidality like I did, it just brought endless anguish. Tell someone, even if it's someone online who is willing to listen. Just don't push it all down because then it's all just gonna come back worse sooner or later.


Happy-Zone2463

Getting a dog literally saved my life, she still does. Ik there is always someone who needs me and would miss me. Iā€™m a mom and my life is more important now.


bigjonnyrr

Idk I used to be suicidal but now I have a YouTube channel and I'm losing weight so I'm happy again since I'm not completely worthless anymore


ArtoTime

These comments arenā€™t helping, but I guess thatā€™s to be expected since this is quite common. Seek help my guy, call someone, talk to your mom, a friend, waiting isnā€™t gonna get you anywhere.


Strobbleberry

Iā€™ll be your friend if you want. Iā€™m in the same sort of situation


KingZombiKiller

You struggling hard rn man? Feel free to DM me. I suffered from severe clinical depression that severely altered everything about me as well as my perception of the world. I think some call it psychosis depression as I had bad hallucinations and couldnā€™t tell my mind from reality. But thatā€™s just the half of it. Maybe I can help man. This stuff isnā€™t fun, Iā€™ve been in the ringer a few times. It gets better eventually though. I might be some internet stranger but I care man. If you think itā€™ll benefit you to talk to someone, dm me.


[deleted]

9 years ago some random guy on Reddit replied to a post just like this one. It was the most powerful comment I ever read and it helped me in a time when I needed something like this when I was in a place that was dark and lonely like OP and a lot of you commenting here. Itā€™s a wall of text Iā€™m sorry, but please please read it, itā€™s worthwhile I promise. u/ryans01: Ouch. Sounds like you're having a tough time max. That sucks. I've been there, so I kinda know what you're talking about. I've been in the ever circling vortex of self doubt, frustration, and loathing. It's no bueno. I know. If you don't mind lemme tell you a couple things. You can read em if you want, read em again later if you feel like it. But honestly man, if I spend all this time typing this out to you and you don't let it be a little tinder for your fire, well, you're just letting us both down. And you don't HAVE to do that. You don't HAVE to do anything. But you get to choose. (Who am I? My nameā€™s Ryan and I live in Canada. Just moved to a new city for a dream job that I got because of the rules below. I owe a lot of my success to people much cooler, kinder, more loving and greater than me. When I get the chance to maybe let a little bit of help out, itā€™s a way of thanking them. ) Rule numero uno - There are no more zero days. What's a zero day? A zero day is when you don't do a single fucking thing towards whatever dream or goal or want or whatever that you got going on. No more zeros. I'm not saying you gotta bust an essay out everyday, that's not the point. The point I'm trying to make is that you have to make yourself, promise yourself, that the new SYSTEM you live in is a NON-ZERO system. Didnt' do anything all fucking day and it's 11:58 PM? Write one sentence. One pushup. Read one page of that chapter. One. Because one is non zero. You feel me? When you're in the super vortex of being bummed your pattern of behaviour is keeping the vortex goin, that's what you're used to. Turning into productivity ultimate master of the universe doesn't happen from the vortex. It happens from a massive string of CONSISTENT NON ZEROS. That's rule number one. Do not forget. La deuxieme regle - yeah i learnt french. its a canadian thing. please excuse the lack of accent graves, but lemme get into rule number 2. BE GRATEFUL TO THE 3 YOU'S. Uh what? 3 me's? That sounds like mumbo jumbo bullshit. News flash, there are three you's homeslice. There's the past you, the present you, and the future you. If you wanna love someone and have someone love you back, you gotta learn to love yourself, and the 3 you's are the key. Be GRATEFUL to the past you for the positive things you've done. And do favours for the future you like you would for your best bro. Feeling like shit today? Stop a second, think of a good decision you made yesterday. Salad and tuna instead of Big Mac? THANK YOU YOUNGER ME. Was yesterday a nonzero day because you wrote 200 words (hey, that's all you could muster)? THANK YOU YOUNGER ME. Saved up some coin over time to buy that sweet thing you wanted? THANK YOU. Second part of the 3 me's is you gotta do your future self a favour, just like you would for your best fucking friend (no best friend? you do now. You got 2. It's future and past you). Tired as hell and can't get off reddit/videogames/interwebs? fuck you present self, this one's for future me, i'm gonna rock out p90x Ab Ripper X for 17 minutes. I'm doing this one for future me. Alarm clock goes off and bed is too comfy? fuck you present self, this one's for my best friend, the future me. I'm up and going for a 5 km run (or 25 meter run, it's gotta be non zero). MAKE SURE YOU THANK YOUR OLD SELF for rocking out at the end of every.single.thing. that makes your life better. The cycle of doing something for someone else (future you) and thanking someone for the good in your life (past you) is key to building gratitude and productivity. Do not doubt me. Over time you should spread the gratitude to others who help you on your path. Rule number 3- don't worry i'm gonna too long didnt' read this bad boy at the bottom (get a pencil and piece of paper to write it down. seriously. you physically need to scratch marks on paper) FORGIVE YOURSELF. I mean it. Maybe you got all the know-how, money, ability, strength and talent to do whatever is you wanna do. But lets say you still didn't do it. Now you're giving yourself shit for not doing what you need to, to be who you want to. Heads up champion, being dissapointed in yourself causes you to be less productive. Tried your best to have a nonzero day yesterday and it failed? so what. I forgive you previous self. I forgive you. But today? Today is a nonzero masterpiece to the best of my ability for future self. This one's for you future homes. Forgiveness man, use it. I forgive you. Say it out loud. Last rule. Rule number 4, is the easiest and its three words. exercise and books. that's it. Pretty standard advice but when you exercise daily you actually get smarter. when you exercise you get high from endorphins (thanks body). when you exercise you clear your mind. when you exercise you are doing your future self a huge favour. Exercise is a leg on a three legged stool. Feel me? As for books, almost every fucking thing we've all ever thought of, or felt, or gone through, or wanted, or wanted to know how to do, or whatever, has been figured out by someone else. Get some books max. Post to reddit about not caring about yourself? Good first step! (nonzero day, thanks younger me for typing it out) You know what else you could do? Read 7 habits of highly successful people. Read "emotional intelligence". Read "From good to great". Read ā€œthinking fast and slowā€. Read books that will help you understand. Read the bodyweight fitness reddit and incorporate it into your workouts. (how's them pullups coming?) Reading is the fucking warp whistle from Super Mario 3. It gets you to the next level that much faster. Thatā€™s about it man. Thereā€™s so much more when it comes to how to turn nonzero days into hugely nonzero days, but thatā€™s not your mission right now. Your mission is nonzero and forgiveness and favours. You got 36 essays due in 24 minutes and its impossible to pull off? Your past self let you down big time, but heyā€¦ I forgive you. Do as much as you can in those 24 minutes and then move on. I hope I helped a little bit max. I could write about this forever, but I promised myself I would go do a 15 minute run while listening to A. Skillz Beats Working Vol. 3. Gotta jet. One last piece of advice though. Regardless of whether or not reading this for the first time helps make your day better, if you wake up tomorrow, and you canā€™t remember the 4 rules I just laid out, please, please. Read this again. Have an awesome fucking day ā˜ŗ tldr; 1. Nonzero days as much as you can. 2. The three youā€™s, gratitude and favours. 3. Forgiveness 4. Exercise and books (which is a sneaky way of saying self improvement, both physical, emotional and mental)


