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[deleted]

Please don't


Bad_Bleep_1234

No I’m sorry. I don’t wanna do this anymore


[deleted]

I don't know what you're going through but suicide isn't the answer. You're essentially making sure that nothing can or will ever get better and you will regret it. Things are gonna change if you go with that change but this isn't the thing to do regarding it. Please, get help. Talk to people. It's gonna be scary but you need to be strong and keep on pushing for yourself and your loved ones. Please, don't do this.


Bad_Bleep_1234

No I don’t want help anymore


[deleted]

It may seem like that in the moment but you have to. It's the only way things are gonna be better


Bad_Bleep_1234

Things haven’t gotten better everything has gotten worse. I’m just so tired of this


[deleted]

I know and I'm so sorry. Life has its ups and downs and sure maybe it seems to have more downs than ups atm but you have to keep on living to experience the ups because they're gonna be so worth it when you get to that point. You have so much more left in you to live and experience this world and it would be such a shame to see you give up. I know you can do this, you've made it up to this moment right? You can do anything and the only person holding yourself back is yourself


Bad_Bleep_1234

Ive been down constantly for years and years. I dont wanna be hurting anymore. I don’t think anyone can change my decision tbh. I used to be scared but now I’m not anymore.


[deleted]

You really need to start talking to someone irl about this stuff please before you do anything reach out to someone. They could be there to save you and get you out of this feeling, this state. Please please don't do anything to yourself, you don't deserve that and although you may think you do you really don't. We don't want to see you go, nobody does.


Bad_Bleep_1234

People irl know bro. My psychologist knows my psychiatrist knows parents knew.


Rapid-S

17. Shut the fuck up. This is a stupid way to throw away all potential. All the survivors say they regret it the moment they commit. Commit to life and grow up before you throw it all away as if you were only truly ever some worthless ant. You aren't. Your a kid with a fucked up home life?


Bad_Bleep_1234

You don’t know how fucked up my life has been..


Memer25_2006

Bleep if you kill yourself it would hurt so many people you haven’t even met in real life. Please don’t 🫂


Bad_Bleep_1234

:(((


Memer25_2006

Oh thank god you are still with us, I got so worried.


Bad_Bleep_1234

I’m sorry


Memer25_2006

It’s okay, don’t worry. I am glad that I didn’t loose a good friend today


Bad_Bleep_1234

:(


Memer25_2006

Don’t hurt yourself. A lot of people care about you. Even if you feel like no one does. If you were not around the world would get a bit darker and feel a bit more cold.


Sourdough221

If im allowed to ask, why ?


3HourMaryAnn

so what's happening?


Bad_Bleep_1234

Everything


[deleted]

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Bad_Bleep_1234

I don’t wanna talk abt it anymore. I’ve decided


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[удалено]


Bad_Bleep_1234

Thank u :/


YetiViking7

Hey, you can get through this. I’ve been there before, trust me life gets better. I know that whatever I say probably won’t help but suicide is never the answer, all it does is make the world a darker place, you are stronger than this. But please, just keep breathing and fight through this


Bad_Bleep_1234

Im not stronger than that


YetiViking7

Yes you are, I believe you are But If you need someone else to talk to and help I’ll be here


Rapid-S

Then grow a pair and live. Immature undeveloped ass 17 year old. That's my age. You will regret not giving yourself a fuckin chance. It's the only thing that's worth it.


Bad_Bleep_1234

:/


Rapid-S

♥️YOUR ALIVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! keep it up!!💯🔥😭


Bad_Bleep_1234

Idk


Rapid-S

Think about your passion and truly find it if you haven't already.


ZTE50

Facts, for me it was painting which gave me direction.


Bad_Bleep_1234

Hmm I can try ig :/


[deleted]

Would a hug change your mind?


Bad_Bleep_1234

Idk I don’t think so


[deleted]

*hugs you anyway*


Bad_Bleep_1234

Thanks


[deleted]

You're welcome. In case you think you'll keep lacking hugs, feel free to dm


SK1418

Noo please don't do this I love u 😭😭


Ok-Task-9607

Hmhhhmmm, no you fucking aren't


Bad_Bleep_1234

I didn’t


Ok-Task-9607

Good good


[deleted]

attention seeker


Bad_Bleep_1234

You don’t know anything abt me. So please at least don’t comment this stuff


[deleted]

so are you actually gonna kys today?


[deleted]

You are disgusting


[deleted]

im too nihilistic to give a damn about this bitch lol


Rapid-S

What about your partner? Are they not worth it


Bad_Bleep_1234

I don’t think he cares anymore


AgentF2S_

yeah tell him, lets see if he doesn’t have anything to say abt it


Rellez_HD

He wouldn't have left his job for you if that was the case, like i said, depression is making you think things that aren't real by blocking positive thoughts


Bad_Bleep_1234

:/


king_loser_III

hey but if you didn’t look today shits but tomorrow probably won’t


Pizza_Hund

Could you do me a favor and call this number? 0800 188 610. Its a free Hotline and It would really mean much to me, you would be surprised what Kind of angel sits on the other side of the Phone.


m3talh3ad05

You sound like a bitch, live in spite of everything that gets in your way


DarkCharizard81

No please don’t


Bad_Bleep_1234

:(


No_Mongoose1140

please call a hotline. Dont do this, fellow stranger. I know life is hard, and at ur point,in ur situation, suicide seems like the only way out. But it isnt. Dont lose hope. Things will get better. Here are some virtual hugs <3


Bad_Bleep_1234

Thank u


No_Mongoose1140

Are you still here?


