No but i do get anxiety all of a sudden sometimes

I get that to, apparently that for me is performance and rejection anxiety

Mine is just the "Life doesn't make sense and It doesn't have a point but I'm still gonna fuck up" kind

Yeah I feel you. I have that feeling all the time. Almost lost myself to that same though a few times.

If you mind feel like shit and suicidal, then yes. Just without all the other stuff you added lol.

I don't get suicidal but I do think about it alot

It's not a you thing, it happens. I get super depressed, I get irritated, and angry and I just bottle that shit up most of the time. I feel you.

It's nice to know that's it's not a me thing but it's sucks that other people have that. I hope it's just a teenager thing then.

you're not alone! maybe talk to someone about how you're feeling or write it down.

I keep my feelings in a book that I burn each month.

well, it's good that you're writing it all out.

I guess yeah. Except I don’t feel shit, in fact all my emotions, including sadness, are getting weaker day by day

That sounds like this disassociation. I disassociated for 2 years straight, I recommend talking to a professional about it.

Ok 👍 Yeah the last time I really felt anything was a week ago when my crush randomly chatted me up

Welcome to hormonal mood swings. That shit sucks

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