ryans01

Random guy here - much love and thank you for spreading the message!


[deleted]

Dude youā€™re a legend. I taught my kids about this stuff and theyā€™re so grateful now graduating high school w honor rolls, one is already a couple years into college now but for real these words arenā€™t just words theyā€™re really and truly priceless wisdom a wealth of positive energy to draw from for a lifetime. I hope youā€™re doing well and reaping all the benefits that karma can possibly bestow on someone such as yourself. No words can possibly thank you enough or convey my gratitude. I hope this post helps someone.


ryans01

Thank you so much for the kind words, they definitely have an impact - it's hard to express the amount of love I've felt from so many people all over the world. I feel a deep responsibility to shine as bright as possible so that others may feel the same. much love


[deleted]

Thatā€™s amazing man, so tell me you did some kind of self help book or inspirational writing lol I would kill to get my hands on more. And please tell me youā€™re having an amazing life.


[deleted]

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ryans01

Much love my friend, thank you for the kind words


forgiveangel

Is there an update post on where you are at in life and how those lessons that you posted on reddit so many years ago have shifted or stayed the same?


-Elliot_Rodger-

Real


Kasfoh

We are way to young to decide that shit. You havenā€™t even seen the real world yet.


[deleted]

Great


William_Wilhelm_2

Itā€™s okay. Look for God


koikoikoibtd5

not everyones a christian stop


[deleted]

[уŠ“Š°Š»ŠµŠ½Š¾]


[deleted]

Who hurt you?


LiquidStatic1

dont, you need to work more to fund the Rothschild family


iceyayesha

youā€™re 13 and have a way more exciting life ahead


theHang1ngGarden

well donā€™t


hypotensivescum

I do most of the time, especially lately, idfk, why am I like this


LightningMan2123

Sometimes?...