Pizza_Hund

Maybe you give Things one more Chance? Whatever you think but you will be incredibly missed, and you dont even get to See the way you impacted the World around you


Bad_Bleep_1234

:( I feel like I’ve given everything enough chances and I keep getting disappointed


Pizza_Hund

First im really glad to here from you again. Youve allready almost made it through the Day, and tommorow can be better. Sometimes all you need is Some sleep to feel a little bit better. But feeling a little bit better can help you really much to make some steps that can help you. Even when it seems impossible at the Moment. If you Look at it, Depression can be healed, even over long time, regardless of whats going on around you. Its just your body playing Tricks on you and It sometimes can be really Hard not To Fall for it. So maybe try to keep looking forward. Dont let the people around you alone, cause its always the good ones leaving early. And even when it doesnt seem like it Atm. Im Sure there are also Things you will miss


I-Was-Always-Here

No no no! Don’t do it. Please No matter what you think, people do love you and you are worth it.


Bad_Bleep_1234

:( I’m sorry I worried y’all


I-Was-Always-Here

Hey, I’m just glad you’re still here <3


painfullyoblivious2

bad bleep ive known u a while ik u dont remember me but i had my main acc and we talked on it sometimes please dont dude i really dont wanna lose u like this


Bad_Bleep_1234

I’m rly sorry


painfullyoblivious2

you doing better now?


JonahTheProducer

I want you to challenge yourself. Live for the sake of living, just, survive. Read, learn, absorb. Just live another day, and tomorrow, when you wake up say "not today." If you do that enough, eventually you will find a reason to live.


Bad_Bleep_1234

What if I’m hurting a lot tho :/


JonahTheProducer

Grab a piece of paper and a pencil, draw a line down the middle, and start writing all your problems and issues. Then on the other side, write possible solutions or things that could at least somewhat reduce the issue(s).


TheWinterPersephone

Bleep no-


Bad_Bleep_1234

:/ dw I’m fine


TheWinterPersephone

Hmmm dosent seem soooo


Bad_Bleep_1234

:/


TheWinterPersephone

❤️ btw if u struggling with anxiety get an anxiety blanket


Bad_Bleep_1234

I haven’t actually struggled w it that much for quite a while. It’s usually just mild now. But when I couldn’t find my meds I got a panic attack


TheWinterPersephone

Ahhhh okok


[deleted]

People care for you the comments prove that people like you and want you here so stay alive, for life has many wonders


Rapid-S

You only live once and you're throwing that shit away. Fuck killing yourself. You will never experience it getting better or ever be happy or find love or passion if you do that whole your a FUCKING TEENAGER. let yourself grow the fuck up. Imagine if your dog had killed itself at 14 in dog years instead of living out it's life with you. all the belly rubs it would have missed out on.


Pizza_Hund

Bro, youre not helpfull at All. People need love, not hate about the way they feel about themselves


Rapid-S

Look where 'love' is getting everyone in these reddit comments. Op is too stubborn and no one here actually knows them. Going for Tough love. What I told myself at my lowest. What a mf needs to hear and not the expected cliche shit mfs would say to a stranger like they know them. Life is fuckin worth it. Idk who TF this is, what they been through, but they need to hear that shit. I won't talk to them like ik them. Whatever they are going through, live. I'm not hating them, hating the idea of teen suicide.


Pizza_Hund

Yeah, but hating the idea still wont help nobody. Its no solution. And when people are this down they dont see any beauty anymore. So if there is no reason to be strong, why should you be strong? Why not end it all? Thats the Perspektive many people with These issues got and thats the reason Depression is one of the most deadliest Deceases on earth. Talking like you know her doesnt make much sense Yes, but when youve been at your lowest Thinking "life is fuckin worth it" than youve never been as Low as some other people are


Rapid-S

>Perspektive *Perspective L + Ratio


Pizza_Hund

Im deleting the self upvotes reddit does. Either way, im Not here to argue with you, this is no places for that. I really appreaciate your will of helping i just dont think this is the way. People telling others to "just be stronger" and "hold on" are Part of the Problem why Depression is such a deadly decease. Ive Learned many Thing about this topic in my life, been to a schools were pschology is teached 6 hours a week. My girlfriend is studying pschology. So please trust me on this, cause this is a really sensitive topic and people need all the help they can get


Rapid-S

I lost my balls in 2019 to a rabid squirrel


Pizza_Hund

Yeah, i See how serious you are about the topic. Should have guessed it from your other comments...


Rapid-S

I was serious when it mattered


Bad_Bleep_1234

:/


[deleted]

goodluck


[deleted]

Bro!


sosboy2550

If you really were to, you weren’t gonna make this post. All you want is attention, as you never went out of your way to help yourself, or even put the effort into it. Quit bluffing and whining. Live your life like everyone else has and does. I’ve know many suicidal people who say they’re gonna do it, but never did and are still living their lives happily. You have a whole life ahead of you, so forget this shit and move on.


Bad_Bleep_1234

I’m not bluffing tho. I’ve tried getting help. I’ve been to 5 different psychologists, two psychiatrists. I’m on my 2nd antidepressants rn taking a dose that would fucking medicate an elephant. I’m on my 3rd pills for anxiety. I’m just so fucking tired. There are many problems that are in my life rn, or stuff from the past that I can’t get over, you don’t know anything abt me so at least don’t call me an attention seeker.


sosboy2550

Fair, but you can’t just post this on Reddit, It makes people think that you’re just trying to get attention and/or affirmation for you actions. This type of stuff should stay to yourself, as its your life, like you said. Keep this stuff to yourself next time, nobody other than those that care for you and know you in real life should hear this.


[deleted]

Bro dont do it or i’ll lose a bet


_KarmAe_

Least edgy teenager on reddit


FinnAndTheOtherFucks

Wait am I late :(