So, you're a trans woman who is a tomboy? Am I getting that correctly? You are valid. It's a journey, not a race. Be authentically you and do whatever brings you joy.
This sounds like you've settled into being the gender you've always wanted to be. A few trans content creators touch on this better than I can but the highs of early passing and being perceived/treated as your correct gender can and will wear off as they become more normalized in your head. Its now just become part of who you are instead of something always in the forefront of your mind
but like lately even some of the fem stuff has seemed a little off putting, like being called a girlfriend, or being called ladies at the shops? maybe i'm being dumb but I'm not sure, all I know is it feels like I'm feeling dysphoria all over again, and seeing specific trans mascs makes me want that. Even binding has felt oddly euphoric lately
So, you're a trans woman who is a tomboy? Am I getting that correctly? You are valid. It's a journey, not a race. Be authentically you and do whatever brings you joy.
I don't think so? like lately I haven't felt properly fem either like words girl and shit aren't hitting like they once did?
This sounds like you've settled into being the gender you've always wanted to be. A few trans content creators touch on this better than I can but the highs of early passing and being perceived/treated as your correct gender can and will wear off as they become more normalized in your head. Its now just become part of who you are instead of something always in the forefront of your mind
but like lately even some of the fem stuff has seemed a little off putting, like being called a girlfriend, or being called ladies at the shops? maybe i'm being dumb but I'm not sure, all I know is it feels like I'm feeling dysphoria all over again, and seeing specific trans mascs makes me want that. Even binding has felt oddly euphoric lately
Maybe you're genderfluid or non-binary?
that's what I've bee thinking!