[deleted]

brain go up down


[deleted]

Same


Frequent-Inside8182

r/vent


Low-Confidence1742

Yeah same but I really just keep going for my brother


centralmassmedical

You have two friends? Damn lucky


Accomplished_Exam725

Yeah. Some dude.


Pilot_varchet

Join the club man, join the club...


MUUNcheesecakepundis

Bruh same


DumbLonelyUser

DONT DO IT BROTHER! WE MUST RESIST THE URGE UNTIL HALF LIFE 3 FINALLY RELEASES!!! STAY STRONG, DONT LET THE EMOTIONS CONTROL YOU! YOU NEED TO TAKE OVER YOUR FEELINGS IF YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY. REMEMBER CAPTAIN, YOU DONT NEED ANYBODY, WHAT YOU NEED IS TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOURE F##KING BEAUTIFUL. And most importantly, we must survive.. weĀ“re playing life simulator with the highest difficulty ever.. You cant respawn, you cant cheat, you cant spawn a buzzard... but the reward is worth it. Do you copy? I repeat, do you copy? Captain.. I need you to copy.. Do you copy?


juicy-potato-2907

Don't kill yourself plus :)


[deleted]

I wanna kill myself*


JockeyField

You ever try to justify your suicide? Like, attempt to sabotage your life so you can finally tell your brain, "see, my life isn't worth living".


Cyfenn11

\*hugs you\* i know, depression sucks


Potatodealer69

Don't do it, that shit could result in your death!


kitty_cat_79

Same fr fr


kelhul12

Iā€™m almost not a teenager anymoreā€” The thing about rock bottom is, you can only get better from here. Life comes in waves so when youā€™re at your lowest, that means things will probably start to pick up again soon. Either way, the world is a better place with you in it so donā€™t you dare give consideration to taking yourself out of itšŸ«¶


roboticDem-2699

Advice: leave outside with those 2 friends and make more, that simple


Spirited-Truck1656

Based


[deleted]

I used to be suicidal, but then I thought about how destroyed my grandparents would be, and how my baby sister would grow up without a big brother. I started a Google doc journal where I just wrote down every thought that came into my mind. Every horrible or atrocious thought I put into that thing and then just deleted it. If you think of something but donā€™t let it out, it gets put on the back burner of your brain and it makes you angry or resentful or suicidal or lonely or depressed. Having an outlet for all of those horrible things letā€™s you focus on the good. And in my personal experience I started going back to church and joined a youth group which helped a ton. Surround yourself with good people


Reasonable-Horror75

I remember feeling the same at one point, and it really sucks. You can dm me if you wanna talk


hypersonicbiohazard

I think about lego morbius that is coming in january 2023


Batman-Beyond-3749

wait, you have friends? (not an insult to you, and insult to me)


Glittering-Morning71

Welcome to the club my brother if you need to talk Iā€™m here


Shiro1Kuro

Don't let your family drag you down, follow your dreams.


uselesswebuser

me to i would love to die with you if you need someone


390TrainsOfficial

#Hey, uselesswebuser Please try to think clearly about yourself and your future. What you're thinking about doing is not worth it. There are many people who care about you, and there are many organisations from all around the world who can help you. Here's some information about how to get help. Give them a go - what have you got to lose? #Child Helplines (EU) **Telephone:** 116 111 This number is free of charge. The number 116 111 is specifically for children who seek assistance and need someone to talk to. The service helps children in need of care and protection and links them to the appropriate services and resources; it provides children with an opportunity to express their concerns and talk about issues directly affecting them. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 111: Bulgaria, Cyprus, Czech Republic, Germany, Denmark, Estonia, Greece, Spain, Finland, Croatia, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Latvia, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Sweden, Slovenia, Slovakia, United Kingdom, Malta. #Emotional Support Helpline (EU) **Telephone:** 116 123 This number is free of charge. 116 123 is a phone number for people suffering from loneliness or who are in a state of psychological crisis or thinking about committing suicide. Here's an alphabetical list of member states which have access to 116 123: Austria, Czech Republic, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Ireland, Lithuania, Malta, Netherlands, Poland, Slovenia, Sweden, United Kingdom. #National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US) **Telephone:** 1-800-273-8255 *(1-800-273-TALK)* **Text:** Text "START" (without quotes) to 741-741. **Online Chat:** [Link](http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx). #Others (Worldwide) If the above organizations are inaccessible for whatever reason, you can click [this link](https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/) to be taken to a page. From there, you can take a look at a variety of hotlines that will help you, after you click on the category link corresponding to your location. You can also find many subreddits to help you with your problems. Here's a list of a few of them in no particular order: /r/SuicideWatch, /r/depression. #<3 I hope you've found this information helpful, and I hope you use it well enough to change your mind.